A Father's Love

After the meeting and confronting Zell and Irvine, Squall remains in Laguna's office. Squall agreed to go over the mission again in person upon Laguna's request. Squall waits patiently in Laguna's office for his return.

Laguna: *Walks in, his hair a mess.* Sorry to make you wait! I was on my way here when I had to break up a fight.. *Walks over to his desk, touching his lip and hisses softly at the cut on it.*

Squall: I hope it wasn't my men fighting...

Laguna: No, it wasn't. It was new recruits who think they know everything and are the tougher then everyone else, I'm used to this. I had to show them they weren't. *Sighs as he pulls out an ointment from his desk and a mirror, rubbing it on his cut lip.*

Squall: You wanted to have a private meeting with me...Tell me more about this mission. Why do you need this cave mapped out?

Laguna: They're scientists who say their is stuff there they need to make new medicines but theirs creatures there that have killed the last few people who have tried. I know you're people are strong and can do it!

Squall: Is there anything you want us to collect while we're down there?

Laguna: Hmm.. let me find it the file... *Finishes his lip and puts it in his desk before he gets up and goes to his filing cabinet, begins to look though them.*

Squall: (Look at how tight his ass is...) *He breaks his stare by focusing his attention to a passing car outside.* (His body looks much like mine...What am I saying?)

Laguna: Damn, Kiros messed with my files again! I have these in my own order and he comes in and thinks their messed up and re-files them!! *Closes one drawer before he opens another one.* Ah ha! Here it is! *Walks back to his desk.*

Squall: *He continues to stare out the window even with hearing Laguna's voice.*

Laguna: There's a plant that grows only there, it has very strong healing abilities and our hospital is in need of it, you guys could possibly find it we would be forever in your debt! *Looks up and sees Squall staring off.* Squall?

Squall: Yes? *He continues to stare off into the distance.* What does this plant look like?

Laguna: It's small and the petals are black, it has red thorns that if they cut your skin you will die in thirty seconds. So you must be careful!

Squall: No...I fight. That's how I calm my mind.

Laguna: I can understand that.. *Finishes the page he's on and sets it on his desk.* Have you had lunch?

Squall: I'm not hungry...

Laguna: Have you eaten at all today? *Walks over to a small fridge his has and opens it, bending over as he looks though it.*

Squall: Yes... *He follows Laguna's body as Laguna bends over.* (I feel...like he's teasing me...No, shut the hell up.)

Laguna: Where is it...? Ahh! *Pulls out two bottles of Root beer and some Lunchable’s before he walks back over to the desk and set two of them down in front of Squall before he sits down in his chair.*

Squall: I'm not hungry or thirsty...

Laguna: Well, it's there if you get hungry or thirsty! *Takes the cap off the root beer and takes a drink before he opens his Lunchable.* Ahh! First meal of the day!

Squall: *He watches Laguna as he drinks his soda. When he thinks Laguna notices, he looks away.*

Laguna: (He keeps looking at me when he thinks I'm not paying attention.. Does he want to know me?) *Puts some ham and cheese on a cracker before he pops it in his mouth.*

Squall: How old are you, Laguna?

Laguna: *Quickly swallows, a bit shocked at Squall's question.* I'm forty-four.

Squall: (I didn't think he was that old...) *He crosses his arms behind his head and stares at the ceiling.*

Laguna: Anything else you'd like to know? I can tell you were a bit shocked at my age, I look younger don't I?

Squall: No...nothing else right now.

Laguna: Alright..May I ask you how old you are? When is your birthday? ..Ellone never told me that...

Squall: August 23, 1992...

Laguna: (He's 17.. He looks much older then that.. I've missed so much, but I won't miss this birthday! But..that means she was pregnant when I left.. Did she not know?) It's close! Is there anything you want for your birthday?

Squall: I don't celebrate my birthday, so no...

Laguna: (Of course.. it's the day Raine died..) Can...I would like to take you out for dinner if I may on your birthday, I won't get you a gift if you don't want one but please let me do this..

Squall: Fine... *He looks at Laguna's desk and spots a picture of a woman.* Who is that?

Laguna: Thank you.. Hmm? *Looks at the picture frame and sadly smiles as he picks it up, looking at it before he hands it to Squall.* The only women I ever love.. Raine, your Mother..

