Master Of My Heart

Hm… Was the last chap bad or something? Didn’t seem to be as well liked which kinda bummed be out. Well, whatever.

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Stage 5


Cloud made sure he was up extra early to start on his special breakfast for Sephiroth. Cloud managed to stumble up into the hall, freezing when he saw the bathroom light on and heard water running. Cloud felt his heart race when he realized Sephiroth was already up and quickly made it into the kitchen. After splashing his face with cold water to wake himself Cloud set about making a grand breakfast for Sephiroth in hopes of lifting whatever sour mood he’d fallen into. Sephiroth appeared to be a heavy meat eater and so Cloud made sure to spice up some meat along with the usual breakfast foods on Shinra.

By five o’clock Sephiroth emerged from the bathroom and entered his room for a brief moment. Returning he saw that Cloud had a gorgeous, steaming meal set before him. Sephiroth paused in the hall and Cloud froze, their eyes met only briefly before Cloud tore his eyes away.

“Good morning.” Cloud said politely as Sephiroth stared over at the table, the smell of the delicious food wafting into his nose and aggravating his already starving stomach. Sephiroth was surprised by the amount of food and all the obvious effort that went into his breakfast this particular morning. But despite how hungry he was, Sephiroth was too agitated to eat.

“You eat it.” Cloud gasped and jerked his gaze up from his feet where it had a habit of falling when Sephiroth threw on his black duster and left for the front door even though it was still only five. Cloud stood rooted to the spot long after Sephiroth had disappeared. Cloud’s brows furrowed in desperation before he sat at Sephiroth’s seat and stared dumbly at the meal.

“Did I do something wrong?” Cloud couldn’t figure out what it was he’d done or said, which made the situation even worse. If he didn’t know, he couldn’t try to fix it. Eventually Cloud slowly ate his breakfast, the food somehow seeming old and tasteless.

When it was time for Sephiroth to return from work Cloud once again used the remains of breakfast to mix into another lavish dinner. Cloud wanted to try again to do something that would be good but when six thirty rolled around Cloud found himself toying with his food, having not eaten a bite. When Seven thirty came Cloud became worried, and by eight Cloud was down right scared. Cloud, even with his old master, was use to routine. He grew up one it, was drilled with it. This sudden change without any warning was knocking things out of whack for the poor blonde.

Cloud jumped up from the table when he heard the door open and went into the hallway to see Sephiroth coming from the darkness that had blanketed Shinra. Sephiroth’s gaze caught Cloud’s before the man seemed to tear his eyes away and enter into the house. Cloud stepped back and looked up at his master expectantly. Looking toward the dinner table Sephiroth met Cloud’s eyes once again.

“Clean up and go to bed.” Cloud’s heart fell into his stomach with heaviness and Cloud nodded as he slowly walked over toward the table, a heavy feeling of sadness settling over his shoulders.

“If you haven’t eaten, you should eat.” Cloud bit at his lips, feeling some skin particles painlessly scrape off as he chewed. “I’m fine.” Cloud said slowly and listened as Sephiroth’s boots walked down the hall and disappear into his bedroom. Biting at his top lip harder Cloud went about cleaning up dinner and going to bed.

Sephiroth started to come out of his room later and later. To the point the General was leaving his room and going straight for the door at six. Sephiroth never even so much as glanced at Cloud and the blonde was left to his own devices. Cloud cleaned and cleaned, to the point that there was nothing he could clean that hadn’t already been wiped, dusted, or scrubbed three times already. Cloud continued to wait up for the General until he was falling asleep at ten or so, at the table. Once he managed to stay semi-alert until eleven, and even thought he heard Sephiroth come in, but he could have been dreaming. Although, Cloud was very aware that Sephiroth had to have carried him to bed, since that was where he’d awoken every morning. Eventually Cloud gave up making breakfast or dinner for Sephiroth and settled for small simple meals for himself.

“Maybe he’s dating someone?” Cloud mumbled to himself tiredly in the shower as he cleaned himself. It had been almost two months! He had seen his last master go out with women and come home with women, some even left in the morning, so Cloud figured maybe Sephiroth was spending time with a female, although he hadn’t brought one home.

The thought terrified Cloud. Everything right now did. Why was this happening? Was Sephiroth really seeing a woman? And if he was; would be bring her home? Would she be as nice to Cloud as Sephiroth had been? Cloud found himself doubting it.

“I liked what we had before.” Cloud muttered as he finished with the soap and started to rinse off. Cloud, surprisingly, had never felt true loneliness before. Sure, Cloud had been lonely, but not like this. This was, solitude, almost point breaking solitude for the poor boy. Even before, when he was treated so poorly, he’d been watching others, been a round others, heard others talk to each other, heard movement. Lately, Cloud hadn’t heard any voice, any footsteps, and sign of life in the house.

