Schwarz Mitternacht

Later that night, a few of the soldiers decide to go out drinking and invite Zell to go along with them. Once they get to the bar, Zell sees Seifer at the counter, walks up to the other end and orders a soda.

Zell: (He had to be here? He tortures me enough, I'll just ignore him and pretend he's not here!) *Begins to sip on his soda.*

Seifer: Is that all you're going to drink tonight? *He turns and notices Zell drinking a soda.*

Zell: I have an early round tomorrow, I can not be hung over.. (Why is he talking to me? Just leave me alone!)

Seifer calls the bartender's attention and orders two beers, one for Zell, and one for himself.

Seifer: One won't hurt you, drink up.

Zell: I'm not paying for it, since I didn't order it.. (Plus..I don't have the money, everything I make goes back to Ma'..)

Seifer: Just drink it. *He pushes the beer towards Zell.*

Zell: Fine, if it will shut you up.. *Grabs the beer and begins to nurse it, decides he likes the taste and downs half of it.*

Seifer: That's better. Do you drink often?

Zell: No, and when I do it's not much. *Takes another drink before he switches back to his soda.*

Seifer: I thought so...you don't look like much of a drinker. *He quickly downs his beer and asks the bartender for another.*

Zell: I'm not, there is no point..It just wastes money.. *Finishes the last bit of his beer before he hands it to the bartender to throw away.*

Seifer: It's not a waste of money. There's nothing wrong with drinking after you're off. Why don't you have some more?

A light red flushing covers Seifer's face, showing he is inebriated.

Zell: It is when you have better things to spend your money on.. And you clearly don't need anymore.. *Looks in disgust at Seifer.*

Seifer: What are you staring at? *He narrows his eyes at Zell.*

Zell: You are drunk.. *Finishes his soda and starts to stand up.*

Seifer: So? This is a bar, I'm allowed to be drunk. *He leans slightly against the bar counter.*

Zell: You are suppose to show us new soldiers how to act, you're showing us how to be a drunk slob..

Seifer: You're the only one in here not having a good time. Sit your ass down and have another drink.

Zell: I do not have the money for another drink and would rather not sit with you, sir..

Seifer: I'll pay for your drinks, I don't care. Just don't kill my buzz.

Zell: Fine.. *Sits back down and orders the most expensive liqor in the bar, smirking as he takes a sip.*

Seifer: Are you going to be able to walk after that? You said you don't drink much.

Zell: Yeah, don't worry about me just worry about paying for it! *Sips his drink, liking the warm feeling in his stomach from it.*

Seifer: I have had more expensive bar tabs. I have this...

Zell: I'm sure.. *His cheeks flush red as he makes it half way through the glass.* It must be nice having all that money.

Seifer: I guess... *He watches Zell's cheeks flush red.* (Finally...that kid was starting to kill my buzz.)

Zell: What do you mean, 'you guess'? You get paid for doing something you enjoy.. And you're the General's lap dog.. *Spits out in disgust.*

Seifer: You're right about me loving this job. *He orders a few shots of vodka from the bartender.*

Zell: (It's disgusting that he does..) How can you enjoy killing?

Seifer: There's nothing more fun than shooting a Jude square in between the eyes...Well, maybe one thing...Sex. *He smirks slightly as he lights a cigarette from his jacket pocket.*

Zell: You are disgusting.. *Glares at Seifer, finishing his drink before he orders another soda.*

Seifer: Why do you keep glaring at me? *He inhales a long puff from his cigarette and drinks one of the vodka shots.*

Zell: Because you disgust me, you're suppose to be who I look up to and I would rather die than become what you are..

Seifer: You don't know me well enough.

Zell: From what I know, I don't want to know more..