Squall: I don't...remember her.

Laguna: I'm..so sorry you never got to meet her, she was an angel on earth.. You look so much like her, it's scary! You can keep that if you want, I have another photo in my room.

Squall: No...it's not that...I don't even remember my childhood.

Laguna: You don't? May..I ask why? I understand if you don't want to answer yet, I'll give you time to get used to this.. *Makes another sandwich out of crackers.*

Squall: The Guardians...they eventually erase all of your memories. It doesn't matter how infrequently you use them.

Laguna: *Sighs.* Yes, I know about them.. I pray you never have to do it again, and thank you for talking to me Squall.. It means alot to me.. *Takes a drink, licking his lips after. Hisses at bit from the cut on his lip.*

Squall: (I need to stop...I'm getting too emotionally attached. It will be only a matter of time before this memory is erased too...) *He ends all conversation by falling silent.*

Laguna: *Looks sadly at Squall, quickly finishes his meal. And takes another drink.* I'll make sure you won't lose your memory again, Squall and even if you do I will be there to help you.. *Gets up to throw away the
Lunchable.*

Squall: *He scowls slightly.* (Why does he care?)

Laguna: Squall, please.. I mean it, I know you think I'm just a 'coward' but I do care for you. You are the only thing in my I have left.. I know nothing I can do can make up for all the years I missed, but I'm to be here for
you. I'll never leave you..

Squall: (He sounds like he's talking to a lover...Is that how fathers act?) *He glances at Laguna, slightly confused. His facial expression never shows his confused state.*

Laguna: *Smiles softly, runs his hand though his hair.* I need to take a shower, I feel disgusting.. You're free to stay here if you want, you can rest up! *Walks over and pushes the wall that's hiding the door to his
bathroom.*

Squall: (I still don't trust him...) *He waits a moment until he gets up to follow Laguna. He stays well hidden behind the wall, but he can easily see what Laguna is doing.*

Laguna: *Starts to take off his clothes, throwing them in a hamper before he turns the water on. Walks over to the toilet to relieve himself before he jumps into the shower.*

Squall: *He continues to watch Laguna, still wary about what Laguna may do.*

Laguna: *Sighs as the hot water hits him, tilts his face into it as he runs his fingers though his hair, slowly moving his hands down his body. Brushing over his nipples.* (I shouldn't be doing this, he is my son.. I need to stop.)

Squall: *He watches intently and leans in closer, knowing Laguna is too focused on his shower to notice him.*

Laguna: Mm.. *Moves his hand down and starting to slowly stroke his cock, breathing evenly as he gets harder.* (I need to stop, I can't be thinking of him.. And his perfect, round ass..) *His cock jumps, softly moans.*

Squall: (I'm not going to watch anymore...) *He quickly moves away from the door and walks back to his chair.*

Laguna: *Quickly releases into his hand after a few minutes, his body not used to it after years of holding back.* (I can't believe I did that..I came thinking of my own son..)

Squall: *After walking around for the room for a few minutes, he decided to watch Laguna again.* (He stopped...But...he looks... Damn it!)

Laguna: *Starts to wash his body and hair, smiling at the feel of his touching his hair.* (I wonder if Squall likes his hair touched. No, bad Laguna!)

Squall: (I can feel it...He's thinking about me...) *He quietly slips away into the main room and sits down in his chair again.*

Laguna: *Finishes up and steps out, dries off and gets dressed in is usual blue shirt and pants before he walks back out. His hair still wet.* Ah! I feel much better! *Smiles as he goes to his desk.*

Squall: (Sure you do...) I...should get going...

Laguna: Oh, okay..Sorry about that, I was all sweaty from the fight earlier and running around this place all morning and I hate feeling so disgusting!

Squall: (This is quite awkward...) When do you want my team to explore the cave?

Laguna: I'm not sure, I'll give you guys a few days to rest. Don't worry, I will pay for all of your groups expenses! Would..would you like to have dinner tonight? It doesn't have to be just us, your friends can come too!

Squall: If you do, take them to a buffet. There was a client that refused to take everyone to a buffet. The bill was 50,000 gil.

Laguna: *Chuckles and smiles.* Alright, I know a few good ones! Tell everyone we'll be going at 1600!