Cloud was truly and utterly alone.

That night Cloud didn’t wait up and cracked the basement door as he crawled into his cot and curled into the blanket. Curling into a ball Cloud’s eyes heated and watered and his eyes heart squeezed painfully in his chest. Never in his life had Cloud ever felt this lonely. It was strange that even despite the cruelty of his last master, Cloud was beginning to dream of when he was there with the others, talking and working, never truly alone.

‘I’m lonely.’

“I miss him.” Cloud muttered to himself as he finally closed his eyes. Only a few minutes later did Sephiroth enter the home, surprised when he wasn’t greeted with the sight of the small human asleep on the dinner table. Walking down the hall to the ajar door, Sephiroth carefully opened it and saw the sweet boy curled into a fetal position on the cot; the covers cocooned around him and pulled up to obscure a good portion of his visible cheek that was turned up. Sephiroth felt his heart stir again in a flutter and his eyes hazed for a moment. Shaking himself Sephiroth growled and closed the door before going into his room to ready for sleep.

Sephiroth didn’t think he could handle it anymore. The dreams were only worse since he’d been avoiding the boy, and carrying Cloud to bed had been such a task. That angel like face was begging to be kissed, nipped, and sucked. Sephiroth cursed through his teeth as he felt his cock start to harden. This was ridiculous! Cloud was a human! His slave! And yet Sephiroth wanted the boy more than he had ever wanted anyone. Sephiroth was supposed to be a man of control, yet he seemed to have very little around the boy. Deciding on a cold shower Sephiroth headed out into the hall and stepped into the bathroom, closing the door behind him as he flipped on the light.

§

It was only a matter of time before we all give into desire. That had been Sephiroth’s justification anyway. Why he became so anxious toward the end of work for no particular reason other than to go home. Sephiroth was tired of going to bars, restaurants, even once he’d managed to wander into a club-definitely not somewhere he wanted to go ever again. Too loud, too crowded. Instead, Sephiroth had tormented himself this day with hundreds of different scenarios. How he’d take the boy. Fuck it, he wasn’t going to run anymore.

Avoiding Cloud and trying to run away from this was draining more out him than any war had ever had. He was going to go home and fuck the poor human senseless, and he’d make sure Cloud enjoyed it. Sephiroth wasn’t particularly arrogant, but he was sure about his sexual prowess in bed. So that was how the last half of his day went, drawing the attention of more people than he’d like for his lack of attention, and a specific problem that had him changing positions in his seat whenever someone entered his office without knocking. Typically Sephiroth was just annoyed by this, but today he was down right angry.

Sephiroth felt like a teenager all over again when the school bells ring when it was time to clock out. He pointedly ignored everyone and everything that didn’t require his attention and made it home. When Sephiroth entered he heard the water running and easily spotted Cloud in the kitchen down from the front door, bent over doing dishes. Sephiroth appreciated the unintentional representation of Cloud’s ass as he rested Masamune against the wall and slowly approached his little human.

§

Sephiroth woke to a comfortable, warm, fuzzy sensation tingling all over his body. Looking down at the small creature in his arms, Sephiroth felt a smile tug his lips. Running his fingers gently down Cloud’s cheek he watched with adoration as Cloud’s cheek muscle twitched and Cloud’s beautiful eyes fluttered open. Groggily Cloud turned back and glanced back up at Sephiroth, a small smile gracing his cute pink lips.

“Do you want breakfast now?” Sephiroth let the claw of his index finger graze Cloud’s opposite cheek. Chuckling Sephiroth leaned down and placed a soft kiss to his angel’s lips. Cloud kissed back with a light smacking sound that quickly became a quick repetition of smacking sounds as Sephiroth hoisted himself up onto his right elbow and bent over Cloud, abruptly stopping the little noises with a long suck on Cloud’s bottom lip. Cloud groaned lightly and opened his lips for Sephiroth to greedily take claim.

Running his hand down Cloud’s slim stomach under the blankets to his pubic bone Sephiroth was pleased to see that Cloud was already firming up as he viciously ravaged Cloud’s mouth. Grabbing a hold of the cock Sephiroth gave a few meaningful squeezes before stroking up the organ. Closing his eyes Sephiroth reveled in the sound of Cloud’s soft mewling pilling into his mouth while he fisted the now hard shaft. Sephiroth groaned in return when he felt himself harden and swiftly released Cloud to grab the covers and pull them back to straddle Cloud’s stomach.

