Cloudarella

Well I am pleased my twisted side of the tale is liked Sorry for the mistakes...I always proofread and then find the mistakes...plus it was nearly 1 am when I finished so thanks for baring with me. Well I never thought of being cruel with Cloud but the idea of a dominant Kadaj seemed interesting so we'll see, it was not my intention to do a torture/pain thing so soon but it kind of fell into place.... It is about to get a bit crueler but...I promise it will end in a good way...I had to get something out of the way but it will only further...the need for Cloud to find his sanctuary....his peace...his freedom...his love, and to find himself... Hope you like Chapter 2 then.... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx There was a long pause as Cloud's blue eyed widened before Kadaj. He took in the dark expression and could not hold back a shudder. He felt Kadaj move his hand over his forcing him to squeeze and stroke him gently. This was something he did not desire but could never seem to stop from happening. Up until now the only thing Cloud had been asked to do was either give them a blowjob or hand job. That seemed to satisfy their sexual desires. But this time...something was different...he had never been asked to lie next to his stepbrother before. Cloud shuddered again and he wanted to get away...he wanted to be in the safety of his own room. This was not helping his mental state as it was making him feel more and more disgusting...this was not love...this was not caring...this was wrong...it was sick...his mind told him it was wrong, that it was abuse, but who could he tell...in their societies eyes he was nothing...nothing but a piece of slime...worthless...nothing but a slave. Cloud swallowed a breath and shuddered again. Cloud had only been with Kadaj and his brothers for two months, the first month being the one where he tried to fight back and ended up walking funny the entire next month because he was so badly beaten. Though the scars had healed and were hidden beneath his tattered clothing, he still felt the burn of them every time he looked in the mirror. Fortunately they, Kadaj and his brothers, had left him that month after his beating, leaving him in peace to just clean and do his job...but now...now that he was healed things started to change drastically. Cloud was not meant to be their slave but their equal...and yet Kadaj forced him into labor, being that he was the youngest, only by a few years. He wanted to pay off the debt of their home. And they were not even true brothers. Kadaj had forced Cloud into the slave market. It had all been a lie so Kadaj could not only convince Cloud into slavery once he sold him for a big price, but also buy him back at a lower rate once the slave auction started. Cloud had been told that it would have made no difference in his treatment...but no sooner had he become a slave...did he find that promise fall off the face of the Earth quicker then he could blink. Kadaj grinned even more and sighed softly at the feeling of Cloud's hand over him. "Oh good Cloud...that feels nice..." he said softly, bringing his lips to the blonde's ear and causing him to jump again at the closeness. He was still holding the boy over him and knew that Cloud was in just enough shock with what was happening, that he would neither fight nor move away from him. Kadaj smiled...he had him...had him right where he wanted him...and now...he would make Cloud cry out for him. Cloud closed his eyes, feeling sick at Kadaj's words. Usually he could ignore them but this time it felt different and deep down in the pit of his stomach he was growing ever more fearful. Though he shook on the inside with fear and of the unknown, on the outside he was trying very hard to remain calm...but it was quickly becoming very hard to do. With Kadaj's arm now wrapped around his waist, pinning him to him, and his other hand guiding his over his shaft, there was simply nothing Cloud could do to get away now...nothing. Sure Cloud knew he wasn't a complete weakling...but he also wasn't as strong as Kadaj and fighting back and being beaten was simply something he didn't want to occur again. Kadaj cooed under the boy's touch. He made soft sounds that were unsettling to Cloud's ears and he tried hard to block them out. "Now I am going to remove my hand...don't stop...unless you desire to clean everything with your tongue the rest of this week..." He said as he slowly moved his hand away. Cloud's insides twisted as he was left to please Kadaj on his own and the sounds of his moans increased against his ear. He tried to move away but at the same time he felt Kadaj's arms surround him and then suddenly felt fingers snake and tease up his back. His skin crawled with an unwanted desire and the twisted sensation in his stomach quickly turned to a sickening feeling. For the next several moments Cloud continued moving his hand in a slowly unsteady manner up and down Kadaj's shaft, growing all the more wary, and becoming very nervous as Kadaj seemed to wither more and more