Squall: 1600? I'll tell them...

Laguna: Yes, unless that is to early.. We'll take a limo, I hate them but it will be big enough for everyone!

Squall: It's fine. *He takes the files on the cave and turns to head out into the hallway. His tight leather pants cling to Squall's ass, leaving almost nothing to the imagination.*

Laguna: Uhg! *Groans as the cramps come hard, falls into his seat as he hugs his knees.* (Damn him and his leather pants!!!)

A few hours pass until Selphie, Squall and Irvine decide to go to dinner with Laguna. Zell decides to stay at his and Squall's room to recover from several nights of drinking heavily while Rinoa and Quistis decide to visit the library in the presidential building. A few minutes before dinner, Irvine and Selphie wait outside for the limo while Squall stands a long distance away from them.

Irvine: Got ta love this guy! Why can't all our missions be from him! *Wraps an arm around Selphie.* And we get another dinner date, sweet thing!

Selphie: He is nice... *She chuckles sweetly as Irvine wraps his arm around her.*

Irvine: *Leans down, whispers to her.* And we can take some sweet deserts for later tonight, just for us baby.. *Smirks.* (I would like todo that with Zell as well!)

Selphie: *She holds her hand over her mouth.* Irvine! *She chuckles louder.*

Irvine: What? You'll like it, baby! *Talks into her ear, letting his breath go over her ear.*

Selphie: Shush! *She teases as the limousine pulls up.*

Laguna: *Opens the door and smiles at them.* Come on in! The food is waiting!

Irvine: Hell yeah! Thanks, man! *Helps Selphie in before he gets in, leading her to the seats on the further side of the limo.*

Squall: *He boards the limo last and sits near Laguna.*

Laguna: *Closes the door after they enter.* Are the other three not coming? (He sat by me.. I thinking he's opening up a little!)

Irvine: Nope! Zell is tired from all his nights of drinkin' and the other two went to read!

Selphie: He had a bad hangover...

Laguna: I bet, that stuff he drinks is worse then poison! He needs to get a better kind! * Reaches over to turn the music down, his hand brushing over Squall's thighs.* (Fuck! He's going to hide again!)

Squall: *He moves out of the way to make room for Laguna's arm. He shivers slightly as Laguna touches him.*

Laguna: *Turns it down and moves back, to where he was.* We'll be there in a few minutes!

Irvine: Good, cause I'm starved! Thanks again, man! *Smiles at Laguna.*

Selphie: Me too, I can't wait. *She happily bobs her head to the pop music playing through the speakers.*

Laguna: You're welcome! I asked you to stay her longer away from your home, I will treat you well! (And I get to spend more time with Squall.*

Irvine: Hmm, I like watching you dance Can you do some more for me? *Winks at Selphie.*

Selphie: Hey... *She sticks her tongue out at Irvine playfully.*

Laguna: *Watches the two, chuckle softly.* You're group is very interesting, Squall!

Squall: Very...*He glances up at Laguna before staring down at his hands.*

Laguna: *Looks over at Squall with a smile as they stop the limo stops.* We're here!!

After a quite uneventful dinner, Squall returns with Laguna to his office. Irvine, however, became occupied with Selphie and the lifestyle of a true player.

Laguna: That was very interesting dinner, you have picked a good group! *Laughs as he walks into the office.*
That Irvine is quite a playboy and Selphie is a tease!

Squall: I'd like not to think about it...

Laguna: That must be very hard for you! *Lets out a relaxed sigh as he sits down on the couch, putting his feet up on the coffee table.*

Squall: It's not...I just block it from my mind.

Laguna: You're good at that.. *Spreads his legs a bit, his arms stretched out over the back of the couch.* Sit down, Squall.. Rest a bit!

Squall: *He sits and relaxes on the couch next to Laguna, folding his arms across his legs.*

Laguna: *Closes his eyes, letting his arm fall on Squall's shoulder.* (I shouldn't be doing this, why can't I stop?)

Squall: *He remains still as he feels Laguna's arm around him.* (What is he doing?)

Laguna: *Shifts his hips as he arches his chest out, letting out sighs of happiness his fingers brushing against Squall's arm.*

Squall: *He flinches slightly and moves forward. His eyes wander to Laguna's fit chest.*

Laguna: *Opens his eyes and watches Squall as he looks at his chest, flex his pectorals a bit as he moves his hand to touch Squall's hair.* (I was right.. It's soft like hers!)