Cloud was in intoxicated awe as he stared up at the beauty before him. Sephiroth’s long silver hair hung down around his face, creating a perfect frame for his gorgeous features as those sinful lips quirked into a sensual smirk. Cloud ran his eyes down the expanse of white skin and rigid muscle when his eyes landed on the large girthed organ. Cloud looked up at Sephiroth as he hesitantly reached out, his eyes asking if he was all right. Cloud’s eyes were quickly drawn back to his hands when Sephiroth took hold of both in his one large hand and lead them to the angry red head and Cloud’s fingers grazed the tip of the knob.

Sephiroth growled and slid his hips forward as Cloud’s finger finally took a virgin hold of him and ran their way up to the base. Cloud watched in awe as he slid his right hand back and then up again and Sephiroth groaned louder. Cloud couldn’t believe the size of this thing. Cloud knew it was because he was human and Sephiroth was a Shinranian, and being so much smaller than Sephiroth, but Sephiroth had to be big even for normal Shinranians. Cloud couldn’t believe that this thing had been inside of him the night before, or that it had felt so unbelievably good.

Cloud was even more awed when he felt moisture gather around the skin as his hand moved up and down. Was it actually lubricating? Cloud was astonished, not sure if it scared him or even excited him, although the fact that Cloud felt himself harden more a the thought probably leaned more toward the latter. Sephiroth smirked and stilled Cloud’s hand as leaned over Cloud, long silver strands falling over Cloud’s forehead and sliding off Cloud’s cheeks.

“Think we should do it?” Cloud nodded with surprising energy and the most beautiful smile Sephiroth had ever seen.

“You’re beautiful, you know that?” Sephiroth said as he laid his body flat over Clouds and kissed this precious little lips. Cloud gasped, followed quickly by a groan when Sephiroth ground his hips into Cloud’s. Cloud’s hands flew in reaction and settled themselves into Sephiroth hair as he once again attempted to cling to Sephiroth. Sephiroth chuckled as he breathlessly kissed Cloud again.

“You’re so perfect.” Cloud moaned and shook his head, his eyes screwed shut as he let Sephiroth ride his body, rubbing delicious friction between them. Growling, Sephiroth lifted himself onto his hands, lifting Cloud’s upper body with him. Sephiroth only paused for a moment in surprise when Cloud’s legs locked around his waist and the boy humped him. Sephiroth was pleasantly surprised with Cloud’s enthusiasm despite Cloud’s demeanor. Seizing Cloud’s hips Sephiroth kissed Cloud’s forehead, gaining those beautiful hazy blue eyes’ attention as he moved back around and leaned against the headboard.

Lifting and spreading his knees Sephiroth let Cloud lean against him and cling like he had a habit of doing as he quickly wet his fingers and slid one into Cloud’s opening. Cloud only tensed a little bit this time, and shivered as Sephiroth added a second and then a third, not really having the time to draw this out. Cloud groaned and humped Sephiroth’s stomach when Sephiroth thrust his fingers deeper into Cloud, brushing the spot that made Cloud mewl loudly into Sephiroth’s ear.

Cloud loved feeling the light scrape of Sephiroth’s claws. It was kind of weird since Cloud was still quite terrified of claws, but he knew Sephiroth wouldn’t hurt him. It thrilled him when he felt a scrape and then a push that made him harder. Cloud groaned as he rubbed himself on Sephiroth, who in turn only swelled with more lust. Not able to handle any more waiting Sephiroth pulled his fingers free and grabbed Cloud’s hips. However, when Cloud sat back Sephiroth paused and stared into his eyes.

“Can I?” Sephiroth quirked a brow before chuckling and easing himself back more comfortably against the headboard. Cloud felt Sephiroth’s grip go slack over the angry red marks still on his hips from the night before and took a deep breath. Sephiroth took liberty of settling Cloud with his knees parted over him and watching in amused lust as Cloud used his knees to slowly start to sink down on him. Cloud gasped and Sephiroth’s eyes rolled into the back of his head in pure bliss, his head lolling back a little when he was pushed passed the tight ring of muscles. It wasn’t until he heard a little whimper that his lust blazing eyes snapped open and he bent down and over to kiss Cloud’s lips.

“You need help?” Cloud shook his head, blinking back the slight tears. Sephiroth was still so much to get used to, but he knew that like the night before he’d be glad for it.

“Can you…”

“Can I what?” Sephiroth asked in a soft voice filled with affection.