Seifer: Here, drink a few shots. *He pushes several of his shot glasses towards Zell, becoming tired of Zell ruining his buzz.*

Zell: If you want to waste your money on me.. *Quickly downs the the shots, the red flush on his face darkens.*

Seifer: That's better... *He pats Zell on the shoulder with a stiff, strong hand.*

Zell: *Stiffens at Seifer's touch and drunkenly hisses at him.* Don't...touch me..

Seifer: What the hell is wrong with you?

Zell: D-don't..touch me, I..don't like to be touched.. *Turns from Seifer and sips on his water.*

Seifer: I was just touching your shoulder.

Zell: I don't care..Don't touch me. *Hunches his shoulders, trying to comfort himself.* (No, it's not him..It's not going to happen again..)

Seifer: Oh...fuck you too. *He chuckles slightly before he drinks another shot.*

Zell: I'm leaving.. *Stands up and stumbles as he gets off the stool.*

Seifer: Are you going to be able to walk home? *He watches Zell stumble and struggle to walk.*

Zell: I..I'll make it...somehow.. *Holds onto a chair he passes, keeping himself from falling to the floor.* I..what's..happening?

Seifer: You're drunk off your ass.

Zell: No..I've n-never been drunk.. I..promised I..never would..*Tries to walk out the door and trips over his own feet, falling to the floor.* Ohhhh...

Seifer: You're like a wet fish out of water... *He leaves money at the bar to pay for their drinks. He walks over to Zell to help him, able to hold his alcohol much better than Zell.*

Zell: N-no, don't..touch me! I..I can walk.. *Groans as he stands up and sways.*

Seifer: Bull...shit. What is your problem?

Zell: Y-you're just like him..I don't wanna to be touched by you..

Seifer: Who the hell are you talking about? *He waves his arm questioningly.*

Zell: You...s-should know..You're his..l-lap dog. *Hiccups drunkenly as he stumbles out the door.*

Seifer: I admire, Rufus. I'm not his "lap dog".

Zell: Y-yes, you are.. You do..whatever you can to..to get in his graces..

Seifer: I do what I'm ordered, and so do you.

Zell: You'd..d-drink his piss if he a-asked you too.. *Stumbles against a wall of a store, holding onto it to keep up.*

Seifer: *He chuckles.* You have a good sense of humor when you're drunk.

Zell: It's true! You..y-you know you would if..the sick bastard asked!

Seifer: (And...he's emotional when he's drunk...) You don't know what you're talking about.

Zell: F-fuck you..You're just..like him! *Stumbles down the road, wanting to lay on his cot.*

Seifer: (He's going to get robbed...) Fuck you too. *He follows Zell down the road anyway, and he eventually catches up to Zell to help him walk.* Do you even know where the hell you're going?

Zell: I'm..goin' to..my cot, where it's safe.. D-don't I don't need your help! *Tries to shake him off but ends up falling.*

Seifer: Stop being such an ass hole. *He helps Zell up again from the ground.* (My place is in this direction...He needs to sleep this off.)

Zell: I'm..not, your the..the asshole! *Hiccups again, letting out a loud burp.*

Seifer: And you're very drunk. *He walks alongside Zell incase he falls again.*

Zell: It's..all your fault.. *Begins to lean against Seifer as they walk.*

Seifer: I didn't put the drink to your lips. Don't blame me. (I know he's leaning because he's drunk...But, he's leaning on me like a woman.)

Zell: You..offered it, it's..rude to deny.. I still have manners!

Seifer: I would have just drank what you left behind. I don't care about manners.

Zell: That's..why you're..disgusting.. Manners make you a man, a soldier!

Seifer: You're disgusting too, ass hole.

Zell: I..don't enjoy..killing, or..raping like you do!

Seifer: I love killing Judes, and I haven't raped anyone.

Zell: I..could never enjoy taking a life.. And you will..you're like him.

Seifer: So...you're judging me based on something someone else did?

Zell: You..wanna be him, you'll do this too.. Let.. me go! It w-won't happen again! *Tries to drunkenly fight against Seifer.*

Seifer: Stop being an idiot. Do you think you were the only one?