Squall: *He moves his head slightly as he feels Laguna's fingers run through his hair.* (Why am I letting him do this?)

Laguna: *Sits up and leans over to Squall, staring into his eyes as he moves closer. Softly presses his lips against Squall's.* (What am I doing? I need to stop, but he feels so good!)

Squall: Mm? *His eyes widen as he feels Laguna's lustful lips upon his own. He backs away as he feels a strange flutter in his stomach.* We...should stop...

Laguna: *Looks down as he pulls back, removing his arm from Squall as well.* Yes.. I'm sorry, Squall... I don't know what came over me, please forgive me... I understand if you want to go to your room now...

Squall: I don't know what came over me either... *He breathes sharply.*

Laguna: Does.. It frighten you? ....Did I take your first kiss? (I'm kinda hoping I did, damn that makes me a bastard!)

Squall: My first kiss...? (This is more than what I thought.) Yes... Now please... (Kiss me again...)

Laguna: *Looks with sad eyes, thinking Squall hates him even more.* I understand.. I..I will give you space, I shouldn't of done that to you, take something so special.. *Stands up and sadly moves to his desk.*

Squall: *He parts his lips sensually as Laguna moves away.* (I...want more...)

Laguna: *Sits down in his chair, holding his head in his hands.* (I really messed up, now he won't even talk to me! I'm such an idiot!)

Squall: *He bites his lip hard and walks to Laguna.* Laguna...

Laguna: I..I'm sorry, Squall.. Please don't hate me more from this! *Shyly looks up looks up at Squall, his eyes filled with love and worry.*

Squall: *He sighs softly and kneels near Laguna.* Can you...do that again?

Laguna: What? You..you w-want me to kiss you again? *Shudders at the thought, his body leaning down towards Squall without thinking. His lips almost touching Squall's.* A-are you sure, Squall?

Squall: I'm...sure... *He leans towards Laguna and breathes against Laguna's lips.*

Laguna: Tell me if it gets to much, okay? *Licks his lips, staring into Squall's stormy eyes before he softly kisses Squall, not wanting scare him off.* (Oh god! He wants me to kiss him! I shouldn't be doing this, but I want to be near him! Aand if this is what he wants, then I will give it to him!)

Squall: (Why does this feel so damn good? But...it hurts...) *He slowly pulls away from Laguna.* What...is going on, Laguna?

Laguna: I am kissing you.. I..I shouldn't be.. *Sighs.* I shouldn't be having these.. feelings for my son, but I like when we kiss or touch.. Or hell, even when you talk to me! I truly have no idea what is happening.

Squall: It feels right... *He gently rubs Laguna's chest and begins to lift up his shirt.*

Laguna: *Blushes lightly at the touches, shudders as his shirt is lifted.* Mm..It-it does! Have you ever.. done anything like this, Squall? *Helps Squall and quickly takes his shirt off, throwing it to the other side of the
room.*

Squall: No...Never... *He straddles Laguna's lap while sitting on the chair.*

Laguna: Then you are in control, we will only go as far as you want. Mmm, you already feel good! *Wraps his arms around Squall's back, running his hands down it.*

Squall: *He roughly kisses Laguna as he pulls on strands of Laguna's hair.* Laguna...

Laguna: Mmm! *Moans into the kiss, arching up into Squall as he sucks on Squall's lips. His hands moving down to softly grope Squall's tight ass.* Squall..So good!

Squall: Wait... *He moves Laguna's hands.* I'm...not ready.

Laguna: Sorry, I..I haven't touched anyone in a long time..I got a little into it, but I won't touch you there till you're ready.. *Moves his hands back up, to Squall's lower back.* Is this okay?

Squall: *He nods.* I'm assuming you don't mind me liking men...

Laguna: Of course not! Love is love, no matter if it's a boy or girl! *Softly massages Squall's back, smiling brightly at him.* I've never really felt much for men, so far only you..

Squall: *He moves back slightly.* Why?

Laguna: I don't know.. I mean there's men I think are cute and if I had to, I wouldn't mind being with them but you.. You make me want you, god I saw you the first time and the cramps started! They've never been that bad before!