beneath him. Cloud hoped that he would be done soon, but was half prepared and unprepared for what was requested next. He felt Kadaj remove one hand from his back and reach for his wrist pulling it away from him. Then again, he felt the man grab a handful of his hair and yank his head backwards forcing him back. A small gasped came from Clouds lips as he was pushed back, the dull throbbing returning to his already sore roots. "What did I do?" He asked in a small unsure voice. Deep wide blue eyes stared confusingly back at Kadaj who returned nothing more then a grin back at him. Kadaj scooted back a bit and adjusted his hips so that he could spread his legs easily before the young boy. Cloud still within the man's grip swallowed an uneasy breath and waited for the command he knew would come. His eyes moved nervously over the man before him and let out a small sigh of worry. "Nothing...use your tongue...NOW!" Kadaj barked roughly yanking Cloud back down between his now spread thighs, releasing the hold on his hair. Cloud fell forward just quick enough to bump his lips against the head of Kadaj's bobbing sex. He pulled back slightly making a face, which, had been a very wrong time to do so. A fraction of a second later he felt a cold, hard, sharp pain spread over his cheek as Kadaj slapped him with the back of his hand. "Don't you pull away from me...Cloudy...you filthy brat." He said, and then hit him again, this time even harder, causing Cloud's head to jerk to the left. He would have completely fallen over if his head had not come into contact with the inside of Kadaj's knee. Cloud winced...that had hurt as well. His jaw now throbbed painfully and he again bit his tongue to keep from crying out. But even as he stifled his cry he could not prevent the tears that slowly formed in his eyes...stinging them. To his utter horror Kadaj noticed the tears forming in his younger fair's eyes. "Oh...what...are you crying...is that tears forming in your eyes...oh how utterly delightful." Kadaj said his eyes beaming with joy. Seeing the joy and pleasure in Kadaj's face at his own expense caused the anger and fear to boil inside Cloud, and he again made the wrong move. "It's not your night...it is my night to rest..." He said in a low voice, but there was no denying the coldness in his blue eyes and the fear. For a moment Kadaj seemed stunned by the sudden back talk and it only caused him to want Cloud more. "Oh?" He said suddenly bringing his body up to met Clouds as he roughly took the boy's head in both of his hands. He dug his fingers deep into the flesh along the back of Cloud's neck and this time Cloud could not hold back his painful cry. Cloud's lips parted and he gasped aloud trying to pull away. "Ahh please...." He cried aloud, the tears stinging his eyes even more. His plea was almost a whine...and Cloud cursed inwardly at himself at the sound of his weak and pitiful voice. 'Why couldn't he be stronger...why?' He thought. Freezing in place, as the nails that dug into his neck sent shards of pain down his spine, Cloud turned his swollen red eyes up to met Kadaj's. "Fine then..." Kadaj said. Kadaj sneered, ignoring him and merely laughed in a dark manner at Cloud. Using only the force of his hands he turned Cloud around, pressing him face first into the bed beneath him. Cloud panted and tried to push back but it only received him a painful elbow stab in the middle of his back. It hit a nerve and caused him to collapse upon the bed. Cloud swallowed his cry. 'He wanted away...God he wanted to get away...this can't be happening...please...someone answer his prayers...please...anyone?' Cloud thought with sorrow, but no one would answer...yet. At Kadaj's next words he froze, as his mind changed from feelings of fear to panic as he heard what was going to happen next. 'Forcing him...what did he mean?' He wondered. 'Please he hoped it wasn't....' "You just made things a lot harder on yourself...you know. I hadn't planned on forcing you but...since you decided to not hold your tongue and misbehave, you left me no choice. " Kadaj said. He then leaned forward using both his hand and the weight of his body to hold Cloud down. He then licked his finger...unseen to Cloud, and slid it down between his two firm round cheeks. Before he said another word he roughly shoved his finger into the tightly puckered hole of Cloud's behind. Cloud sucked in a sharp breath and let it out in a horrid surprised cry. His eyes widened in shock and the tears finally fell from his eyes. "Ahhh...no....ouch...." He cried. Cloud didn't want this and he suddenly squirmed hard beneath Kadaj trying to pull away. Kadaj closed his eyes and grinned, the sudden cry was music to his ears. "Hmmm not so fast..." He hissed. Kadaj leaned more forward, putting more pressure on the boy, holding him down. He then pushed in another finger before Cloud could get used to the first one, knowing the reaction he would get. Cloud cried out again as the pain traveled up his spine, his eye closing so tightly as he buried his face into the blanket beneath him. He bucked up against Kadaj, but because of how the man was resting over him he could not move very much. Kadaj smirked and shoved a third finger in, wiggling it, watching...waiting to see the boy's reaction. This time Cloud shook uncontrollably and whimpered at the painful assault. "Oh are we a virgin...how lovely...I guess I would have thought my brothers would have deflowered you already...but I am pleasantly surprised they have left it all for me...well now...I suppose I shouldn't waste it." He said leaning forward and licking along the back of Cloud's ear. Cloud's eyes shot open at the comment. 