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Power Of Pain
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Final Fantasy VIII › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Adult ++
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Final Fantasy VIII › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
18
Views:
915
Reviews:
17
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Final Fantasy VIII, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Four
Chapter Four
Squall sighed and drank from his bottle of whiskey. 'I can't believe I raped Xu. She said I didn't but why was she so dry? Why did she scream then?' He leaned over and snorted white powder off his coffee table. He grunted as it burned his nose and snorted. "Damn." Squall waited for a moment and took another squig. 'I'm tired.' He went into the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror. "I hate you so fucking much.'' He said and punched the mirror, leaving his knuckled bloody.
With tears streaming down his face Squall took a chunk of the broken glass and dug it into his arm. He tore it's way up and then slashed his own throat. Squall gurgled and blood sprayed. He fell backwards and laid bleeding to death on the floor, not hearing the banging at his bedroom door. Sighing he welcomed the darkness that took him and finally felt at peace.
"Squall!?" Seifer yelled and picked the lock. He entered Squall's room and seen the bathroom light on. "Squall didn't you hear me knocking...." Seifer stopped, seeing the bleeding pale Commander. "Squall!" He yelled and raced over to him. "Squall what the fuck did you do to yourself!?" Seifer sobbed, holding the lifeless burnette. He quickly grabbed a Phoenix Down from his belt and cast it, then a Potion. Squall coughed, then punched the blonde. "God damn it! Just let me DIE!" He yelled and tried to get away, but was too weak and fell.
Seifer grabbed him and shook him. "You asshole! You...what the fuck is wrong with you!?" Seifer yelled and hugged him. "Knock it off!" Squall moaned, trying to get free and passed out. The wounds didn't fully heal and Seifer scooped him up. He raced to the Infirmiry and Dr. Kadowaski flew up. "What the hell is this!?" She demanded and seen the tear faced rival. "He tried to fucking kill himself! I revived him but he won't heal!" Seifer hollered.
"Go outside. Go Seifer!" Dr. Kadowaski made him leave and he paced outside the door. Irvine and the others seen him. "Shit Seifer what happened to you!? You're covered in blood!" Zell announced. 'It's not mine." He said and explained what happened. "What!? Squall!?" Rinoa said and Seifer nodded. "Yeah. I saw him with my own two fucking eyes." He said, wanting a cigerette so bad. Dr. Kadowaski stuck her head out and motioned for them to come in.
They didn't see Squall and she knew what they were looking for. "He's in the other room." She said. "Is it true Doctor? Did Squall really try committing suicide?" Quistis asked and Dr. Kadowaski sighed. "Yes, it's true. I'm going to do some blood work on the blood on his bathroom floor. Seifer I need you to come with when I gather it. Squall's lost so much blood I don't think I should take any from him." She said and she took Seifer with her. In a jiffy they were back and she went to analyzing it.
Selphie looked over at the locked room and sighed. "Can we see him?" She asked, her lower lip trembling. "Not right now." Dr. Kadowaski said. "Why would he do that? I don't get it, he has everything." Irvine said. "Well apparently you guys don't have any kind of sense." Selphie said. "You guys never wanted him to come with us, even though everyone tried getting him to at first. He started to enjoy going out with us, but then Seifer had to rear his asshole head." She said.
Seifer didn't argue and Rinoa chewed on her lips. "But we didn't cause this. He must've had something loose from the begining." She said. "Rinoa, shut up." Quistis said and Dr. Kadowaski sighed as she looked up. "Well. According the this Squall has alcohol and cocaine in his system." She said. "What!? Squall doesn't do drugs!" Seifer yelled. "I don't make up the test." She said.
"You mean Squall is a druggie?" Zell asked and Dr. Kadowaski shrugged. "I'm going to have Cid search his room, see what he finds." She said and called him, telling him all that's been going on. "He's coming down. He'll find out if it's just someone's sick joke on Squall or if he's really...." She trailed off and they stood, waiting.
Cid had quickly dressed and rushed to Squall's room. He saw the bathroom and closed his eyes with a grimace. Calming himself he searched the place and eventually found the stash. "Damn it. God damn it!" Cid yelled and left the room, the drugs and alcohol would be collected later. He went to the Infirmiry and they all stared at him. "I found...lots of stuff." He started. "Tons of pills, you name it. I also found small...blades. They had dried blood on them. Whatever's wrong with Squall it didn't just happen." Cid said. "I'm going to find everything I can. Now all of you, go to bed now."
"We're not tired." Zell said. "Than go to the fucking Training Area!" Cid yelled and they backed out. "Everyone, keep quiet about this." Seifer said. "Yeah, don't say anything to anyone. We don't want more people spreading crap." Quistis said and they walked off.