Zell: W-what? Huh? *Looks at Seifer confused.*

Seifer: You heard me...Do you think you were the only one?

Zell: You..He did it to..why..do you still look up to him? He's..a sick bastard!

Seifer: Some men...would rather have an Aryan man than a Jude woman from a camp. Both relations are breaking the law, so some would...rather be with a German.

Zell: It is still wrong! He..he has a wife! He..shouldn't rape the men under h-him! That is..why I'm glad I work under General Peacecraft now..

Seifer: You're right...but when was the last time you've been with a woman since you've been here?

Zell: I..was before I was sent here.. S-she was beautiful, if..I survive the war, I'm going to marry her..

Seifer: But...none since you've been here?

Zell: No, I..I won't rape the women here.. *Spits in disgust.*

Seifer: See...that drives some men mad.

Zell: They're weak.. And should be put in the camp as well.. Where..are you taking me? This isn't my cot?

Seifer: My place is closer. You need to sleep off your alcohol.

Zell: I..I won't sleep at your place! You'll be like him!.. *Tries to fight Seifer off.*

Seifer: What the hell? I've had drunk soldiers spend the night before.

Zell: I'm sure! *Tries to glare at him, but giggles at the confused look on Seifer's face.*

Seifer: You're really drunk. I'm not much better off than you. Come inside.

Zell: F-fine, just for one night..and no where near you! *Stumble inside Seifer's place.*

Seifer: I don't care where you sleep. You can sleep on the couch if you want. *He chuckles slightly as he watches Zell stumble.*

Zell: Don't laugh at me! J-just show me where to..to go.. *Falls against the stairs.*

Seifer: Sit on the couch. You don't have to go up the stairs.

Zell: Where is it? I..need to lay down.. *Tries to walk back to Seifer and ends up falling on him.*

Seifer: A few steps, into the living room. *He drags Zell to the couch and seats him. He sits down on the couch but he gives Zell plenty room to spread out.*

Zell: I..like this couch, it's..softer than my c-cot! *Groans in pleasure as he spread out on the couch.*

Seifer: It's why I like having my own place... *He punches Zell's side, playfully and drunkenly.*

Zell: H-hey! Don't hit me! I..I don't have to listen to you! *Playfully punches back.* I..wish I had my own..

Seifer: *He punches Zell's stomach.* It's great because I can drink all the alcohol I damn well please.

Zell: Umf! You..bastard! *Punches Seifer back with good force.*

Seifer: You're a bastard too. *He raises his fists and jokingly draws his fist towards Zell's crotch.*

Zell: H-hey! I need those! *Hits Seifer's side as he tries to buck him off.*

Seifer: What do you need them for?

Zell: What do you n-need yours for? I need them for when I get married, I have to give my Ma' grandchildren..

Seifer: *He chuckles.* I need them for fucking and pissing...

Zell: S-so do I! Which I need to do one of t-those things now, so I'd get off me! *Wiggles underneath Seifer.*

Seifer: Which is the one that you need to do?

Zell: If you don't move, it'll be all over your leg.. You're pushing on m-my bladder.. *Whimpers as he tries to hold it in.*

Seifer: Fine, go take a piss. *He moves his fist away from Zell and props his legs up on his coffee table. His jacket begins to slide down his shoulders.*

Zell: You're lucky I..was nice enough not to on you! *Stagers to the sink, thinking it's an urinal and sighs in pleasure as he releases his bladder into it.*

Seifer: Why the hell are you pissing in my sink? *He looks over at Zell relieving himself in his sink, but he remains on the couch, too drunk to care.*

Zell: W-what? This..isn't a urinal? ..Oh well, I'm done now.. *Sighs happily as he tucks himself back in his pants and stumbles back to the couch, flopping down on his back.*

Seifer: Fine, go take a piss. *He moves his fist away from Zell and props his legs up on his coffee table. His jacket begins to slide down his shoulders.*

