Lucrecia

Lucrecia

Lucrecia, Lucrecia, what did you do.
You loved my father, but that didn’t last. For I well knew.
I find myself with your clutches, inside green thick stew.

It Feel’s like jelly upon my damp cold skin.
Why did you let him do it? The man you also hated and despised.
Do such horrible things to me, and thus shielded me from the light.

All I see is darkness, and time has no meaning.
How long has it been since that day for I cannot recall? I’ve lost all sense of meaning.

You found me lying on the floor, and all I saw was your face.
The tears that ran down it made me want to cry.
To hold you close and comfort you, and shield you from the pain.
While that man laughed, and laughed you cried, saying ‘what have you done. Will you treat my son the same when he is to be born?’

What you said before I slept, I made me think. ‘I have a son’.
Darkness surrounded me from then, but I was not alone, this voice tortured me, for forever and a day. And something dark and sinister also speaks to me in my quiet solitude.
Then I see the light of day, and two bright blue eyes.

They said they found me, perhaps by the clues that vile man left behind.
So I go with, to seek him out, for revenge and for you. To avenge you and our son.
But still does he live, and after I am through with that vile man, I shall seek him out and reunite, with father and his son.

When I find him, I see that thing has twisted him also, can that man just stay well enough alone.
It seem he poisons and corrupts everything he touches, never satisfied never willing to stop.
Until everything’s in his clutches.

Yet I have to take you down my one and only son, for this I’m sorry, but it has to be done.
For the needs of the many out way the needs of the few.
So afterwards I go out and spend my time in quiet solitude.

It has been three years from that awful day, for when I took my son’s life away from him forever.
Then I find that man can not leave well enough alone, for even when he turns in his God damn grave, he still cause trouble, but yet I finish it once and for all.
So I confront him once again, but in green pale light, and I finish this once and for all.

And as see that vile man die once again, I smile, knowing that this is for you.
I picture you smiling face your white hair waving in the wind; as to do I pass into deaths sweet surrender.
And so I join you, when purple and green do clash, high above the world.
So I fall into darkness once again thinking I’ll be with you.

Yet fate is cruel and nasty to one such as I.
I end up by your side, but the place where you doth lie.
In crystal’s beautiful and cold hold. Like a doll you do sit
So I stand look and stare; now I think life is not so bad.
For I shall carry on, knowing that I will someday be with you.

By James Howard (A.K.A darkgod 99)

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