TBC
@_@. Sucks like shit! Shitty, shitty, shit, shit! R&R........
Squall sighed and drank from his bottle of whiskey. 'I can't believe I raped Xu. She said I didn't but why was she so dry? Why did she scream then?' He leaned over and snorted white powder off his coffee table. He grunted as it burned his nose and snorted. "Damn." Squall waited for a moment and took another squig. 'I'm tired.' He went into the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror. "I hate you so fucking much.'' He said and punched the mirror, leaving his knuckled bloody.
With tears streaming down his face Squall took a chunk of the broken glass and dug it into his arm. He tore it's way up and then slashed his own throat. Squall gurgled and blood sprayed. He fell backwards and laid bleeding to death on the floor, not hearing the banging at his bedroom door. Sighing he welcomed the darkness that took him and finally felt at peace.
"Squall!?" Seifer yelled and picked the lock. He entered Squall's room and seen the bathroom light on. "Squall didn't you hear me knocking...." Seifer stopped, seeing the bleeding pale Commander. "Squall!" He yelled and raced over to him. "Squall what the fuck did you do to yourself!?" Seifer sobbed, holding the lifeless burnette. He quickly grabbed a Phoenix Down from his belt and cast it, then a Potion. Squall coughed, then punched the blonde. "God damn it! Just let me DIE!" He yelled and tried to get away, but was too weak and fell.
Seifer grabbed him and shook him. "You asshole! You...what the fuck is wrong with you!?" Seifer yelled and hugged him. "Knock it off!" Squall moaned, trying to get free and passed out. The wounds didn't fully heal and Seifer scooped him up. He raced to the Infirmiry and Dr. Kadowaski flew up. "What the hell is this!?" She demanded and seen the tear faced rival. "He tried to fucking kill himself! I revived him but he won't heal!" Seifer hollered.
"Go outside. Go Seifer!" Dr. Kadowaski made him leave and he paced outside the door. Irvine and the others seen him. "Shit Seifer what happened to you!? You're covered in blood!" Zell announced. 'It's not mine." He said and explained what happened. "What!? Squall!?" Rinoa said and Seifer nodded. "Yeah. I saw him with my own two fucking eyes." He said, wanting a cigerette so bad. Dr. Kadowaski stuck her head out and motioned for them to come in.
They didn't see Squall and she knew what they were looking for. "He's in the other room." She said. "Is it true Doctor? Did Squall really try committing suicide?" Quistis asked and Dr. Kadowaski sighed. "Yes, it's true. I'm going to do some blood work on the blood on his bathroom floor. Seifer I need you to come with when I gather it. Squall's lost so much blood I don't think I should take any from him." She said and she took Seifer with her. In a jiffy they were back and she went to analyzing it.
Selphie looked over at the locked room and sighed. "Can we see him?" She asked, her lower lip trembling. "Not right now." Dr. Kadowaski said. "Why would he do that? I don't get it, he has everything." Irvine said. "Well apparently you guys don't have any kind of sense." Selphie said. "You guys never wanted him to come with us, even though everyone tried getting him to at first. He started to enjoy going out with us, but then Seifer had to rear his asshole head." She said.
Seifer didn't argue and Rinoa chewed on her lips. "But we didn't cause this. He must've had something loose from the begining." She said. "Rinoa, shut up." Quistis said and Dr. Kadowaski sighed as she looked up. "Well. According the this Squall has alcohol and cocaine in his system." She said. "What!? Squall doesn't do drugs!" Seifer yelled. "I don't make up the test." She said.
"You mean Squall is a druggie?" Zell asked and Dr. Kadowaski shrugged. "I'm going to have Cid search his room, see what he finds." She said and called him, telling him all that's been going on. "He's coming down. He'll find out if it's just someone's sick joke on Squall or if he's really...." She trailed off and they stood, waiting.
Cid had quickly dressed and rushed to Squall's room. He saw the bathroom and closed his eyes with a grimace. Calming himself he searched the place and eventually found the stash. "Damn it. God damn it!" Cid yelled and left the room, the drugs and alcohol would be collected later. He went to the Infirmiry and they all stared at him. "I found...lots of stuff." He started. "Tons of pills, you name it. I also found small...blades. They had dried blood on them. Whatever's wrong with Squall it didn't just happen." Cid said. "I'm going to find everything I can. Now all of you, go to bed now."
"We're not tired." Zell said. "Than go to the fucking Training Area!" Cid yelled and they backed out. "Everyone, keep quiet about this." Seifer said. "Yeah, don't say anything to anyone. We don't want more people spreading crap." Quistis said and they walked off.
TBC
@_@. Sucks like shit! Shitty, shitty, shit, shit! R&R........