Past Hauntings

Past Hauntings
Chapter 11
By Dora Cianfarra

Vincent laid awake staring at the city lights sparkle as evening sky shown through the hospital window. It was hard to imagine the week they survived. He looked intently at Rufus as he murmured and moaned in fear while he slept.

Like Cid, Vincent knew all the emotional rides that would fall on Rufus. It pained him most when Rufus’s silent cries would show from time to time. He had wiped the tears away….the ones he couldn’t do when he was tied to the post as whips flew down his back for disrespecting the Father or taking the punishment for Rufus.

At the time, he was Rufus’s guardian and the old Shinra seemed he smiled best when his men screwed up. The old Shinra never missed chances to shame his son, which Vincent had barely tolerated, in front of all his men. When it was a public spanking, it was the worst. It got Rufus’s rebellious nature curbed in a short time. It was no wonder Rufus took pleasure in hearing his father’s death.

Vincent grabbed he wet towel to dab away the sweat gathered on his forehead. Satisfied Rufus was dry; Vincent gazed at the grown features. The long eye lashes, a sharper nose, and the lips had grown fuller were too enticing not to touch.
Vincent advanced slowly to lay his lips on his carefully as not awaken him and gentle not hurt him any further.

As he moved away, he was surprised to see open sparkling-blue eyes gawking at him. Rufus was mouthing the word ‘water’. Vincent quickly answered, “Don’t strain yourself; I’ll get it for you.”

Vincent turned to complete the task but felt a pull and a strangle hold onto his person.

“Don’t…go” Rufus heaving his breath.

Vincent turned in the embrace, “I’m here right by your side. I’m not leaving you.”

Rufus’s tears streaked down his face. He was so scared this was dream….“Am I still dreaming?.... are you….here….with me?” Rufus’s heart was frantic.

Vincent’s touch was upon him. “Shhh, this is real…I’m here with you.” Vincent grabbed hold of Rufus’s hand to caress his cheek, and then Vincent kissed his fingers.

The spiked sensations engulfed Rufus’s body,” How is it possible….ahh- “Vincent embraced him and dived for the treasured kiss. Rufus’s tongue was savored for the first time in years. The onslaught of their passionate kiss brought on their buried desires. The kiss reignited their hearts to pounding heights.

Vincent felt tears on his lips and broke off the kiss. Rufus tracked tears were falling in waves, fear immobilized him , all he could do was breathe. Too many questions were flying at speeds barely maintained.

Vincent laid Rufus back on the bed and went to get the water to give Rufus some time to take it all in. When he returned with the glass, he brought it close to Rufus’s wondrous lips.

Rufus clasped his hands around Vincent’s that held the cup. He drank slowly, so not to choke on it. Rufus‘s eyes glued to the figure in front of him. {He’s here….we kissed…then he remembers?}. “Vincent….. how…please?” his voice answered with tremors

Vincent carefully adjusted himself behind Rufus and laid his back to him.
Rufus sighed as if it were a balm.

“When I brought you in, you had stopped breathing. I...I lost it as Chaos came out. The doctors and nurses had revived you but I couldn’t contain Chaos’s reactions which were really my own. I flew out into the sky to give him room. He…was howling my pain….then it’s like all doors were slammed opened ….memories of Hojo, your father and…. you came back.” Vincent nuzzled Rufus’s neck to remind himself that Rufus lived.

“You….you remembered us?” Rufus’s tears were releasing a long held sorrow; the pain he had caused. He thrust his back further into Vincent as if he was afraid to lose him again. “I’m so sorry…. for all of it was my fault.”

Vincent held him tighter, “How can it be possibly be your fault-“

“I was the trigger for the events that forever changed your life….I can never forgive myself for it…that’s why….whatever I have endured was the pay back for you….not to be able to kiss you before I had died was my tortured regret.” Rufus sobbed the grief he had caused to Vincent, “Can you forgive me…”in a desperate whispered voice.

