My Road

Disclaimer:

The song "I'll Be Your Home" Is not mine it is sung by Oikawa Rin.

I do not own Final Fantasy 7, it’s original characters, places, etc. Nor do I make any money from this fan fiction. The only things that are mine are my own original added characters. And the situations or new places added to flesh out my own story.

Warnings: Some abuse... physical and sexual


My Road

~Chapter 2~

"Your father is home, Reno." Re'nocia stated the obvious. The only sign she was nervous. "Welcome him properly." She nodded towards the Man.


Reno looked from her, back to the man again. Here he stood in their home. Though He was his father, He was never here enough for Reno to really know anything about the man in reality. He stood there in the doorway of their home, dusty and grimy from work and travel, a tall and somewhat lean man.


He had Shoulder length shaggy hair. It looked to be a warm honey color. But it was so peppered with grays, and dirt that it was hard to tell. Though Reno didn’t think that it looked grey from age, no... It was probably from stress. The man only looked to be in his mid thirty's to young forty's. His hair had a natural bounce to it, even with the grime that it carried it seemed to feather around his face some, probably where Reno got the body of his hair, but certainly not the color. He thought with a grin.


Looking closer at the man, he had a few lines etched into his features also probably from stress and strain. But his eyes were vivid green. So bright you'd think you were looking at a spring garden. But even they seemed overshadowed by the cast to his face which was solemn.


He didn’t look angry, just not happy. Maybe that was another tell tale sign of living under the plate.


The city’s sectors and the plates above were not really that old in reality. The slum's, as they had become to be known... were almost as old as the ancients themselves, worn out, cast aside from normal life in the city above that was so bursting and full of new energy and life. All thanks to Shinra, the place everyone either hated or loved. There was no in between.


Reno nodded to the man. "Father... welcome home.” He said it with as much respect in his voice as he could. The man was someone he was trained to look up to, though he had never done anything but put Reno down, and disappear.


The only reply to the boy was a grunt. "Re'nocia! Get food for me. That boy ought to be in bed... he needs to earn us Gil tomorrow." His raspy voice, worn from years of use called out as he sat on his cushion on the floor at their make-shift table. It was the only cushion in the house actually.


"Yes." Re'nocia Replied curtly. And immediately filled his tin bowl with the choice bits of the stew she'd made them. Only when she saw him taking his first bite did she reach from Reno's bowl. She tried to give him the rest of the filling bits from the stew. And lastly she took what remained.


They ate in silence. Re'nocia sat watching the two males of her house occasionally. Reno also silently sat, trying to steal glances of his Father. More-so than usual he was curious to get to know the man more.


He wanted so badly to look up to him with awe and respect, the way most of the scant boys that he knew did at their fathers if they had them alive. Or talk about them with worship in their voices even if their father had been lost to one of the numerous wars or to the fight against starvation or violence.


"Would you rather av' the food, or my fist boy!?" His father suddenly screamed into his thoughts. Guess he didn’t want him looking at him.


Reno went back to heartily eating the stew.


They finished without any other protests or issues. Reno spoke up first to his mother as they wiped out the bowls, while his Father made his way towards their pallet and began removing some of his outer clothing. "Mam' that sure was good stew. That's the best I've had ever I think, yo." Reno finished with his hand on his mothers arm in a sign of affection.


"Thank you my lil' one. Though look at ye' you won't be lil' for much longer. She touched the edge of his pants, and had a sad face on her again. "Oh baby... I wish I could provide so much more for ye' But lil' one... I'll always be your home... Come 'ere lets sit'n snuggle like we used ta." She motioned to his little pallet with his two blankets. "'Com’ere" she waved him over again.


"Aw, mam' You don' have ta..." He trailed off and steadily clamored up onto her lap anyway, he certainly wasn’t going to put up much of a fight against this. Though he'd be slighted a childhood in most respects. This aspect he'd cherished and wished it could go on forever.


Re'nocia started humming and rocking Reno like she had since he was an infant but slowly trailed the humming tone into words....


"Don' look back... Don' regret...

Time's falling... out of these hands...

I'll let you... Leave me...


Go on...

You know home is always... Inside your soul...

All the light... to bless your way...

Don' Be afraid... Cause I'll be your home..."


Re'nocia hummed for a second but noticed how Reno's father had bristled to the feeling in the hut. So she quieted her tone down, But continued rocking him and singing.


"In this time... In this place...

This moment... Is all we have...

And Tomorrow... we never know...


Every precious time...

Let it go...

Somewhere away...

You will learn... And you'll love...

Forgive the past... and you can move on...


All the Distance...

You've come to a place...

Then you see that, your home is away...

Now the sun is rising..

Lighting up, your, sky again..."