Squall: I don't know what's wrong with me... *He stares at Laguna's muscular neck.*

Laguna: Nothing is wrong with you, Squall! Yes, this is kind of taboo to some people but as you said.. I..I never really was a father.. This is the first time we've met and.. fuck anyone who says something! *Shivers at
Squall's stares.*

Squall: I've never wanted any personal relationships before... I'm still unsure of what I want...

Laguna: I understand, I will be here if you want one or if you just want to be Father and Son.. You'll always have a room here.. (I wonder if he'd want to stay in my room some night? I haven't shared a bed in forever!)

Squall: I'll stay in your room. Zell and Irvine trashed the room again the last time I was there...

Laguna: (Can he read minds?!) Okay, cool! My bed is big enough for us of if you're not comfortable sleeping there I have a really comfy futon in there as well!

Squall: I'll just sleep there and keep my equipment in the original room...

Laguna: Okay, that sounds good! Would you like me to show it to you? It's on the floor above us.

Squall: *He slides off of Laguna's lap and picks Laguna's shirt up from off of the ground.*

Laguna: Oh, thanks! I forgot I took it off.*Stands up and pulls his shirt on, not caring about buttoning it up.* I don't think I need anything else in this room.

Squall: Show me...

Laguna: Follow me, the elevator is next to my office! *Walk over and opens his door, waits till Squall exits before he locks up his office. Leading Squall to the elevator.*

Squall: *He follows Laguna and enters the elevator. He leans against the metal railing with his arms crossed and head cocked slightly to the right. He glances at Laguna to study his body.* (He's still fit at 44...)

Laguna: *Pushes the button, smiles at how at it moves it to his floor. Exits and looks back at Squall, chuckles as he sees Squall staring at him.* You like what you see?

Squall: *He snaps out of his daze when he hears Laguna's voice. He begins to follow Laguna again to his room.*

Laguna: *Unlocks his door and opens it for Squall.* I hope you like it. *Walks into his room decorated in an Asian theme and sits down on his king size bed, kicking off his shoes.*

Squall: You have a nice room... *He sits in a chair across from Laguna.*

Laguna: Thank you! Feel free to look around or come here anytime you want! *Looks over at Squall, drawn to his fit chest.*

Squall: (He keeps looking at my chest...) *He notices Laguna has a jukebox in his room and walks over to look at Laguna's music selection.*

Laguna: Do you like music? I love everything on there, play what you want! I usually have it playing all day.

Squall: (It's all classic rock...) *He picks a track from "The Doors" to play.*

Laguna: Nice, I love this group! *Hums along to the song, his feet tapping to the beat.*

Squall: *He sits down in his chair across from Laguna and studies him through occasional glances.* (I would like to see more of his body...)

Laguna: *Chuckles softly.* You don't have to hide checking me out, I don't mind if you look and if there's anything you want just ask me. *Smiles at Squall.*

Squall: Who is to say I was checking you out? *He stands up from his chair and takes off his leather bomber jacket. The leather clings to his skin needingly.*

Laguna: You keep looking at my body when you think I won't notice, not that I mind. *Stares at Squall's chest, unable to stop the shiver that runs though his body.*

Squall: (And you keep looking at me...) *He sits back down in his chair. The muscles under his skin move gracefully.*

Laguna: *Breaks his stare, knowing if he keeps looking something will happen.* So..Are you hungry for food yet?

Squall: I'm a little hungry...

Laguna: I can have some food brought up! What would you like? *Moves up his bed to the phone on the nightstand, his open shirt showing how his muscles move under his skin.*

Squall: You can pick anything... *He looks down to avoid staring at Laguna's chest.*

Laguna: Hello, Eden! Could you bring me two plates of your amazing stakes? Medium rare on mine and.. *Looks over to Squall.* How do you want yours cooked?

Squall: Rare... *He adjusts his tank top and pulls it down.*

Laguna: And the other rare! And you can chose the sides, oh! And some of you chocolate cake please! Thank you, darling! *Hangs up.* It will be here soon, she is the best chef here!

Squall: *He looks up at Laguna as he hears his voice. His eyes travel up Laguna's fine body.* (I need to stop...)