Zell: You're lucky I..was nice enough not to on you! *Stagers to the sink, thinking it's an urinal and sighs in pleasure as he releases his bladder into it.*

Seifer: Why the hell are you pissing in my sink? *He looks over at Zell relieving himself in his sink, but he remains on the couch, too drunk to care.*

Zell: W-what? This..isn't a urinal? ..Oh well, I'm done now.. *Sighs happily as he tucks himself back in his pants and stumbles back to the couch, flopping down on his back.*

Seifer: *He smirks and reaches over to slap Zell in the testicles.* No more pissing in my sink!

Zell: Hey! S-stop that, it's...my only spot! No man touches! *Curls his legs up to protect his family jewels.*

Seifer: Why? I'm not hurting them.

Zell: Men d-don't touch other men like that! *Turns to his side, his firm backside now facing Seifer.*

Seifer: Is that a made up rule? (Now he's showing me his ass...)

Zell: No! I..don't like to be touched.. Just let me sleep this off..

Seifer: You don't like to be touched anywhere? *He chuckles at Zell.*

Zell: O-only if it's my girl.. I don't like you guys to touch me!

Seifer: Do you see any women around here? I don't.

Zell: I can last w-without sex.. Just leave me alone!

Seifer: Who said anything about sex? *He taps Zell on the rear.*

Zell: Don't! *Punches Seifer away with amazing strength.* N-not there..

Seifer: Where, then? *He chuckles as Zell punches him.*

Zell: No where! Just go to your room and let me sleep, you bastard!

Seifer: Why am I a bastard? You pissed in my sink.

Zell: And you've pissed on the girls in the camp, we're even..

Seifer: Yes, I have...but how does that make us even?

Zell: That's..so disgusting, how can yo piss on someone? *Glares up at Seifer.*

Seifer: Don't worry about that! And stop glaring at me.

Zell: You disgust me so much, just..go to your own bed!

Seifer: I'm not bothering you. You make me want to smoke. *He pulls a cigarette out of his jacket and lights it.*

Zell: You're bothering with how sick you are..Pissing on people.. *Closes his eyes, trying not to look at Seifer.*

Seifer: Why do you keep killing my buzz? *He inhales deeply and blows cigarette smoke out of his nose.*

Zell: Cause..you deserve it..Piss man.. *Belches loudly as he snuggles into the couch.*

Seifer: Do you want a smoke? Will that shut you up?

Zell: No, I want to sleep but..you keep talking to me..

Seifer: Why should I keep talking?

Zell: Huh? I..don't want you to talk, shut up! *Flips over onto his back to get comfortable, making his shirt ride up.*

Seifer: You have a lot of bite. *He holds his cigarette in between his lips and gently touches Zell's exposed stomach.*

Zell: S-stop..Please.. *Shudders at the touch, feeling to drunk too move.*

Seifer: *He quickly moves his hand away.* What's wrong with you?

Zell: You..keep touching me, in places where you shouldn't be..Stop it.. *Looks at him with hazed eyes.*

Seifer: I stopped, but you look like you want me to keep going.

Zell: I..just want to sleep..and pray this ends soon so I can go see my Ma'..

Seifer: You didn't answer me. *He places his hand back on Zell's bare stomach.*

Zell: P-please.. I..it scares me.. *Looks away from Seifer, his stomach tenses under Seifer's hand.*

Seifer: I'm not hurting you. What the hell are you scared of?

Zell: You..and the pain that comes with this.. I am going to marry soon..

Seifer: I don't see any women. And, if you're so afraid of me, then you can touch me.

Zell: I..don't know..what to do.. *Shyly looks up at Seifer, his cheeks still flushed.*

Seifer: Whatever you want to do. You can start by taking off my jacket...

Zell: *Reaches up and begins to try and take off Seifer's jacket, having trouble from all the alcohol in his body.* It..doesn't want to come off!

