I can't regret time spent with you
Buried memories
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color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>TWO :
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'> Buried memories
Rikku walked in between Tidus and the
couple and offered to take the jackets from her guests. Tidus glared at
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>Seymour
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'> for a moment and
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>Seymour
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'> calmly looked back
at him.
"So, how have you been,
Tidus?"
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'> asked, handing his
trench coat to Rikku. "It's been a long time."
"I'm fine thank you." Tidus
forced a smile, " It has been a long time
indeed..."
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>Seymour
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'> chuckled, "I
must say that I regret the circumstances in which we separated, Tidus."
Yuna gulped and turned, to look at
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>Seymour
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>. "No, don't do
this, please..." she whispered as she put a hand on his chest
both of you..."
Tidus gritted his teeth, but then took a
deep breath to calm himself down. "Yuna's right.
Let's not ruin this evening." He looked at Yuna, who was clutched to
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>Seymour
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'> chest, eyes closed,
refusing to look at him. He turned and entered the kitchen.
"Dinner will be served in half an
hour, so please make yourselves comfortable."
Rikku's voice resounded from the kitchen. "I'll be right out with the
drinks."
Yuna and Seymour went to sit on the
couch.
"I'm sorry, Yuna."
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>Seymour
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'> softly said,
holding her close to him. "It's just that... I can't forget what
he..."
"I've gotten over it,
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>Seymour
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>..." she tried
to smile reassuringly, but didn't succeed and just gave him a weak smile
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>Seymour
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'> just looked at her
and smiled. He remembered the first time he had laid eyes on her. He had
instantly loved her. But little did he know about the burden that she had to
carry everyday...
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color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>5years ago…
The sun slowly came up and blessed the
city of
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'> with its rays of
light. For a lot of people it was the end of the week and the beginning of the
weekend. Weekend; a time to forget all the worries and the problems the week
brought with it for just a little period. Even though the day had begun without
any problems, for some the night had already caused enough havoc to ruin the
entire weekend.
Yuna lay with her eyes wide open,
staring at the ceiling. She sighed and thanked the gods that she was still
alive after another horrible and humiliating night. As she turned her head to
look at him, she felt a sting of pain in her heart. He lay there, so peaceful,
looking so innocent. Where did it go wrong? She hated him so much but she knew
that she would die if he just thought about leaving her. When she felt him stir
in his sleep she gasped and laid as still as possible, eyes closed. She knew
that this couldn't go on any longer. He stood up from the bed, looked at her
for a moment and dropped a soft kiss on her forehead. Silently he left the
room.
She turned on her side and silently wept
when she heard the sound of the shower. Flashbacks of the last night ran trough
her mind.
After the game, she went to see him in
the team room. They had won the game and she wanted to surprise him with her
presence, showing him that she did care. Even though she hadn't showed it much
lately, she had interest in his professional Blitz player career. Hoping that
he would appreciate her gesture she made her way to the locker room and got
cheers from the other team members as she went. She smiled to herself and felt
her courage grow.
But he wasn't there.
She waited for what seemed an hour and a
half, thinking that he maybe was signing autographs; he was the star player of
their team.
He didn't show up.
When she heard the janitor pass by, she
asked him if he had seen him.
He told her that he had left two hours
ago.
She thanked the man and wished that she
could just get engulfed by the ground and disappear
from the surface of the earth. She took her portable and called their
apartment, hoping to hear him say that he had already arrived and that he was
waiting for her.
The phone kept ringing, but no one
answered.
She decided to just go home and maybe
get dinner ready for him so that he wouldn't be waiting for hours to get some
food after his big game. She nodded to herself; he would appreciate that.
Dinner had been ready for three hours
and he was still not home. She had called his portable countless times, but she
only got his voice mail. Discouraged and disappointed, Yuna decided to go to
bed and maybe not think about how idiotic she felt right now. She started to
cry...
At one in the morning she heard the door
open and felt him slide under the sheets.
"Tidus...?" she asked,
sleepily, opening drowsy lids to focus on the vision that was stroking one hand
the long her leg.
"Not a word..." he huskily
said to her, sliding one hand the long her leg, under her sleeping dress.
Yuna knew what was coming... He was
going to...
"Please no..." she pleaded,
knowing that she sounded weak and not convincing. Maybe she had gotten so used
to it that she started to...like... it...?
He ignored her as he always did when she
pleaded in bed. Yuna winced as he pulled both of her arms above her head and
bonded them with rope to the headboard of the bed.
"Tidus please..." she pleaded
again, but stopped as soon as he ripped her sleeping dress from her body with
one surprisingly strong grasp. She cried as she saw him throw it beside the
bed. She had bought that one so she could please him and in that way convince
him to 'love' her gently for once since so long....
Suddenly she felt him put a piece of
fabric in her mouth. He gagged her! Yuna wanted to scream, but couldn't as she
almost choked and desperately tried to calm her heart down so that she could at
least breathe.
He ran his hands over her body, first
exploring it fully like he always did, making her feel like an object,
something that he could easily claim as his own... God knows that she wanted to
be his, but then he should at least show himself as hers, too. Or was that just
too much to ask for?
She was scared, scared of what he was
going to do to her this time... They had been together for a year and a half
and he still surprised her in a sick way each time he came to her. She never
knew what he had in his mind when he wanted to show her his love. The first
time he had been rough on her, she had actually liked it, but it was like he
had taken that first success as a cue to continue loving her in such way. And
since then, he had never loved her tenderly anymore and he rarely spoke to her
anymore. Their relationship was nothing more than a sexual one. All other
characteristics had slowly died out and she didn't know the exact reason why...
A muffled scream escaped her and tears
slid sideways from her face as he took her violently and kept his steady rhythm
within her.
Oh yes, she was scared. She was scared
that he might... leave her... she hated to admit it, but she loved him so much.
She always has done so. Since that first day in the
kindergarten and on until high school. He had admitted that he loved her
only a year and a half ago. She recalled that day being the most wonderful of
her life.
Tears blurred her vision and she slowly
closed them, feeling sleepy all of a sudden. She still could feel him buried
deep within her but it was like it all started to fade... his heavy breathing,
his rough movements, and the pain in her wrists and between her legs...
She was falling...or was the scenery
just moving upwards? What happened? She suddenly felt her body tremble
furiously and someone calling her name...
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color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'>"Yuna!
"Estrangelo Edessa";color:#333399;mso-ansi-language:EN-GB'> Babe
come back! Yuna!"
She gasped and opened her eyes. Moving
her eyes to all sides, she saw Tidus bent over her, holding her close to him.
"I'm so sorry, babe...Oh my
god!"
She was too astonished to even answer.
What had just happened?
Yuna stood up from the bed and decided
to go for a walk. She couldn't face him anymore this wasn't good anymore. If
she stayed longer he might...
She got dressed and silently left the
apartment, leaving her portable, car keys and house keys where she had thrown
them on the kitchen table.
Enough