Laguna: What would you like to do as we wait? Do you have any questions for me?

Squall: (Do?) What...do you mean?

Laguna: Oh! *Blushes lightly.* Not that! Um.. Unless you want too.. I meant would you like to talk, ask questions, watch TV, Read a book?

Squall: Am I what you imagined as a son?

Laguna: *Smiles softly at Squall.* Yes, a few thing differ from when I would dream about but that is only because we.. I didn't raise you.. But I couldn't ask for a better son..

Squall: What differs?

Laguna: Not much, I used to dream of us going on trips together. *Chuckles* You writing like me, dumb little thing like that a Father always thinks of before they have a baby. We'd play sports.. I.. You wouldn't be so cut off from everyone, I understand why you are..

Squall: It's not worth getting too close... *He runs his fingers along the fabric of the chair.*

Laguna: If I didn't get close to Raine, you wouldn't be here.. Nether would I! I wouldn't be where I am without getting close to people, our kind is not ment to be alone, we're pack animals!

Squall: According to whom? *His hands fall to his sides.*

Laguna: There's been tons of studies on it! I may have some in the main library if yor interested in reading them. I don't expert you to change over night, Squall or ever.. Just please know no mater what I will always be here for you!

Squall: *He scowls at Laguna and rises to answer the door to get the food.*

Laguna: *Sighs, rubbing his forehead.* (I pushed to hard, damn it! I should of stopped talking!) Thank you, Squall...

Squall: *He brings in the food tray and takes his plate of food.* (You can't change me... No one will...)

Laguna: *Takes his plate and starts to cut his stake.* Forgive me, Squall.. I.. I have no right telling you to change, I just want you to be happy!

Squall: *He silently begins to cut his steak.* (He still acts like a moron. I couldn't imagine being raised by him.)

Laguna: *Dips a peice in some stake sauce before he pops it in his mouth, moaning softly at the taste.* Mmmm! I love her food!

Squall: (When he opens his mouth, he spoils the moment.)

Laguna: *Sighs softly and stops talking as he eats, taking some mash potatoes as well.* (He's gone quiet again.. Well, we've made alot of progress so far! It's okay if he needs rest!)

Squall: (Still...I'm attracted to him... He's very...) *He bites his lower lip to stop himself from thinking any further about Laguna.*

Laguna: Are you okay? Is something wrong with the food? (Oh no! Could there have been another try at poisoning me?! I thought we got that guy!)

Squall: I'm fine... (It makes me...uncomfortable...)

Laguna: *Sighs in relief.* That's good, I was worried.. Never mind. *Goes back to eating his meal, taking a drink of his Coke. Smiles brightly.* Damn you, Eden...

Squall: Worried? *He takes a small bite from his steak as he glances at Laguna's bare chest.*

Laguna: I've... I've had attempts at being poisoned before, the guy is in prison but I still worry about it.. *Sighs as he finishes his meal.*

Squall: Poison worries you? All SeeDs have to build up a tolerance to poison before we are allowed to graduate.

Laguna: Some do.. You know that plant I want you to find? There is no way yet to build a tolerance to it yet, it is so rarely used other then here. That what he tried to use on me, your tolerance wouldn't of been able to fight it.

Squall: I'm almost tempted to try it now... *He says as he finishes his meal.* Being a SeeD means that I must test my limits...

Laguna: No! There is nothing to cure it, even a potion won't save you! If I must, I will keep you here during the mission.

Squall: If you keep me here, I won't be able to take my team.

Laguna: *Sighs, finishing his meal and laying back on the bed.* Then promise me you won't touch it without the gloves... Please, I've seen enough deaths by that plant.. I..I can't have another be my fault.

Squall: I'm not doing this mission as your son...

Laguna: I know.. *Rubs his forehead before he takes a serious tone.* Then as your boss for this mission I order you to collect the plant safely and return to me with it.

Squall: That's better... *He rises from his chair and heads to Laguna's bathroom.* I'm going to shower...

Laguna: Alright, the towels are on the wall! Feel free to use any of the soap or oils in there, most of them are gifts!

