Power Of Pain
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Final Fantasy VIII › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Final Fantasy VIII › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
18
Views:
916
Reviews:
17
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Final Fantasy VIII, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Five
Chapter Five
The sky was dark with storm clouds, even though it was close to 9:30 am it looked to be about the same time at night. Cid sighed as he pulled out Squall's medical file in the office and looked through it. There were no real red flags in the folder, just notes of various perscriptions-some which he found in the young man's room. 'The Counselor should have a folder on his mental health.' He thought and closed the file cabinet before going to the school counselors office.
In the Infirmiary Squall groaned as he slowly woke up. Dr. Kadowaski pumped his system to get the drugs out and his stomach felt like it was going to drop out of his ass. He glanced around and noticed where he was. Sitting up his head went dizzy and he saw black spots. 'Shit. What happened?' The door opened and Dr. Kadowaski walked in. "How are you feeling?"
"Uh...okay." Squall said, confused and not letting on how he was truly. "Fine." She nodded then slapped him across the face. Squall held his cheek in shock and his blue eyes big as he stared at her. "What the fuck was that for!?" Dr. Kadowaski put her hands on her hips and tapped her foot. "Seifer found you in your bathroom, bleeding on the floor and your fucking system full of junk!" She yelled and his eyes narrowed.
"Well then he should have just let me fucking rot there! You didn't have to interferre God damn bitch!" Squall screamed and Dr. Kadowaski grabbed him. "Stop this Squall!" She said and he glared. Giving a sigh she let him go and looked at him. "Why Squall? Just tell me why you thought you needed to do all that?" She asked and Squall finally looked away, not answering. "Okay. I'm suprised you can move so much without pain. Seifer used a Phoenix Down and a Potion on you, but you wouldn't heal good enough. The cocaine in your system was making it so the Potion wouldn't absorb into your system very good. Once it was all flushed out we were able to heal you fully, but you should be sore from it all." She said.
"Well whoopie fucking do." Squall muttered and she raised an eyebrow. "You are going to stay here for awhile, you're relieved from work for as long as it takes." She said and Squall groaned in irritation. "Whatever." He laid down again, feeling tired and sick now. "It appears you're going through withdrawl Squall. How long have you been taking all that shit?"
Squall ignored her and closed his eyes. Shaking her head Dr. Kadowaski walked into the main area now and wrote in Squall's new medical file. Seifer, Selphie and Zell walked in and waved to them. "He's awake...and moody. He's also going through withdrawl." Dr. Kadowaski explained. "I'll have to keep watch over him for awhile."
They nodded and Seifer motioned to the door where Squall's room was. "Did he admit to all of it?" He asked and she shook her head. "He didn't deny or admit it. He did call me a bitch though." She said and Zell bounced back. "Well...." He began and Cid entered the room. "Did you find anything?" They asked in unison. "There wasn't really anything in the medical records, just perscripsions from town. I already found those in his room so there gone. Now I went to the Counselors and they showed me their records, means he's effecting others." Cid said.
"Well, what did they say?" Selphie asked. "Well according to their records Squall suffers from Depression, SIB-Self Injurious Behavior and I guess a few others they can't pinpoint. They did give him medication and he had meetings with them, but he stopped seeing them. Squall told them he was seeing people at the center in town so they didn't contact me about it." Cid explained. "Empty bottles of his Anti-depression and such were found. I think he either flushed them or mixed them with other...stuff." They continued to talk and Squall ground his teeth. Cid eventually left to call Laguna.
'Why won't they just leave me be!? They never showed this much care before. It's because they can't deal with all the shit ass work themselves.' Squall thought. 'Hyne, I hope they didn't contact that idiot fucker Laguna and his equally gay friends.' He growled as a stomach pain ripped through him. 'I need my pills. They make me think better. I just need...something.' He glanced around and spotted a drawer. Quietly getting up he tried to get to it without falling or crying out.
When he tried to open the drawer he found it locked and mentally screamed in rage. Finding a clip and a pin he picked the lock and got it open. Sighing he saw vials of Morphine and other liquid painkillers. Grabbing a needle he injected plenty and closed it again. 'That's it.' He sighed and closed his eyes as the calm floated over him. It didn't last as Dr. Kadowaski walked in. "Squall what are you doing?" She spotted the needle and walked to him.
"Squall! Give me that, right now." She demanded and grabbed him. Squall growled and belted her across the head. "You fucking whore!" He yelled and crashed her out the door, breaking it. Selphie screamed and they heard breaking glass. They ran to the room and Squall was crawling out the window. "Squall you need help!" Zell said. "Fuck you all! You can't hold me back anymore!" Squall slurred and Seifer grabbed him by the hips before he made it out. "Leave me alone!" Squall yelled and kicked the blonde in the chest.
Seifer and them watched Squall run out of sight, then Zell went to Dr. Kadowaski. She was unconscience but alive and only had a few cuts and bruises. "Shit. What are we going to do now?" Seifer asked no one, looking off to space as they put the Doctor on a bed.
