Hopes Despair

Chapter 11

I sat on the side of the bath tub holding my hand under the running water, as Tseng silently moved about behind me. “So who’s the bath for honey?” I asked jokingly
“Do you want my left foot on your chest as well” he replied stoic “Really Reno you don’t know when to quit”
I sat pondering how Tseng really understood my lack of thinking, or he had just become to note how annoying I could be, I let a small smile form. I continued to play with the water humming some random tune when I realised that I was falling head first into the bath. “Try not to fall in Reno” Tseng exclaimed as he continued to push me into the bath.
I threw out my hands to cushion the fall, as I hit the hot water head first my body following behind to slide in after me. I could hear Tseng let out a satisfied sigh as I tried to right myself ‘and doing a shit job at it’ I finally decided since I was already in the bath clothed I might as well just move into a sitting position. I sat with my arms crossed in front of my chest with a look of annoyance as Tseng sat on the edge watching me with a smirk upon his face “So are we even now?” I pouted
Tseng leaned down “Not even close” he whispered threateningly into my ear. Despite the heat from the bath I let out a shiver of fear at the sound of how Tseng’s voice was filled with the sound of death. I was ripped from my thoughts of being smothered during the night by the sound of Tseng laughing I looked up to see Tseng with a complete satisfaction on his face. “Now we are even Reno”
I sat dumb struck as I realised that I had played right into his act of revenge, I glared into his eyes as I splashed him. “That’s not funny Tseng. You really scared me” my voice sounding like a hurt child. Tseng’s expression changed slightly “I’m sorry Reno” he began to mess up my hair “Did I hurt the little baby” he continued mockingly
I splashed him again whilst also spraying water into my face. “Reno you’re so cute when you get angry”
“I don’t want to be fucking cute to you, I just wanna be fucked” I shot back catching him off guard. Tseng halted suddenly as he remembered what had happened earlier when this topic had been brought up. “Reno!”
“I know. I’m sorry” I replied hanging my head “I can’t stand being around you when I have these feelings towards you” a single tear ran down my cheek “All I want is to be with you”
“I’m here with you now” he leant down, gently kissing my cheek “I don’t like to hurt you like this Reno” he stroked my damp hair “I love you too much” manoeuvring around he slowly took hold of my shirt “If this was any different you know…” he slid the shirt up over my head “I wouldn’t hesitate” looking into my eyes he gave me a gentle smile “But it’s not, is it Reno?” with that he disappeared towards the door. “Where are you going?”
“Well to get your bed ready of course. You better be out of your clothes and having a proper bath when I get back” with that he disappeared from the bathroom
I sunk down low in the bath feeling dejected as I realised that I had become hard ‘fucking great’ I thought, I slowly removed my pants leaving my boxers on to hide my erection in case Tseng came back. I threw my pants over the edge of the bath letting them slosh across the floor as I slide down resting my head against the headrest as I let the water lap over me. I lay peacefully with my eyes closed as I sensed a change to my surroundings, I opened my eyes realising that the room had become dark. I looked around trying to make out what had happened, when a small flame was struck up in front of me. Tseng was carefully moving around the room lighting candles, he turned towards me his face being lit by the two candles he held in his hands. In the shadows of his face I could make out a smile of affection as he moved towards the bath carefully placing the two candles he held on the edge. I watched in awe as Tseng slowly began to unbutton his shirt letting it slide off his broad shoulders, then proceeded to remove his trousers leaving his boxers on. He momentarily stood looking off into the distance as if pondering what he was about to do, then turned towards me smiling happily. He carefully placed his clothes on the towel rail noticing my wet pants lying around the side of the toilet he knelt down to pick them up folded them neatly before placing them in the sink. Finally he walked over to the bath kneeling beside me “Reno I hope this show how I feel towards you” standing back up he kissed my forehead before stepping into the bath sitting down at my feet. “Tseng” I whispered as I felt his leg slide up against mine ‘shit Tseng in sitting in a bath with me’ I tensed up my body against the feeling of having Tseng sitting before me only wearing boxers. “You don’t have anything to be tense about Reno” soothingly he rubbed his hand across my legs. In the soft shadows of the flames Tseng’s beautiful smile became more apparent in detail “Tseng you don’t have to do this” he let out a small laugh in reply “What’s so funny?”