Squall: (Oils?) *He closes the door behind him and takes off his tank top with ease. His leather pants, however, cling to his body like a second layer of skin. He slowly peels his leather pants off before he starts his hot shower. He steps in and relaxes as the steam and hot water hits his back.*

Laguna: *Gets up from his bed and turn his TV onto input, letting the camera his guards put in the bathroom show up on it. Shudders as Squall's body fills the screen.* (God, he looks... Fuck! He ass is even nicer out of the pants! No, I shouldn't be watching this! I need to turn it off....any minute now I will... Turning it off...Damn!)

Squall: *He rinses his hair with shampoo and stands in the shower with the water hitting his chest. He turns around once the shampoo is out of his hair before he begins to wash his body. Hot water meanders down his chest and creates trails as his muscles dip and ripple.* (For a strange reason... I want him to find me attractive...)

Laguna: (God forgive me! I can't stop this..) *Turns the TV back on, licking his lips at the sight of the water running down Squall's chest.* (I want to lick that off him! Damn, I shouldn't be watching this!)

Squall: *He casually begins to wash his body. His nipples harden slightly and his skin blushes as steam and soap caress them. He reaches in between his legs and gently washes his manhood with a soap less cloth.* (Theses oils...give me an idea...)

Laguna: Mmm... (God, he's so.. I want to touch him, suck on those pink nipples! And his cock! It's the a bit smaller then me, but he could be a grower!)

Squall: *He takes a bottle of oil and pops the cap open.* (This shower is pretty loud... He won't be able to hear me...) *He squeezes a small amount of bath oil onto his hand and slowly begins to stroke himself.* (This will be done quick...)

Laguna: Oh god... (He's..he's touching himself!! Fuck, he's grown! I'm still bigger but he's still growing! I need to stop this, i really need to turn it off..) *His hand doesn't move to turn the TV off, but to softly rub his cock.*

Squall: (He can't hear me...) *He lets a small moan escape from his lips as he strokes his cock faster. His other hand glides down his body, playing with his nipples and eventually reaches his balls.*

Laguna: *Pulls his pants off and goes back to stroking himself harder, thrusting up into his hand. Biting his lips to hold back his moan, precum already leaking out.* (He's so hot, I won't last longer!)

Squall: (There it is...) *He holds back a moan as he releases inside the shower. He stares at his release covering the bath tub, almost feeling guilty for pleasuring himself.* (I shouldn't have...) *He faces the shower to clean himself of his release.*

Laguna: *Cums at the sight of Squall releasing, letting out a low groan. Pants lightly as he looks down in shame, changing the TV channel as he cleans up his seed with his pants. Putting them in his hamper before he pulls on a pair of clean boxers and gets back on the bed, looking for something to watch.* (I shouldn't of done that... But I came even faster then the last time!)

Squall: *He sighs as he steps out of the shower. He grabs another bottle of oil and rubs a small amount across his chest, stomach and legs.* (What will he think of this?) *He steps out of the bathroom with only a towel to cover himself.*

Laguna: How was your shower? *Looks over at Squall, blushes at the sight of Squall in only the towel. Looks away and groans as the cramps start up, holding his leg tightly.*

Squall: It was fine... (I made him cramp again...) *He ties the towel securely around his waist before he lays down on the bed.*

Laguna: G-good! Would y-you like b-b-boxers or sleep p-pants? *Takes a few deeps breaths, trying to calm down.*

Squall: Pants... No boxers.

Laguna: O-okay! *Slowly gets up from the bed and makes his way to his dresser, pulling out a pair of plaid sleep pants. Throws them at Squall before he goes back to the bed.*

Squall: (Plaid? I would prefer black but I can't complain...) *He slips the pants on underneath his towel.*

Laguna: I know, I don't like them either! They were a gift.. *Lays back on his bed.* What would you like to watch?

Squall: I don't usually watch television. We don't have them in our dorms.

Laguna: Me either, I mostly read but watch if something is interesting or I don't feel like going to the library. *Keeps flipping.* Tell me if you see something interesting..

Squall: I don't care... *He tosses his towel to the side and pulls his pants down lower, far enough to expose his sharp hip bones.*

Laguna: *Finds the history channel and stays on it, taking little peeks at Squall's hips.* I love this channel..

Squall: *He moves closer to the television, causing his skin to glisten from the oil applied
earlier and from the glow of the TV.*

Laguna: *Blushes hard at the sight of Squall's glistening chest, quickly turns back to the TV.* My Father was in that war...

