Jealousy

Jealousy
Chapter One Awake
Elly Liselle


Alive.

Cloud was alive.

Uncomfortable for some reason, but alive.

At first, he wondered why. He had waited for Jenova.

Waited for that bitch to take his life.

Instead he was... where?

He slowly opened one eye to peer out at his surroundings. He saw walls. Dark walls. He was inside, then. A chair sat in the corner, beside a large dresser. He began to sit up to continue looking.

"What the-" Cloud cursed.

His hands were tied tightly behind his back. No wonder he had been uncomfortable.

He painfully sat up. He was on a rather large bed of black. He wondered vaguely why the room was so dark and didn't have any windows.

"I see you have decided to grace me with your presence...Cloud."

Cloud suddenly turned his head at the voice. He saw another chair, one he had missed, hiding in the shadows beside the bed.

"Sephiroth."

He said the name in both love and hate.

Sephiroth chuckled darkly.

"Yes... Cloud?"

The blond stared at the man.

"Why...Why am I here? Why did you-" He suddenly stopped as a realization hit him. "You... saved me from Jenova."

Sephiroth said. "Yes. Is the idea that hard to fathom?"

Cloud snarled. "After you killed Aerith! Untie me- let me kill us both now."

Sephiroth shook his head. "Tell me, why would I do that?"

The blond spat. "You fucking killed her! The only one worth-"

"Worth what, Cloud? Your love?"

Cloud glared and opened his mouth to answer, but the ex-General stopped him.

"You are wrong, Cloud. She was never to have you."

Cloud hissed. "You can be so sure about that!?"

"Yes... Because you have only ever belonged to me."

Cloud had to laugh. "You truly are insane. Aerith was-"

"No more of this Ancient girl. She is dead, Cloud."

Cloud's eyes teared up. "Why did you...!"

"She could never have you, Cloud. Never."

Cloud began to cry. "She was so gentle... sweet and endearing..."

"And a nuisance."

Tears, clinging to his eyelashes, Cloud looked up at Sephiroth.

"Fuck you."

Sephiroth chuckled again.

"Is that any way to speak to your lover, Cloud?"

Cloud gasped as Sephiroth pushed him back on the bed. He groaned in pain as his back pressed against his hands.

"I do believe I shall take that offer."

"What offer!"

"I would like to fuck you."

Cloud paled then began to struggle.

"No! Let go of me!"

Sephiroth slowly began to slip one hand up Cloud's shirt. The blond tried to escape even as part of him enjoyed the attention of the man he loved.

"You don't truly want that, Cloud."

Cloud moaned as Sephiroth rubbed one hand steadily over his crotch.

"No! I do mean it! Stop..!"

Sephiroth smiled as he unzipped Cloud's fly.

"No..."

The silver haired man slowly pulled Cloud's pants and boxers down to his ankles at once. The blond was already partially erect from the man's touches.

"Sephiroth...stop..." Cloud pleaded.

Sephiroth smirked. "I am only giving you what you truly want, Cloud."

The blond groaned as Sephiroth stroked his cock, involuntarily bucking into his hand.

"See?"

Cloud groaned in resentment and pleasure.

"You belong to me, Cloud... Now and always."

Cloud almost agreed, just so he would finish. Instead, he managed the self-control to spit out the words.

"Never, Seph."

The older man hissed. "Then you truly know little."

Cloud felt immobilized as Sephiroth tore his shirt off his body, the fabric mere shreds around his chest. The man carefully removed his own clothes, dropping them to a pile on the floor.

"Tell me, Cloud... Do you really want this to be painful?"

"I don't... I don't want it at all!" Cloud lied.

Sephiroth saw right through it. "It is very, very obvious that is untrue."

The older man rubbed his thumb over the tip of Cloud's already dripping pre-come cock.

"I'll ask more time..."

Cloud panted slightly and murmured.

"I... don't want you to hurt me."

Sephiroth smiled knowingly. "Of course. Physical pain never was your fetish, Cloud."

The blond shook his head. "You would know that most of all..."

Sephiroth reached under the perfect covers for a small bottle.

"You planned this." Cloud accused.

"When do I not?"

Cloud decided not to answer that.

Sephiroth gently parted Cloud's legs. Cloud's instinctive response was to curl back up.

Which he did.

He bent his legs towards his chest and attempted to curl.

"Cloud... I don't want to wait. The more time you waste, the less you have for preparation."

Cloud's eyes widened and he quickly straightened out.

Sephiroth smiled. "Good."

The older man looked at Cloud. "Is it possible for me to trust you won't try to escape?"

Cloud said honestly. "I won't run. I am naked and erect. I won't be leaving." Yet. That was the keyword- yet.

Sephiroth reached under Cloud and undid the ropes. Cloud pulled his hands out from behind him and rubbed his painful wrists.

"Ouch." Cloud winced.

"Time, Cloud." Sephiroth reminded him.

Cloud placed his hands on the bed. He waited for Sephiroth to move.

He did.

Sephiroth took the bottle of lube and opened it.

"Give me your hand."

Cloud raised his hand and Sephiroth pushed lube onto the offered fingers. He moved Cloud onto his knees, legs spread.

"Prepare yourself."

Cloud looked at him incredulously, praying he wasn't serious.

Oh, he was.

Sephiroth said. "Time is running out."

Cloud winced but lowered his hand to his ass. He gently reached between his cheeks, searching for his entrance.

He found it and gently placed the tip of one finger against it. He shivered at the cold and glanced at Sephiroth one last time before pushing forward.

"Nnnngh."

Cloud moaned as he carefully slid the finger in and out. Sephiroth watched in amusement as the blond stretched himself, slowly moving to two then three fingers.

The younger of the two used his other hand to take the open lube bottle and squeeze a generous amount onto Sephiroth's erection. He spread it as he finished fingering himself.

"I...I'm ready, Sephiroth..."

Sephiroth grabbed Cloud's hips and pulled him towards him.

"You better hope so."

Cloud gasped as the head of Sephiroth's cock met his entrance. Sephiroth sheathed himself in one quick thrust, causing Cloud to cry out in pain.

The blond had renewed tears in his eyes as Sephiroth pulled halfway out, pain racking his body. His hands here clenched against Sephiroth’s chest.

"Seph... please... it hurts...” Cloud cried.

Sephiroth licked the tears from Cloud's cheeks and the blond cried out.

"S-stop..!"

Cloud clenched around Sephiroth, trying to get rid of the alien feeling. Not since they had been together last had Cloud had any sort of relationship with a male.

"It... hurts!"

Cloud threw his head back as Sephiroth leaned forward, pushing over and pressing him to the bed.

"Sephiroth!" Cloud cried the name in anguish.

Sephiroth felt heat rush down as his body began to orgasm. Cloud screamed as the silver haired man came inside him violently. Cloud, however, did not come.

Sephiroth pulled our roughly and noticed Cloud's still erect state.

"We must fix that, don't we?"

Cloud moaned. "No... Leave it...”

But Sephiroth ignored him once more. His hand quickly stroked Cloud to completion, waiting until Cloud had fully emptied himself before stopping.

"Seph..." Cloud murmured.

"Yes, Cloud?"

"You... promised it wouldn't hurt..."

Sephiroth kissed him.

"Next time."

Cloud groaned. He didn't want a next time.

-T.B.C.-
Wow. Longest, most intimate chapter I've written so far. Was the lemon okay? My first time and all... Hope I did okay...
R&R!