TBC
To continue or not continue...that is the question. O_O
The sky was dark with storm clouds, even though it was close to 9:30 am it looked to be about the same time at night. Cid sighed as he pulled out Squall's medical file in the office and looked through it. There were no real red flags in the folder, just notes of various perscriptions-some which he found in the young man's room. 'The Counselor should have a folder on his mental health.' He thought and closed the file cabinet before going to the school counselors office.
In the Infirmiary Squall groaned as he slowly woke up. Dr. Kadowaski pumped his system to get the drugs out and his stomach felt like it was going to drop out of his ass. He glanced around and noticed where he was. Sitting up his head went dizzy and he saw black spots. 'Shit. What happened?' The door opened and Dr. Kadowaski walked in. "How are you feeling?"
"Uh...okay." Squall said, confused and not letting on how he was truly. "Fine." She nodded then slapped him across the face. Squall held his cheek in shock and his blue eyes big as he stared at her. "What the fuck was that for!?" Dr. Kadowaski put her hands on her hips and tapped her foot. "Seifer found you in your bathroom, bleeding on the floor and your fucking system full of junk!" She yelled and his eyes narrowed.
"Well then he should have just let me fucking rot there! You didn't have to interferre God damn bitch!" Squall screamed and Dr. Kadowaski grabbed him. "Stop this Squall!" She said and he glared. Giving a sigh she let him go and looked at him. "Why Squall? Just tell me why you thought you needed to do all that?" She asked and Squall finally looked away, not answering. "Okay. I'm suprised you can move so much without pain. Seifer used a Phoenix Down and a Potion on you, but you wouldn't heal good enough. The cocaine in your system was making it so the Potion wouldn't absorb into your system very good. Once it was all flushed out we were able to heal you fully, but you should be sore from it all." She said.
"Well whoopie fucking do." Squall muttered and she raised an eyebrow. "You are going to stay here for awhile, you're relieved from work for as long as it takes." She said and Squall groaned in irritation. "Whatever." He laid down again, feeling tired and sick now. "It appears you're going through withdrawl Squall. How long have you been taking all that shit?"
Squall ignored her and closed his eyes. Shaking her head Dr. Kadowaski walked into the main area now and wrote in Squall's new medical file. Seifer, Selphie and Zell walked in and waved to them. "He's awake...and moody. He's also going through withdrawl." Dr. Kadowaski explained. "I'll have to keep watch over him for awhile."
They nodded and Seifer motioned to the door where Squall's room was. "Did he admit to all of it?" He asked and she shook her head. "He didn't deny or admit it. He did call me a bitch though." She said and Zell bounced back. "Well...." He began and Cid entered the room. "Did you find anything?" They asked in unison. "There wasn't really anything in the medical records, just perscripsions from town. I already found those in his room so there gone. Now I went to the Counselors and they showed me their records, means he's effecting others." Cid said.
"Well, what did they say?" Selphie asked. "Well according to their records Squall suffers from Depression, SIB-Self Injurious Behavior and I guess a few others they can't pinpoint. They did give him medication and he had meetings with them, but he stopped seeing them. Squall told them he was seeing people at the center in town so they didn't contact me about it." Cid explained. "Empty bottles of his Anti-depression and such were found. I think he either flushed them or mixed them with other...stuff." They continued to talk and Squall ground his teeth. Cid eventually left to call Laguna.
'Why won't they just leave me be!? They never showed this much care before. It's because they can't deal with all the shit ass work themselves.' Squall thought. 'Hyne, I hope they didn't contact that idiot fucker Laguna and his equally gay friends.' He growled as a stomach pain ripped through him. 'I need my pills. They make me think better. I just need...something.' He glanced around and spotted a drawer. Quietly getting up he tried to get to it without falling or crying out.
When he tried to open the drawer he found it locked and mentally screamed in rage. Finding a clip and a pin he picked the lock and got it open. Sighing he saw vials of Morphine and other liquid painkillers. Grabbing a needle he injected plenty and closed it again. 'That's it.' He sighed and closed his eyes as the calm floated over him. It didn't last as Dr. Kadowaski walked in. "Squall what are you doing?" She spotted the needle and walked to him.
"Squall! Give me that, right now." She demanded and grabbed him. Squall growled and belted her across the head. "You fucking whore!" He yelled and crashed her out the door, breaking it. Selphie screamed and they heard breaking glass. They ran to the room and Squall was crawling out the window. "Squall you need help!" Zell said. "Fuck you all! You can't hold me back anymore!" Squall slurred and Seifer grabbed him by the hips before he made it out. "Leave me alone!" Squall yelled and kicked the blonde in the chest.
Seifer and them watched Squall run out of sight, then Zell went to Dr. Kadowaski. She was unconscience but alive and only had a few cuts and bruises. "Shit. What are we going to do now?" Seifer asked no one, looking off to space as they put the Doctor on a bed.
TBC
To continue or not continue...that is the question. O_O