Mutation

This part was written in responce to the first two chapters by my friend Omoide. She has given me permission to post this with the rest of the story. It's an explination on why Damon was in the hospital, and what all was done to him. This is not a happy chapter. Be warned of that now.

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I know I shouldn't be doing this... but i am, and I'm going to enjoy every second of it.

Yazuu would never forgive me.... but there is a lot of stuff he'd never forgive me for... Like finding a poison and injecting it into my system to try and find out what a hang over was like, and during the whole thing I get Cloud's name tattoooed on my ass in a different language, and a belly piercing.

But what Yazuu doesn't know wouldn't hurt him right? And if I strike when he is asleep then I can flip him over and he won't have to see my face. But there is no fun in that. Maybe if I blinfolded him.....

Naw... I want to see the fear in him.

The best part Yazuu wasn't home today. Vincent wasn't home today. Smash and Icarus weren't here.

It's just me and him.

Him who is sitting on the couch watching TV while I pretend to be interested in polishing glasses for Tifa's bar. I guess I was pretending too much as one slipped my hand and shattered on the floor getting his attention.

"My god Kadaj you scared the shit out of me." He breathed as grabbed his chest and sighed.

"It didn't kill you? Damn!" I joked bending down to pick up the shards. I could feel his eyes on me, and for a half a sec it felt like he was examining me. Like he does Yazuu all the time.

I brushed it off as paranoia and continued what I was doing, ignoring his stare.

"Damn it..." I growled under breath as a sharp piece of glass lodged itself into my finger. His staring was getting to me. I tried pulling out the glass but it just made it bleed more. The glass was stuck.

"You ok?" I looked up. Since when did he get up?

"I can handle it."

"What did you do? Slam your hand down on it?" He smiled a bit as he reached for my hand. I pulled away instinctively but he grabbed it before I could pull away completely.

"Let go...." I said wincing as he poked and prodded it. "Damon that hurts."

"Relax. I'll get it out." I watched as my blood coated his fingers.

"You'll die you know." I smirked as I saw it start to seep into his hand.

"I fuck your brother remeber? A little blood won't hurt me."

"I'm more concentrated. After all I was a closer experiment then any of them." I snapped. He shrugged as he began to wedge the glass back and forth. I hissed and brought my other hand up and smacked him across the face. "That HURTS."

"I'm sorry. You got it stuck inbetween the bone." He said softly not looking at me. I think I smacked him too hard....

"Fine... just be more gentle." I hissed as I stuck my hand towards him. He didn't look at me the rest of the time as he pulled the glass out.

That's when it clicked. Here's my chance.

"Damon." I said sweetly. He tensed in a small amount of fear. I slowly let my bleeding hand inch forward towards him till I was in distance to get a good reach of his face.

It was the gagging noise that told me I couldn't stop.

I watched with a sick fasination as he struggled against my hand. My blood running down his cheek, flowing slowly into his mouth. My other hand pulled a knife from my back pocket and popped it open. His eyes widen in fear as I raised it and plunged it down in his right shoulder rendering his arm helpless. He screamed as best he could with all that blood filling his mouth. I watched as his attempts to move it failed.

I pulled another knife from my boot and plunged it into his other arm. He couldn't fight against me now. From Yazuu's seed he's gotten stronger so it could have hurt if he punched me.

I sat there for a second watching his face move in it's ways of horror and realization of what I'm planning. His eyes.... I could have swore they started to glow. I pulled my hand away from his mouth and watched him cough up my blood.

"Kadaj what's wrong with you?!"

"I hate you..... You're taking away my family....." I ripped off his shirt as I spoke. "He's all I have left..... You don't me a damn thing.... You aren't one of us..." I cut of his pants with another knife that I grabbed from the bar.

"Kadaj stop it... Please don't." His tears mixed in the blood on his face.

"Too late...." I pulled his legs up around me and gave a soft smile of 'this is going to hurt' as I slowly pushed the knife I used on his pants, into him.

The scream could have shattered more glass. Speaking of shattered galss I do believe he's laying on what I didn't pick up. I smiled at this. I placed my unoccupied hand on his chest and pushed down. I heard some ribs crack as I did. His face was twisted in pain.

I loved every second of it.... The cracking sound, the cries and pleas for help, the tears running down his face, the smell of his blood, the trembling of his body, and the look of pain on his face.

I truely missed being the bad guy.

I slipped.

I coughed as the wind was knocked out of me as I hit the wall across the room. he had kicked me!! After being in all that pain he still had some fight!!

Growling, I stood up and stalked over to him grabbing two more knives.

"Kick me... you'll learn..." I shoved the knives into the sides of his hip bone. His legs fell limp causing the the handle of the knife I had left in his entrance to hit the floor.

The look on his face was priceless.

"Kadaj!!! What are you doing?!" I froze as the voice hit my ears. Whatever daze, trance, THING I was in I snapped our of it and realized what I was doing.

I turned around slowly.

"What the hell?! You're covered in blood!" Cloud's face was in shock. I knew I was in trouble now. He was here...

"I..... I..." I couldn't say anything. I looked down at Damon and watched his eyes flutter close then snap open and repeat. I could feel tears threaten my eyes.

I got down and started pulling out the knives, crying as blood flowed onto the floor.

"Kadaj stop it!" I felt Cloud hand on my shoulder. "We need to get him to the hospital." I nodded numbly and picked up Damon's still form.

I followed Cloud out to his car and got into the back. He turned the key and started the car.

The drive there was quiet. The drive back wasn't.

"I was gone for two weeks. And you pull this off. God Kadaj what if it was Yazuu who walked through that door?" Cloud glanced at me I didn't reply. "I'll help you clean it up. If anyone asks you what happened to him just say he left and didn't say where he was going, got it?" I could see his grey-ish blond hair move as he turned his head towards me. I nodded.

"What about when he recovers? What then? He'll tell Yazuu what I did..."

"I'll watch him. You're the only one who know my whereabouts anyway."

"What are you going to do?" I looked at him. I feared Iros was coming back.

"I won't do anything to hurt him. If I did I don't think I'd be able to control Him." Him being Iros. "But I will make sure that he forgets what happened." I sighed and leaned onto Cloud's shoulder. "I smelled a lot of your blood too."

"I cut my hand..." I raised the said hand up. It already half way healed.

"You fed your blood to him. He could die from that."

"I know....." And a little bit... I hoped he did. And a little bit.... I wished he'd be ok.

Yazuu will shoot me if he ever finds out what I have done.