"Re'nocia! Finish yer ass up! And get it over ta me now!" She was interrupted from singing by the cursing demands. It brought tears to her eyes, but she kept rocking Reno. Then started humming and whisper singing to him.


"Every precious time...

Let it go...

Somewhere away...

You will learn, and you'll love...

forgive the past...


Go on...

You know home...

is always... inside your soul...

Where ever you go...

Whatever you see...

I'll be the place...

And I'll.. be.. your.. home....."


She stopped rocking and looked down into those stormy and tear filled blue eyes. "Ya' know I love yeh' and I always will lil' one... you remember that ok." She kissed his nose. Then giving his lanky thin body a squeeze she laid his head on her blanket rolled up and wrapped his around him snug.


Reno smiled and blinked his eyes. He knew when his father was here was not the time to reply unless absolutely necessary especially after a burst like that. He feared for his Mother tonight. But as always there was nothing he could do except look lovingly up to her and then feign sleep.


Re'nocia made her way over to hers and Reno's father's pallet taking off her outer clothes but leaving her thin dress like garment on, and made her way under the thin covering of their pallet, But met with forceful hands shoving her back out from under it.


"Don' think you'd get out of it that easy woman... You kept me waitin.' And after such that I do to slave, to provide for these measly things! On yer’ knees!" He yanked her down and slung his fist across the bottom of her jaw.


His fist drew blood immediately from the side of her lip and she only lightly groaned. She'd had 8 years of practice to be quiet for Reno, though she doubted he was asleep yet. It was hard enough on him hearing her mistreatment, let alone having to hear her cries.


Large hangs grasped her thigh's yanking her back. She hadn’t' even seen him lower his pants. But she felt her dress get pushed up and felt him push into her. Thank god... maybe it’ll be over quick tonight. Reno desperately needed his rest, she knew his father would make him start much earlier tomorrow than normal.


Just as the thought he was getting close he stopped and hit the back of her head. His hand connected so hard she saw stars, and couldn’t stifle a gasp.


"Face down... now!" He demanded. He yanked her hips back harder but kept pressure on her head onto the bed. "You'll start earnin your keep tomorrow... the way you shoulda' been all along. But for now I can at least sample the product."


What was he talking about? Re'nocia trembled inside but outwardly kept as still as possible. Then she felt suddenly a searing hot pain. He'd driven into her again... but not the same way. No... No... She thought. And immediately all she thought of was a horrible dread for Reno.


"That’s right... Oh man. Yes..." He grunted in satisfaction, even as her blood ran down onto his balls. "I shoulda' taken you this way long ago Re'... yesss..." He grunted in satisfaction again.


The pain had gone numb now. And Re'nocia simply bit down so hard on her lip that it drew blood. When people love one another and they care... this doesn’t happen, or does it. But when a person is tensed and ready for the firsts, or anything... this is what happens. She cursed herself. She should have seen this coming, in the way he'd acted the last couple of times he'd returned to their home and even the way he talked. And ... Gaia No!... Even how he'd looked at Reno... No, no no..... this can’t happen. She tensed and bit back another scream as his Manhood tore so deeply into her she thought she'd pass out. No... She thought again... then slowly her sight faded.


"Wench.... I knew you were good fer nothin'... guh..." He grunted and slammed into her a couple more times before completion "uh..." He groaned and pulled out from her passed out body, and shoved her further onto the pallet before pulling his pants up without cleaning himself and laying down for sleep.


Reno bit his hand harder under the blanket. Whatever his father was doing, was bad. He knew his mother took a lot but this was different He'd never heard her gasp and whimper in fear the way she did tonight. He didn’t know what it meant but it couldn’t be good. He bit hard, bruising the flesh on his fingers not even thinking that he'd have to use them tomorrow.


If only he knew... How little he really knew.


Reno finally drifted into a dreamless sleep of exhaustion when all was silent but for the groaning’s of the lower plates and the slums, the Hissing of the steam from the Mako reactors and the various vents throughout the whole of the city above them. They all acted as a Slum lullaby for the boy that didn't know what nightmares or dreams may await him on his road in life.


~~~End Chapter 2~~~

A/N:

Hey, quick update especially while thoughts are strong and the story is fresh I'm able to keep it rolling. I hope I can faithfully keep up with updating it as long as the story lasts. I'm getting the itch to already start some side stories and some details of this current story... but I need to wait till ya'll can be filled in and the story has begun to develop more!

Hats off to ya'll that read!!! Please leave a quick thought on the story if you read k! And I'll probably be including a lot of music into this as music is a big part of my life... so... Keep watch for details.

ohh, and *blush* I'm not good at' fleshy' scenes yet(way out of practice)... I'll get into it... don’t worry. Also, I didn’t say anything HET would be included.. but... don’t worry this may be the only scene in the story like this, at least for the foreseeable future.