“There’s nothing to forgive….my heart would have never let you endure what I took for you….I would do it all over again….don’t blame yourself for the cruelties of others. You had survived….that is what I’m thankful for. You have held this in too long….let it go now….I am back.” Vincent turned Rufus’s face towards him to kiss his tears then he ravished his mouth.

Cradling Rufus in his arms, Vincent exposed his neck to allow sweet kisses down the path to the chest. He then, with tender lips, placed them directly over Rufus’s heart. There was the greatest hurt, beating agonizingly under his touch. Vincent wished to heal each haunting emotional laceration. He let the energy of his own heart transcend into his, sending all the love to heal it.

Rufus felt the sensation of a kiss delve deep within, caressing through every scar. The guilt of Vincent’s punishment taken for him, the believed loss of Vincent, and the years of isolation walls were slowly coming down brick by brick. Rufus embraced him as tears of anguish turned into ones of happiness.

Vincent looked up, “Shh, I’m here” His mouth climbed every crevice and every scar ‘til he got to those sweet petals. He laid butterfly kisses to Rufus’s lips, spreading them gently to allow him entrance. Erotic sensations spreading through their bodies as hands caressed the hidden pleasures. Each one groped for more access as desire flowed in waves throughout their bodies.

Vincent’s tongue enraptured with Rufus’s created the sounds of need and desperation; enhancing the heat between them.

Rufus was on the borderline of heaven and 7th heaven. This man he had lost his heart to, so many years back, was kissing him. The soul he had forgotten was being returned to him. What had been bare began to flourish again. His heart pounding in his chest to the point of pain made him realize how lonely he was.

The void heart had caused so many problems to so many people. Would Vincent ever forgive him? For now, he would forget that side of himself for just a little while. Rufus’s kiss delved deeper as if afraid that he’d lose him all over again.

Vincent’s body reacted more aggressively to the kiss-Chaos was on rise,” Ah Rufus, it’s been too long for me. It’s eating me alive not to have you. Those bastards, they took my precious ‘heart’ from me.” Chaos craved to be part of this also {Let me. .….I need him , NO…when he’s stronger}

“Please! Aaah - Vincent! I need you ooh, so much, I don’t care how much it will hurt. Please let me have you.” Rufus whimpered wretchedly. His body was still on the mend but he didn’t care, he wanted him beyond words.

Vincent’s heated hard on expanded at the words, it seemed like he wasn’t going to last either. That was shameful but it was too many damned years, “Heh, sorry love, I-I don’t think I’ll make it. I’ve been emotionally dead until now, I’ve not known touch since I woke from the coffin. You can’t convince me to hurt you, I go manage this myself. I’ll go-“ Chaos was biting at bit, to unleash him now would not be wise.

“Don’t …you… DARE go anywhere, besides; it would be an honor for me to handle that for you.” Rufus smirked timidly. He laid back on the bed, and with his finger, he directed Vincent to him. “Place your knees on either side of my head and lower yourself to me.”

Too staggered to say anything, Vincent slowly obliged as directed. He looked at Rufus with flamed cheeks, “W-What now?”

“Now you unbuckle that barrage of belts for me.” Rufus eyes blew wide as the huge bulge that was straining to be released from imprisonment. At least some of Chaos enhancements had their positives aspects so were those wings that he fantasized so much. The belts were opened, exposing that hard flesh. Rufus was so hard, the wounds hurt. He barely managed the pain as he hissed quietly,” come closer.”

Vincent complied as his body endured the spikes of lust swell within him. His back arched as Rufus took him in his mouth,”ARGGH, shit , it’s been too long. Rufus please!” was said in a panting keen voice.

Inch by inch, Rufus swallowed more of him…luckily he had practiced his throat reflex and took him to back of his. His hands pawing those shapely globes, he dreamt vividly the day they would be raw from his handling. That shot lust into the already loaded flesh.