Seifer helps Zell with the buttons on his jacket. He tosses his jacket across the room and he begins to remove his tie.

Seifer: I hate these damn uniforms...They take too long to take off.

Zell: I know, I wish we had less clothes.. It gets so hot.. *Reaches up and rips open the tan button up shirt.*

Seifer: It does get hot, and you look like you are right now. *He lets his shirt slide to the floor before he removes Zell's jacket.*

Zell: I..am, very hot.. I've never been this hot before.. Help me, please sir!

Seifer: See? You like me... *He removes Zell's tie and shirt. He gently plays with Zell's nipples.* Why were you calling me all those names?

Zell: Ahhh! W-what..are you doing? Ohh, it..feels amazing! *Moans in pleasure, arching up into Seifer's hand.* Because..it's true, you enjoy pissing..on everything!

Seifer: You know...I'm the best at sucking dick. *He gently rubs Zell's crotch with the palm of his hand.*

Zell: What? I..don't..like doing that. Ahh, god! *Groans at the rubs and begins to grind against Seifer.* I..shouldn't...

Seifer: Why not? Everyone says I do it the best...

Zell: I..Does he s-say that? *Looks in sadness, his cock softens as he thinks of him.*

Seifer: No...I've never done that for him before. Will you let me suck you? *He slowly unzips Zell's pants.*

Zell: I..I g-guess..*Covers his face, not able to look at Seifer.*

Seifer: Why won't you look at me? *He lays on top of Zell, placing his head on Zell's chest.*

Zell: I..this is embarrassing to me.. I..still have nightmares of him..*Shivers as he feels Seifer's hair tickle his chest, moves his arm so he can look at Seifer.*

Seifer: I'm not Rufus. *He smirks drunkenly.* I can fuck better than him. *He licks Zell's neck as he begins to rub Zell's cock again.*

Zell: N-no..I can't fuck again..But..I am up to..you sucking me. Oh, there..lick me again! *Moans softly as he runs his fingers through Seifer's hair.*

Seifer: Do you like it there? *He continues to lick Zell's neck, wanting to hear his pleasure.*

Zell: Y-yes! Oh yes, it feels so..so good! *Cries out in pleasure, wrapping his lower legs around Seifer's waist as he tilts his neck over so Seifer has more room to play with.*

Seifer: You do know...that I want to fuck you right now? *He gently bites Zell's neck as he allows Zell to feel his rock hard boner through his pants.*

Zell: A-ahh! No..please, just...rubbing and licking please! Ohh, you're..so big! *Moans at the bite and the feel of Seifer's hot cock against him, amazed at how hard he is.*

Seifer: I won't do it...unless you want me to. *He removes Zell's pants and slips his hand down Zell's underwear to feel his cock.*

Zell: Not..right now, I need..Ahh! Y-you're..touching..it feels..Seifer! *Looks with lust at Seifer as he thrusts into his hand.* (I..never knew it could feel this good!)

Seifer: That doesn't feel good to you? Tell me, what does feel good to you? *He gently rubs the head of Zell's cock with his thumb.*

Zell: *Lets out a soundless gasp at the rub, a large drop of precum covers Seifer's thumb.* You..are so..amazing! Please, bite my n-neck again!

Seifer: I told you I was the best... *He bites Zell's neck and plants a rough kiss on Zell's lips.*

Zell: You are! Mmmm! *Moans into Seifer's mouth as his body shudders in pleasure, his cock throbbing already from months of no touch.*

Seifer: Has your woman ever sucked you before? *He asks as he moves down Zell's body to rub his cock.*

Zell: T-twice...Oh, I'm not going to last much longer! I..oh god! *Rocks his hips into Seifer's hand, grabbing onto the couch under him.*

Seifer: Does she swallow for you? *He asks as he licks Zell's cock.*

Zell: N..nooooo! *Moans loudly at the lick, thrusting his cock up into Seifer's mouth. Wanting to feel more of it's wet heat.*

Seifer: Mm, you're thick... *He kisses the head of Zell's cock before he wraps his lips around Zell.*

Zell: Oh..oh..oh..AHhhhhhhh! *Screams out in pleasure as his release sprays into Seifer's mouth, his eyes roll from the release.*

Seifer: *He quickly swallows all of Zell's release.* There...How did you like that?

