Hopes Despair

Chapter 12

Tseng grabbed the sides of my head as he pulled me closer to taking me into a deep passionate kiss, finally I had to pull away to retrieve some form of air. I sat panting as Tseng continued to devour my body in deep kisses working his way down my chest. I fell back against the side of the bath as he hit the part of your stomach that tickles “Tseng” I moaned as he briefly brushed against the head of my prick. In all the time I had known Tseng he had never shown such yearning for anything before this time “Thank you” I moaned as he took my erection into his mouth. I let out a cry of euphoria as he began to massage the tip with his tongue I grabbed the side of the bath as the pleasure raced to my brain. Tseng took all of my erection into his mouth rhythmically massaging before releasing and coming back up for air his wet hair partially covering his face.
“Reno I’m glad I’m doing this with you for a change” his face peaceful “It’s not often you can be with someone you care about” he brushed away a strand of loose that had fallen across my eye “Remember I will only go on as long as you’re still comfortable” with that he leant forward tenderly kissing my forehead.
“Don’t worry yet” I reassured him giving him a brief smile.
“Ok then I won’t” kissing me gently on the lips.
I took Tseng into a hug drawing him closer. “Please don’t end up regretting” I whispered into his ear.
“I won’t Reno” Tseng’s breathe came out soft and steady against my neck. I held him against my chest for what seemed like forever, listening to his rhythmic breathing as his chest heaved against mine. Finally Tseng broke the tranquil silence.
“Reno…I ca…” I could feel Tseng’s heart pounding against my chest, his breathing starting to become rapid “I can’t do this Reno” he choked out as he retracted from me sliding to the other side of the bath.
“Tseng what’s the matter?” confusion showing “Have I done something?”
I watched as Tseng went to reply but hesitated instead he hung his head.
“Reno I have done some really bad things in my life” he hesitated for a moment “Acts that I’m not proud of”
“Tseng you’re a Turk. Of course you have down shit.” I broke in
Tseng raised his head with eyes filled with conflicting emotions
“You have no idea” Staring directly into my eyes “How well do you really know me Reno?”
“Well I know you…” actually I had no idea who he was outside of work
“Exactly” he began to stand “This was a mistake” with that he jumped out of the bath.
I sat dumb struck as Tseng grabbed a towel and started towards the door, stopping just inside.
“Reno. I was the one who killed Rude” Stoically, then he left.
“You what…”I whispered out in shock
I sat in the bath, trembling from shock as Tseng’s words began to sink into my swirling brain. ‘There’s no way he killed Rude?’
“Please don’t be true” I whispered to the door as the tears of pain began streaming down my cheeks.
“Why?” I cried out in pain “What did he do?” my pain giving way to anger.