“Kiss me while I do it?” Sephiroth smiled as he captured Cloud’s lips again without a second thought. Cloud kissed him back lightly, tongue half-heartedly moving against his own as Cloud once again resumed the almost agonizing pace he’d set to lower himself down Sephiroth’s throbbing cock. Finally, Sephiroth let out a groan of appreciation when he was completely swallowed by Cloud’s body and slowly broke the kiss. Cloud’s face was flushed and eyes hazy as he stared up at Sephiroth. Taking hold of Cloud’s hips Sephiroth hoisted him up and slowly slid him back down, lurching his hips forward to meet Cloud’s perfect little ass. Cloud gasped and arched and Sephiroth growled as he quickly repeated the motion, making sure to brush those nerves. Cloud moved clumsily with Sephiroth as he pulled Cloud against him and thrust up into him.

Quickly Cloud once again caught the rhythm Sephiroth had set and rocked what he could from his position while once again clinging to Sephiroth’s neck as if for some support. Sephiroth growled and moaned every time he slammed back in and Cloud moaned into his ear with each strike. The sound of Cloud and the feeling of the tightness of his body was working Sephiroth over big time. Completely stilling Cloud’s hips Sephiroth moved Cloud faster up and down his rod, driving Cloud harder and closer to oblivion. Cloud was positively clawing at Sephiroth’s shoulders as Sephiroth bucked up harder into Cloud’s all too welcoming body with more fervor than he could ever recall with previous lovers. Latching his teeth onto Cloud’s neck Sephiroth abused the skin and suckled as he suddenly pushed Cloud onto his back. Breaking from the bruising neck Sephiroth hooked Cloud’s ankles around his neck and angled Cloud toward him before pushing back in with a hard slam that tore Cloud’s head back with a scream.

“M-more!” Cloud cried and Sephiroth obliged with a next hard delivery. Cloud’s hands were now rendered useless and found themselves fisting the sheets tightly as his master tore away into his body, his erection bouncing with every blissful jerk of his body. Using one hand to steady himself on his knees Sephiroth bend over Cloud, folding Cloud in half so that he had a free hand to rapidly fist Cloud to complete annihilation. Cloud’s head shook from side to side, occasionally his mouth opening wide with a horse cry and a toss of his lovely spiked tresses.

“I-I’m gonna-“ Cloud choked desperately between a dry mouth and rasping breath. Sephiroth growled as he fisted the leaking organ while pumping himself into a fast powerful tempo.

“Sephir-ahh!” Spurts of white semen shot up and slid down Sephiroth’s hand, which immediately disappeared to grab Cloud’s hips when his body tensed around him almost painfully. Sephiroth groaned, his brain falling into complete incoherence as Cloud’s tensing muscles massaged him tightly, licking away at him until he shot his heavy load into Cloud while still pumping into the tight heat mindlessly until he was completely emptied and flaccid.

With a deep sigh Sephiroth let go of Cloud’s hips and Cloud’s legs slid off Sephiroth’s shoulders as if they were made of lead. Resting on hands and knees Sephiroth breathed raggedly as he watched Cloud gasp for breath, a small laugh escaping him when Cloud smiled. Leaning down over Cloud Sephiroth started to lick up the semen remaining on Cloud’s stomach, chuckling when Cloud involuntarily tightened his muscles and giggled.

“Ticklish?” Cloud nodded a little and giggled again when Sephiroth purposely licked up Cloud’s side.

“Mmm…” Cloud moaned lightly and Sephiroth pulled back, smiling down at Cloud. If he kept doing that then he’d be ready to fuck again. Not what he needed on a workday. With a satisfied groan Sephiroth let himself slide onto his stomach next to Cloud. Lifting his hand Sephiroth looked at Cloud as he licked up the last remnants of Cloud’s semen, one again comparing the taste to his own species and finding it almost sweet. He chuckled at the positively red embarrassed look on Cloud’s face. When his hand was clean Sephiroth rolled onto his side and Cloud rolled onto his own side and curled into Sephiroth’s chest. A smile curved Sephiroth’s lips as he stroked down Cloud’s exposed arm and watched his little human’s profile soften. Cloud seemed to be sleepy again; it was cute.

After a few drawn out moments of silence Sephiroth sighed when he glanced at the clock and laid a chaste kiss to Cloud’s temple before getting up off of the bed to get into the shower.

“Bwekfas?” Cloud mumbled, not even moving from his curled up spot.

“You can sleep. I’ll grab a donut or something.” Cloud smiled, the heat of Shinra already making it comfortable enough to just sleep as he was with no blankets or clothes on.

Making a mental note to make something special for Sephiroth for dinner, Cloud smiled, this time sure that Sephiroth would eat it. Or him. Neither were unappealing.

Okay, Stage five done. Well?? Like?? I’d love to know! My second lemon in probably about two or so years! Amazing how long I've been out of this game.