Zell: Wow...*Pants heavily as he lays boneless on the couch, his eye lids still closed from the release but a soft smile covers his face.* I..liked it..

Seifer: Will you do something for me? *He runs his fingers down Zell's chest.*

Zell: What..do you want me to do? *Shivers at Seifer's fingers, weakly arches up against him.* Mmm..

Seifer: Can you get me off? I don't care how you do it... *He spreads his legs slightly, showing Zell his rock hard bulge.*

Zell: It's so big.. Does it hurt? *Reaches down and manages to undo the zipper after a few tries, gasps at the sight of Seifer's cock, purple with need.*

Seifer: It does hurt...Will you help me?

Zell: Yeah, you helped me.. *Shyly begins to stroke Seifer's hard cock, looking at it with amazement.* (He..looks perfect..I want a cock like his!)

Seifer: You don't have to be so shy. But...you're a natural at this.

Zell: I have done it enough to myself to be good.. You're really warm.. *Nuzzles into Seifer's neck as he strokes him faster, shyly kisses at his neck.*

Seifer: Oh? Do you play with yourself often?

Zell: *Blushes madly, lightly nips at Seifer's neck.* Yeah, it is all I have.. She is the only girl I've been with..

Seifer: Why are you so shy? You feel good. *He rests his hand on Zell's thigh and moans softly.*

Zell: Mm..I can't help it.. Oh, moan again.. *Shudders as he kisses Seifer's neck with more force, tightens his hand around him as he speeds up his strokes.*

Seifer: Oh...you're very good, Zell...I thought you were completely straight. Do you love how a man feels in your hand? *He moans again and slowly rolls his hips.*

Zell: I..don't know.. I like how you feel..I love your moans, l-like music.. *His eyes begin to close, his body not used to drinking so much.*

Seifer: Drunk sex...is the best sex in my book... Oh, yes, you feel so good Zell. *He roughly rubs Zell's thigh.*

Zell: Will..you release for me? I..feel like I'm..Mmm, please. *Moans softly at the rubs, moves his hand even faster. His thumb playing with the slit at the head of Seifer's cock.*

Seifer: Yes, I'm close...Make me release, Zell.

Zell: You..look so..hot..*Moves his other hand down to play with the head of Seifer's cock as the other, strokes the shaft.* Cover me in your release, Seifer...

Seifer: Oh...you talk so dirty. Mm... *He releases onto Zell's hands.* So good...

Zell: I have many surprises.. *Reaches his hand up and licks some of Seifer's seed of, hums at the taste before he finally passes out.*

Seifer: (I didn't actually think he would pass out.) *He removes his release soiled pants and lays down on the couch with Zell to sleep off his drunkenness.* You...better not regret this later. *He rests his arm across Zell's chest on the cramped couch and closes his eyes.*

Just a few hours later, Zell sobers up. He wakes up with a headache and in Seifer's arms.

Zell: Ugh..What's...What the hell? Get off me, you bastard! *Pushes Seifer off of him, groaning in the pain of his first hangover.*

Seifer covers his face his forearm from hearing Zell yelling. He groans and turns to his side.

Zell: What did you do to me? Why am I naked? You're just like him! *Slowly sits up, holding into his head as he tries to tuck himself in his pants.*

Seifer: Shut...up. You did everything willingly. Don't you remember what happened a few hours earlier?

Zell: No, I..never been drunk before..God my head hurts...*Moves to sit sideways on the couch, holding his head in his hands.* This was your plan, huh? Get me drunk so you can rape me like him?