“You are Reno. You say that I don’t have to, yet I know deep down you want me to”
“And what makes you think that?” I replied confused
Tseng motion down towards my increasing erection “Shit!” I could feel my face becoming hotter as I’m sure I was blushing like an idiot.
Tseng let out another one of his rare beautiful laughs, which only made me go harder. I instinctively covered my lower regions in a weak attempt to salvage what was left of my dignity “This isn’t what … fuck me … ah shit” I sputter knowing each word I uttered would sound out of context.
Tseng leant forward placing a finger on my lip “Reno don’t be embarrassed” his voice sounding reassuring “I expected nothing less from you” he leaned in closer softly kissing my trembling lips. When he finally leant back a gentle smile had formed on his face “You can be yourself now, I am not here as your boss to chastise you for having human emotions” he slowly begun to rub his hand along my leg, in an attempt to relax me. How the mere sensation of having his soft hand on my skin could send shivers of desire coursing through my body, I slowly began to relax under his tender touch. Once Tseng was satisfied that I was calm again he slowly began to move his hand high caressing across my erection, sending a sensation of desire to become harder. Tseng smiled affectionately as he continued to slide his hand up across my chest “For a skinny runt, I must say you have a nice chest Reno” he continued to ran his hand across my chest. He leant forward kissing my collar bone as he moved up along my neck resting his head on my shoulder for a moment he made no attempt to move.
“Tseng what’s going on here?”
“I’m not quite sure.” He leant back “What do you think is happening?” he continued, looking into my desire filled eyes.
“Either a horrible nightmare or my boss sitting in front of me half naked kissing me”
“Well I can assure you this isn’t some desirous nightmare” he caressed the side of my face “But rather having your boss half naked kissing you” he motioned for me to shift over as he straddled me I watched, surprised by the sudden desire and need for his contact spread through my body. “Wow Tseng!” Tseng smothered the rest of my sentence with a deep passionate kiss. “Don’t talk you idiot” he spoke into my mouth as he grabbed hold of my tongue with his teeth, he slowly began to massage my tongue as he continued the kiss. My surprise soon turned to desire as I finally join in on this rare moment, I slide my arms up around his back pulling him closer to my body. Returning his kiss with deep yearning as I let out a moan of pleasure as his hand slowly moved down the front of my boxers. “Please don’t let this be a dream” I moaned as the sensation of his hand stroking along my erection took hold of me. Enjoying seeing me in such pleasure Tseng took hold of my moan into his mouth beginning to kiss me again. Tseng stroked harder as I threw my head back in pleasure, I couldn’t believe that Tseng was actually here with me stroking my fucking prick. “SHIT! Please don’t stop!” I cried from pure horny desire.
“Reno you really need to stop being greedy” Tseng mused as he began devouring my neck in kisses. He gently leaned against my chest pressing me up against the bath he removed his hand from my boxers causing me to cry out in protest. Tseng let a small grin cross his face as he hushed my protest with his finger. He stared at me for a moment his face becoming serious I started to become worried that he might be having second thoughts about what we doing ‘this time don’t mutilate his lip’ I thought. “Reno … what we are doing …” he looked into my eyes as if searching for an answer “Are you sure this is what you want? Once we go beyond this point there’s no turning back. I want you to be absolutely sure.” He continued to sit motionless as he watched and waited for my answer.
“Tseng I’ve wanted this for as long as I can remember” my voice slightly cracking from fear of rejection again. “As you said, right now you aren’t my boss” gathering my composure “I understand that this doesn’t make a difference to our professional relationship” Tseng gave me a warm smile, as he leant forward resting his head on my shoulder “So long as we are clear” he whispered as he began to nibble on my earlobe. I let out a relieved smile as I began to attack his neck with kisses, Tseng’s hands slide down my chest resting on the band of my boxers “Whenever you want to stop” then he pulled off my boxers in one quick movement.