Someone Like Me

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Squall opened his eyes and looked over at the clock, it said 5:30. He had time for a quick shower and a change. He got back last night and didn’t bother taking off his clothes. He stepped out of the soiled clothes and pondered getting rid of them but what was the point? He had left his jacket in the training area and his DNA was all over and inside Alexandra. His life was over, in brief moment of uncontrolled passion, he destroyed his life. Alexandra would do the right thing and turn him in for raping her. But….why didn’t he feel like he did? In his mind for some reason he felt he was claiming her the only way he knew how. He wanted her there was no doubt, Alexandra fired something inside him Rinoa never could and the thought of any other man touching her was simply unacceptable but someone as emotionally scarred as her could never accept him to dominate her and oh how her wanted to that. He turned on the shower and stepped in; he started washing last’s night’s activity off of him. Squall held his hand in front of his face and inhaled her scent still clinging to his skin. He leaned against the wall, his hand still on his face, wishing he could turn back time and savor her just once more. Squall changed into his SeeD uniform and made his way to the Headmaster’s office. Zell met him half way.

“So how did your late night training session go dude?” Zell asked with a knowing grin.

“……”

“That good or that bad Squall?” Zell asked again.

“……”

Zell stepped in front of Squall, stopping him.

“Squall, you don’t look ok. What happened last night?”

Squall sat down on a nearby bench and hung his head. He didn’t know where to start; he knew if he had to tell anyone first it would be his best friend so Squall decided to speak at last.

“I did something last night Zell. Something…wrong.” Squall said hesitantly.

Oh dude, it’s not always fireworks when people have sex. That why ya keep doing it.”
Zell said cheerfully patting his friend on the back.

“It wasn’t that kind of wrong Zell. She didn’t exactly give her consent.”

“What? What did you say?” Zell said, the color draining out of his face as a terrible thought filled his head.

“She was in the training area…I saw her coming out of the lake and I knew if I didn’t…..I just wanted her so badly I couldn’t think past it. Then it just happened. “

“Oh Sweet Hyne. You raped her didn’t you?”

“While just about anyone else would see it that way, I don’t.” Squall said quietly.

“How the hell do you see it then?” Zell almost yelled.

“I claimed her.”

Zell got up and started pacing in front of Squall.

“Ok. Here is what we do, we can claim you guys had sex but it was consensual and her accusation is bogus.”

“What do you think Zell? Did I rape her?”

Zell stopped pacing and looked at his friend. He knew Squall better than anyone.

“Actually no I don’t but everyone is going to see it as rape. So will Alexandra.”

“Yeah.”

A loud ringing voice buzzed from the intercom before Zell could speak again.

“Will Squall Leonheart and Zell Dincht please report to the headmaster’s office immediately? I repeat, Will Squall Leonheart and Zell Dincht please report to the headmaster’s office immediately?”

Squall stood up and started walking toward the headmaster’s office again.

“Come on Zell. Let’s just get this over with.”

Both walked in somber silence into headmaster Baraxis’s office and saw that Irvine was already there but Alexandra was not. Squall noted that his jacket was hanging over the back of Irvine chair and the cowboy looked grim.

“I can’t believe this happened.” Irvine said sadly.

Squall saluted the headmaster and spoke before Zell could.

“Headmaster I think I can explain this better than either of my colleges.”

Oh I doubt it Squall,” Irvine said angrily. “After all you are not the one who knocked up Selphie!”

“WHAT??” Zell and Squall shouted in unison.

“Yeah. She called me this morning and requested to the headmaster I be recalled to Balamb.”

“I think under the circumstances it would be best if he did return. Unfortunately that will leave you with only two members to finish the mission.”

“Two?” Squall asked bewildered.

“Yes. Your SeeD candidate, Alexandra, was recalled by your second-in-command, Quistis Trepe. She left a letter for you and returned your jacket. She said you left it in the training area last night and took the liberty of cleaning it for you. I must say, you have quite a considerate student.”

The headmaster handed Squall the letter who promptly tore it open and started reading.

Dear Commander,

I guess you are wondering why you aren’t under arrest right now. I can only answer that question by telling you about myself. Just you and me well this letter anyway. My father was one Dr. Helvar; he was lead assistant to Dr. Odine whom I believe you knew. He was dismissed from Dr. Odine’s staff for cruel experimentation. That didn’t stop my father; he kept on with his experiments and used me for his most important work. I was five when found out I was a sorceress and that was when my life became one big living hell. He was convinced he could harness the anguish of a human being to make stronger and more powerful magic. He was right but the road to that kind of magic is not meant to be taken by anyone. It would take to long to tell you what all he did to make my anger and despair strong enough to come through in magic but needless to say it finally happened. I haven’t allowed anyone to get close to me; the thought of letting someone past my barriers was something I couldn’t bare. When you attacked me in the training area I expected you to just use me like everyone else had. You didn’t though, you forced me to feel a pleasure I had denied myself for years. I was shaken from the attack but I could not bring myself to turn you in. I will never hold last night against you, in fact I thank you for it. I know you probably think I am crazy for saying this and it is because of that and many other reasons I asked Quistis to excuse me from this mission. It was best for both of us. I have already put in for a transfer to Trabia Garden so you won’t have to deal with awkwardness. I know how this may sound but thank you for forcing me to let go for one brief moment.

Alexandra.

Squall reread the letter then let it drop to his side. Zell was about to pick it up a read it himself but it went up in flames and quickly turned to ash.

“How strange, apparently it was for your eyes only. She was a strange your lady.” Baraxis said. “I suppose you will be bringing replacements soon. Or if you like we can supply you with two SeeDs from this Garden.”

“I think we will only need one.” Quistis said stepping up behind Squall. “I know you ordered me to stay but I really do think I am better suited to help you here.” Quistis put a hand on Squall’s still shoulder. “I am sorry I recommended her. I knew she was disturbed but I didn’t know she was that far gone.”

Squall didn’t wait for her to finish and walked out of the office without another word. Zell followed and caught up with him at the entrance.

“Squall for Hyne’s sake stop! You just got a free ride don’t blow it by going after her. Let it be!”

“Zell, tell Quistis to take you to the first site of the occurrences, Alexandra and I will meet you there.”

“Squall….!”

Zell didn’t have time to finish before the commander was off at a dead run. Squall made his way to the parking lot and jumped into the nearest car and headed to catch up with the train that had just left for Balamb. He had just caught it at the Nasir station and boarded it just as it was pulling out of the station. He was sweating profusely when he reached the private SeeD car. He tried to open the door to the private quarters but found it looked. Squall stared at the door, his rage mounting exponentially. How could she do this, she couldn’t walk away from him, not now. Alexandra was his and he would never give her up. Squall threw his fist into the door and yelled.

“Open this fucking door Alexandra!”

Alexandra jumped when she the resounding thump on the door and her skin went cold when she heard Squall’s voice screaming at her.