Seifer: I didn't rape you...and if you consider what I did was rape, then you raped me too. You probably still have my release on your hand.

Zell: W-what? *Looks down at his hand and shakes in disgust, wiping his hand off on the couch.* This is disgusting! I'm leaving! *Pushes himself up and groans as he becomes dizzy and falls back on the couch.* Damn..

Seifer: I thought you enjoyed yourself...You did rip my shirt off.

Zell: I..did? I'm never drinking again.. This is horrible, I hate you..

Seifer: You can hate me, but we still fooled around, and it was consensual.

Zell: No, it wasn't.. I was under the influence of alcohol. *Takes a deep breath before he stands up again.* You still disgust me..

Seifer: I guess you're disgusted with me enough that you let me suck your cock...

Zell: I would never had done that if I was in the right state of mind, you kill and degrade for fun. I could never be friends with the likes of you.

Seifer: I don't care if you hate me...You can come back if you need to let off some steam. I'll take care of you.

Zell: No, thank you. I have a girl I am to marry, I will not betray her but lowering myself to you.. *Grabs his clothes from the floor and begins to get dressed.*

Seifer: Fine...it doesn't matter to me what the hell you do. *He gets up from the couch, still completely naked, to get something to eat from the refrigerator.*

Zell: You're sick.. *Finishes getting dressed and heads to the front door.* (I..can't believe..with him? I'm going to be sick..)

Seifer: How is being naked in my own damn house being sick?

Zell: When you have someone else over, it's called manners..Not that you would know anything about them..

Seifer: It's nothing you haven't seen or pleasured today. If I didn't have any manners, you would be limping right now.

Zell: I..hate you..You are just as bad as him.. I hope you enjoy your life alone.. *Opens the door and walks out, slamming it behind him.*

Seifer: I don't even get a thank you for all the pleasure I gave you? (He's closeted and that's attractive...He's playing hard ball with me. I wouldn't mind fooling around with him again.)

for fun. I could never be friends with the likes of you.

Seifer: I don't care if you hate me...You can come back if you need to let off some steam. I'll take care of you.

Zell: No, thank you. I have a girl I am to marry, I will not betray her but lowering myself to you.. *Grabs his clothes from the floor and begins to get dressed.*

Seifer: Fine...it doesn't matter to me what the hell you do. *He gets up from the couch, still completely naked, to get something to eat from the refrigerator.*

Zell: You're sick.. *Finishes getting dressed and heads to the front door.* (I..can't believe..with him? I'm going to be sick..)

Seifer: How is being naked in my own damn house being sick?

Zell: When you have someone else over, it's called manners..Not that you would know anything about them..

Seifer: It's nothing you haven't seen or pleasured today. If I didn't have any manners, you would be limping right now.

Zell: I..hate you..You are just as bad as him.. I hope you enjoy your life alone.. *Opens the door and walks out, slamming it behind him.*

Seifer: I don't even get a thank you for all the pleasure I gave you? (He's closeted and that's attractive...He's playing hard ball with me. I wouldn't mind fooling around with him again.)

Zell begins his walk to blow off some steam and to get away from Seifer. Zell kicks several stones out of frustration.

Zell: (He touched me..I can't even remember what happened! What should I do? I hate him, but..he did take me to his home even if he ended up touching me..But he didn't rape me like he could of.. I'm so confused!)

Zell passes by Zechs's house and decides to stop by, knowing he can trust Zechs.

Zell: *Takes a deep breath before he walks up to Zechs's door and knocks.* (I can trust him..)

Zechs answers his door, somewhat surprised to see Zell. He invites Zell inside anyway and leads him to the living room.

Zechs: How was your shift today? Would you like something to drink?

Zell: I...missed it, sir.. And no, I don't believe I can keep anything down right now.. *Sits down on the couch.*

Zechs: Oh...*He sits down across from Zell.* What happened? Are you sure you don't want something to settle your stomach?