Rufus fingers idly caressed the slit of his entry, teasing the ring with scrapes. Vincent’s growls of ache tighten the hard rock organ meanwhile fingers caressed Vincent lips, “Suck them slowly and wet them well”. Rufus’s extremities were so sensitive to touch that they alone could start a raging hard on.

A slave to torture but a willing participate nonetheless, Vincent submitted to the demand. A visual memory took over; of them sitting in a restaurant, Rufus was sharing his piece of desert with his fingers. Vincent sucked them one by one; Rufus face visually contorted to the pleasure. That visual brought on pangs of lust shooting directly to his swollen member. “oOOh, Rufus …your fingers… arrghnn…. are very sensitive ..hmm?”

A surprised look to Rufus features was enough to go on that Vincent had remembered. He brought his soaked fingers to the entrance and began sliding in and out the fleshy ring. He saw the reaction of Vincent biting down his arm, the one laid on back of the head board, that he felt Vincent was on the edge. He clasped his fingers on the sacs to cut off the explosion.

Vincent growled as he bit down harder. Blood was seeping out the bite as he whined in reaction to it. His body was shaking from want. “Please Rufus, aaah…I can’t ...arrgh …hold awww”

Rufus took a moment to say,”Bring them out, please….those wings…then I will release you.“

Vincent was taken aback from the demand…”You want me to release Chaos….I don’t know….I-“ {Chaos – would you allow it?} Vincent felt the transformation happen, and as promised, Rufus sucked breath as he let go. Vincent swung his head back to erupt, in a white blaze onto Rufus bare chest. Vincent let a silent scream pass his lips as his wings swung with each orgasmic wave. The wings expanded on the last wave before they retracted back as his mind fell from heaven’s clouds.

Rufus was breathless by the phenomenal view, he had no idea how Vincent handled the silent scream but maybe he didn’t want a scurry of people smashing through the door. He was still stroking the withering shaft as if would continue flutter of those mesmerizing wings. He felt Vincent put a hold of his wrist and brought to his mouth to lick all he had as he climbed down.

Vincent continued to tongue bathe Rufus’s chest until it was all wiped away. He dipped to the lips for a devouring kiss then descending with his mouth; he came to stop at hardened nubs. He suckled as if were hungry as babe. Rufus’s head was thrashing about as he mewled to the sweet torture.

“Is ….aaah …this your…nghhh…..revenge?”Rufus said in lust laden voice.
Vincent didn’t answer, too focused in lust himself to realize he was spoken to.

His good hand was crawling over to his determined goal. Careful of the wounds , he placed fingers to slowly pull at the foreskin. The muffled yell was enough to bring a smirk of pleasure to Vincent lips. His mouth joined where his fingers were, to take place at the tip of the head. A leisure swipe around the mushroom head was all it took for Rufus to explode within Vincent’s heated mouth.
Vincent took all Rufus had then some….

Rufus saw white, and then the stars dancing around his head as his breath labored. The orgasmic waves continued in a sporadic ejaculation as he sailed from 7th heaven to ground zero. Vincent was reluctant to let him go but it wouldn’t do to damage him more.

The doors had squeaked open as Rude and Reno heads popped through in a mesmerized silence. Rude quickly silenced Reno’s laughing smile with his own hand as they quickly withdrew themselves.

Vincent froze and turned raw red. He looked up at Rufus who did the same but with an evil smile. {Poor Rude and Reno} Vincent shook his head as went to get a wash cloth to wipe up and dress up enough to be decent.

Vincent joined Rufus and locked lips with him. They were reunited. The lovers of the past had become one of the present. The warmth of the afterglow was enticing them to sleep. “I have will have special plans for those two” Rufus glared at the door. Vincent took the blankets as he snuggled Rufus against him. “Shhh, sleep…we’ll plenty of time for that.” Rufus’s chin laid on Vincent’s chest as
Vincent’s cheek was placed on Rufus’s head while they both stared at their laced hands. Slowly all that was left in room was sounds of breathing and monitors working.

TBC