'Huh? What?' Cloud thought and he tried to look back at the man over him. He both flinched and shuddered when he felt Kadaj lick at his ear and had desperately wanted to pull away. When he did make eye contact, Kadaj noticed his flushed red and wet cheeks and it only caused him to push farther into Cloud's very tight hole. Cloud's body jerked in response and he briefly closed his eyes. Then just as quickly he opened them again. "No...p..please." He begged. For a moment the two glared at each other and Cloud watched in slow horror as the smile upon Kadaj's lips only widened. Cloud was unprepared for what happened next. He felt Kadaj pull his fingers from him only to... 'Oh God...noooooo.' Cloud screamed in his mind,'... to forcefully push his hips between his legs, use two fingers to spread his cheeks, and then push the head of his member against his still painfully throbbing backside. Cloud turned away and his inner strength failed him. The tears started to roll down his cheeks and he began to shake harder all over. Fear took hold...his shaking uncontrollable. "Oh wonderful..." Kadaj cooed. And with one uncaring...and cruel shove, he pushed the full length of himself all the way inside Cloud with a loud sigh. He used nothing to help ease the pain. Time froze in Cloud's mind, and against his will he parted his lips and screamed hard and loud...so loud that it echoed throughout the room. He had never felt such pain in his life...and he soon began to sob uncontrollably. He didn't want this...it hurt...it hurt so bad...it burned up his spine, and in his mind it felt like a needle had pierced him. What was worse was that Kadaj didn't seem to care he was hurting and it only seemed to egg him on. 'Oh God...' Cloud whimpered on the inside. His body was frozen beneath the man, both in fear and pain. He felt alone...surrounded by the darkness that neither cared nor loved him. But even as these events were taking place, and as his mind had previously thought he had some worth, that thought quickly changed...he was nothing...useless...used...and the ugliness he had felt earlier engulfed his mind...and he truly started to believe those wicked thoughts, that he was nothing. Kadaj grinned, loving the feeling of such tightness around him. "Hmm nice." Kadaj said softly against his ear. The heat rose in Cloud's cheeks and his tears burned his fair skin. He had wanted to spit at him, hit him, bite him...anything to give Kadaj just as much pain...but he was trapped beneath the weight of his own thoughts and of the man over him. Without care, again, Kadaj pulled out and slammed back into Cloud causing him to scream out in pain again. "Cry for me..." Kadaj hissed. He repeated this action several more times...again and again...each time with a little more force then the previous time. Kadaj licked his lips and his breath became more and more erratic with each thrust. He slid his hands down and took the smaller boy's waist holding him steady as he continued to pound against him. Cloud's mind started to feel hazy with so much pain that he hoped he would go numb soon or black out...he only hoped as much. Cloud panted, leaning down into the bed and burying his face into the sheets again as his hands clawed at them, stiflingly the cry, not wanting to give Kadaj that kind of pleasure. 'Please be over soon...please...' He repeated over again over again in his mind. Time then seemed to faze in and out for him and he did not hear the delighted groans that came from Kadaj's mouth as he gave one final thrust against him and then filled him with his seed. Cloud felt his body collapse but the man over him was still inside him. Then he felt the weight lift from him and he winced at the soreness he felt when Kadaj pulled himself from him. If it had been longer...or less rough he might have realized that he could actually feel pleasure from this action, but this time he would feel nothing but soreness and pain. Looking down Kadaj noted the deep crimson blood that dripped from Cloud and he smiled. "Hmm..." Was all he said before he moved away from Cloud and hastily shoved him to the side of the bed. Instinctively Cloud moved away a little more and curled up into a tight ball. He still shook slightly but at least he was away from the man. Everything ached on him and he felt utterly humiliated and degraded...this was the first time he truly felt the weight of his slavery, which now in his mind...could only get worse. He had wanted to leave but right now pain, exhaustion, and fear kept him there...he waited for sleep to take him so that it didn't matter where he was, and he could escape all this in his dreams. Kadaj watched Cloud for a few moments before he reached over the side of his bed and picked up Cloud's boxers. He wiped himself clean with them and then tossed them over at Cloud who didn't move even when they landed across his shoulder. Then he crossed his arms behind his head and closed his eyes...his sleep would come peacefully tonight. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Sephiroth, the Prince of Shinra, sat on his balcony window staring out at the sinking sun in the horizon and sighed with boredom. He wore a sliver and black robe that stopped just before his knees and a pair of deep royal blue pants. On his feet he wore a pair of black fitted fabric boots that hid beneath the flowing cuffs of his pant legs. He had spent most of his day doing nothing but practicing his swordsmanship and sitting in on very dull and long meetings. They all consisted of war...who had the best men, the most men...or the most power. It was all very interesting at first, but as the meetings continued on hours at no end, they quickly became irritatingly boring...especially to a Prince, who desired so much more. Behind him he hadn't noticed his Butler enter carrying a tray that held a pitcher and two glasses. "My lord..." Zack said softly to the man sitting before him. Sephiroth turned, pleased that it was Zack and not another one of the King's advisors, and he smiled warmly back at him. "Zack...what a nice surprise. " He said in a cool sweet tone. Zack could not help but blush and return the smile as he moved forward and sat the tray before Sephiroth. He then sat before him and filled each glass with a sweet smelling burgundy liquid. He handed his Prince a glass. "Why thank you...I thought you might be terribly bored after that last meeting if not slightly depressed." Zack said. Sephiroth nodded. "Indeed..." He said taking the glass from Zack and nodding a thank you to him. "All those men...such useless deaths...not a one came back." He stated, his eyes suddenly looking sad and unsettled again. Zack nodded. "Yeah I have no idea what point the King was trying to make sending them after that monster...they were so unprepared...Sir you should have lead them...you could have brought them safely home." "I know...but the King simply would not allow it...at my age I have no idea why he seeks to protect me so...I have been well trained and I desire to use those skills. What was the purpose of such a magnificent gift if I can never use it." Sephiroth said looking over to his long sword that hung from his wall. He sighed and lifted the glass to his lips and took a long drink. Then licking his lips he smiled and returned his gaze towards his Butler, which in many ways was more like a best friend to him. "Pomegranate...my favorite...thank you." Sephiroth said softly. Zack nodded quickly and bowed to his Prince. "It was my pleasure...had the kitchen make it fresh for you Sir..." He said in a light tone. Sephiroth shook his head and sat the glass down. "Zack how many times do I have to tell you, you may call me Sephiroth." This time Zack blushed and looked at the glass he held now in both hands. "Oh I know...it's just that...it seems so informal...I..." "No...in here we are just friends...not royal or Butler...just friends...you have been at my side for years now...you should know better. " Sephiroth said back while reaching over to playfully shove at the younger man's shoulder. There was a lightness in the Prince's tone that caught Zack by surprise causing him to look directly up into those two large pools of emerald green. Taking a quick deep breath Zack nodded again. "Alright Sephiroth..." He said, slowly smiling back. Again he received a light chuckle from the Prince and he felt his heart leap with joy. He desired to always see his Prince in such a good and pleasant mood, for sometimes after such awful meetings or a run in with the King, nearly always put the man in a sour mood. "Do you want to spar with me today Sephiroth?" Zack asked. This seemed to catch Sephiroth off guard but he did not lose his smile. "Are you sure you want to ask that...the last time you ended up with a pretty bad gash on your leg." Sephiroth noted. "Oh come on...when else are you going to be able to use such a magnificent sword..." Zack said back with a sideways grin and a slight shrug. Again Sephiroth laughed and brought the glass to his lips taking another drink. The liquid was so sweet and it pleased him deeply that Zack always remembered how to cheer him up so well. Then he smirked. "Well then...alright...we shall spar. Maybe I can teach you a little more then last time." Zack nodded. "You're on Sephy..." He teased. "You bet Zacky..." Sephiroth teased back. Zack made a face that was a cross between a sideways smirk and a smile and then took a long drink before the two just burst out laughing at each other. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Cloud had shook most the night and slept very little. He had attempted to move from the bed several times but was halted each time when Kadaj would utter a loud snore from his lips. He knew that Kadaj was asleep and yet he continued to remain where he was. Part way through the night he had tossed the dirty underwear off the bed. Cloud shivered. He had nothing to cover up with which also made it hard for him to sleep. His eyes were burning from lack of sleep and he knew he had circles under them. He had stopped crying hours ago but could still taste the salt upon his lips. Cloud sighed; his thoughts simply wouldn't leave him alone. His mind kept reliving the events that took place only several hours ago. And every time he remembered that first initial pain he gasped aloud and shuddered. 'Why hadn't he fought harder to get away...was the fear of being beaten so much worse then what had just happened...' He thought. Then he shook his head, and making up his mind, attempted to move from the bed again. His strong desire to leave causing him to finally make a move. As he lifted his body up he felt immediate pain through his hips and his backside. 'Gods it was so sore...' Then he panicked. 'they were going to notice...Loz and Yazoo...they were going to see him hobble around...they would know...and they would be relentless in their picking on him for it. ' This thought made Cloud wish he were dead again and his eyes saddened. Slowly he edged off the bed, this time ignoring the bursted snore that erupted from the man behind him, and he planted both feet on the ground. Cloud had tried to sit on the edge of the bed but his body instantly told him no as the pain shot up his spine again. Cloud winced and decided to stand. Once he did he remained so...for several minutes. When he finally turned his head to see what time it was he sighed softly. 'Nearly 5 in the morning...they would want their breakfast soon...and he had yet to finish Kadaj's bathroom...or shower himself. This was going to be a long day...and to top it all off he had to go to the town center to pick up his brother's supplies they had ordered yesterday...oh that would take him forever in the state he was in.' Cloud thought as he slowly shuffled forward and around the bed to gather up his tattered clothing. Showering would have to wait as well as clean underwear. Cloud pulled on his long navy pants and sleeveless top, and then sunk his feet into his boots. Slowly he turned and headed for the door...the bathroom would have to wait as well. With the time he had left before 6 a.m., he would barely have the table set and breakfast done before any of the three brothers got up, especially at the rate he was moving. 'Damn him...' He thought bitterly towards Kadaj, the anger in him slowly rising again, even as he left the room and the horrors of the night behind him. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx The door closing had woken him, and the fiery red head lifted from his perch on the window balcony to follow the length of the building along the same path as the blonde took. His excellent vision could see right through the walls. His concerned eyes followed Cloud, as he was still unsure of when to make himself known. Once to the kitchen he hovered at the window watching the blonde make faces as he painfully moved about the room. He heart ached to help the boy, but he hadn't actually asked. He was sure the blonde had thought it many times. 'Stupid rules...how could they allow such things...in situations like these Fairies were so needed. ' He thought bitterly. For now the Gods above had allowed him to watch the boy, though invisible until he made himself known, the boy still had to ask. All it took were three words and he could fly through the wall and announce his presence. "Come on..." He said fluttering against the glass window. "...say it...'I wish for....I wish for...come on...say it...I wish for'....". Frustrated when all the boy did was open the fridge door, he moved through the wall anyways and plopped down on the counter. Placing his chin in his hands he sighed and pouted...very loudly. No one would hear it though. For now he just waited and watched..."Come on Cloud...don't you know I want to help you...I could make allllllll this go away...." He said aloud...and still...nothing. "Oh for crying out loud...." He cursed inwardly. Pulling out a cig he waved his hand in front of it and the tip instantly glowed with a small flame. Puffing on the cig he merely continued to wait. His time would come...though he hoped sooner then later. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ((Well I have never written a rape scene or dominant scene ever. So be kind. I see myself as more of the romantic writer but I thought I would try my stab at something a little more darker mixed with the romantic which of course...with the Prince...will come later. Let me know what you think!!! Sure hope I didn't offend hehehe... Once again I have read this over three times....I sure hope there are no errors * sighs *))