Zell: I..went with the other men to drink since I never have before and I needed time away from the screams... Seifer was there, I tried to sit away from him and I ordered a soda..But he come over and hackled me into ordering a beer, which he payed for.. So I got the most expensive drink...It..goes black after that, but..I..I woke up in his home...W-we were naked.. *Keeps looking at his feet, his body shaking.*

Zechs: Did he hurt you?

Zell: I don't know! I don't remember anything, but..he..his release was on my hand.. I don't know what to do, sir! I hate him, I..I still have nightmares of that night..

Zechs: I...suspected that he liked men. I used to have a male lover too, and I know you feel confused. Maybe...there's a good man underneath Seifer's joy for killing.

Zell: Sir? *Looks up in shock at Zechs.* You did? But..it hurts so.. He told me the only thing he likes more than killing Jews, is sex.. I could never be with someone who enjoys to kill! And..he's a male, if someone were to find out I would be put into the camp and my Ma' needs me!

Zechs: That's the risk you take...I was willing to take the risk of being caught. And...I wouldn't take everything Seifer said while drunk to heart.

Zell: But..He is like him, when..when I see him I remember what happens and the pain..

Zechs: Give it a day to think about it. Maybe you'll remember what really happened?

Zell: Maybe...Ugh,my head is killing me. I never want to drink again...

Zechs: You just drank too much...And...there's nothing wrong with being with a man.

Zell: But..I am to marry if I survive the war.. *Leans back on the couch, rubbing his eyes.*

Zechs: Women don't wait forever...Most of the time, I find men more patient. The man will still want to be with you, even after you marry.

Zell: I guess... I should clean up and get to work, I'm sorry for missing my morning rounds, sir..

Zechs: It's alright. What will you do if you see Seifer again?

Zell: I don't know.. I don't want to think of it right now..

Zechs: Does being with a man disgust you that much?

Zell: I don't know, sir! My first two experiences haven't been good.. But Ma' always taught me to keep my heart open..

Zechs: Do I disgust you? And...you don't know yet what your second experience was.

Zell: No, sir! I just...it doesn't disgust me, but I just don't know if it is for me..

Zechs: Oh...and you can call me Zechs. We're here on a casual note...as friends.

Zell: Alright s-Zechs.. Thank you for listening to me.. May..I ask what happened to your male lover?

Zechs: We...had a disagreement. It's unfortunate...

Zell: Oh, I'm sorry.. I hope you make up with him.. I must say, your house looks wonderful. Is something coming up?

Zechs: My parents are visiting, and they want me to marry a woman they're bringing with them...

Zell: Oh! That must be nice, I'm sure they have missed you and are proud.. And are you planning too? Have you even met her?

Zechs: She's from my home town, and we used to have crushes on each other when we were younger...

Zell: That is good, at least you know her.. Do you plan to marry her?

Zechs: I have to marry someone soon...I'm not getting any younger.

Zell: You're not that old! But I understand wanting to start a family.. I would like too.

Zechs: I should have retired before this war, but I can't back out now. *He sighs, but smiles at Zell.* You can take the rest of the day off, I know you need time to yourself.

Zell: I glad you didn't, Zechs.. I don't think I could of survived this if it wasn't for you.. And thank you, I think I will just stay in my cot today..

Zechs: Yes...please do that. Rest and come and talk to me tomorrow morning.

Zell: I will, Zechs.. And if you need any help for when your parents are here, I'll do whatever you need.

Zechs: I think I will be alright, but thank you.

Zell: You're welcome, Zechs.. *Smiles softly at Zechs before he stands up.* I better be going.. Tell Denzel I said Hi..

Zechs: I'll tell Denzel. Take it easy today, Zell.

Zell: I will, I think I'll write a letter to my Ma'.. She has been worried about me.. *Walks to the front door, waves to Zechs before he walks out the door.*

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