Squall: *He remains quiet for a few moments before he turns to Laguna.* Why are you blushing?

Laguna: It is nothing.. I just... Um.. I see you used the oils.. *Gets up and walks over, looking though one of his chests and pulls out an old army uniform, hand gun and sword. Sits back on the bed.* These were his, I used to try and dress up in them when I was little.

Squall: They're still wearable. *He runs his fingers across the sturdy fabric.* (I want him to....lust for me...)

Laguna: I take good care of them, I keep the gun clean and sword sharpen! There all I have left of him, I loved to hear his stories.. I wrote a few pieces on them..

Squall: *He begins to unbutton the military jacket.* (I want to try it on...)

Laguna: *Smiles softly at Squall as he watches.* That chest if filled with all his old war stuff if you want to look though it..

Squall: *He moves forward on the bed, causing the pants to fall slightly past his hips, showing a teasing hint of his ass. He finishes unbuttoning the jacket before he slips it on over his bare skin.*

Laguna: *Clears his throat at the sight of Squall's ass, unable to stop from licking his lips.* You look good in it, he would be jumping in joy at the sight.. I..never was really the son he wanted, you would be it.

Squall: It's too small for me... *He removes the jacket by letting it slide down his shoulders.*

Laguna: Me too, it stopped fitting after I was after I turned eighteen.. *Chuckle softly.* Dad was a small man when he first joined up!

Squall: *He looks at Laguna's fit body.* (He does have more bulk than I... He has strong arms...)

Laguna: *Blushes lightly as he watches Squall looking at his body, a very light blush covers his body.* I.. worked out alot, wanting to be strong like my dad.. Hoping it would make him proud of me..

Squall: *His nipples hit the air as he removes the jacket which causes them to harden.* (Stop talking so much...)

Laguna: Yyou're cold, get under the blankets.. I'll put this stuff up.. *Picks up his Father's stuff and puts them back into the chest before he moves back to the bed and gets under the blankets.*

Squall: (Cold or slightly aroused...) *He lays on top of the blankets near Laguna.*

Laguna: Um.. If your not comfortable with being under here with me I.. I can get another blanket. *Turns to his side to look at Squall.*

Squall: No, I'm not cold. Why do you think I'm cold?

Laguna: Well, your nipples could cut glass right now! Unless theirs another reason? You can tell me.

Squall: It's not from being cold. (Touch them...) *He turns on his side, making his back face Laguna.*

Laguna: Oh.. You're aroused.. Did I make you aroused, Squall? *Moves closer to Squall, lightly pressing up against him as he wraps an arm around him. Brushing his fingers over one of the little pebbles on Squall's chest.*

Squall: No... *He slightly arches his back against Laguna and holds back a small moan.*

Laguna: Then what got you worked up? *Softly pinches Squall's nipple, rubbing it with his palm.* I feel you holding back, please don't. My room is sound proof, no one will hear you..

Squall: But you will hear me...

Laguna: I want to hear you, please.. I promise, no one else will hear, or see you in this way.. *Moves down to Squall's other nipple, pinching it.*

Squall: *He moans slightly louder as Laguna pinches his nipples.* (I'm angry at myself that I would lust after another person...)

Laguna: *Shudders at Squall's moan, keeps giving the nipples attention as he starts to kiss at Squall's neck, lightly licking at it.* You sound... so beautiful..

Squall: Laguna... *He pushes Laguna off of him and quickly straddles Laguna on the bed.* You're doing this on purpose...

Laguna: I'm doing what feels good, if you don't like it tell me to stop and I will.. *Reaches up and uses both of his hands to play with Squall's nipples.*

Squall: Watch what you say. *He says coldly as he begins to rock his hips against Laguna.*

Laguna: Mmm... Squall! *Moans softly as he begins to get hard, moving his own hips against Squall's.*

Squall: You give me no choice... *He says as he rubs his body against Laguna's cock.* Now I have to release...

Laguna: Yes, please.. Use me however you need too. *Moans as he grinds up against Squall's cock, wishing the blanket wasn't there separating them.* (God, I hope this never ends!)

Squall: *He pulls his pants down just far enough for his cock to fall out. He leans down to kiss Laguna harshly as he grinds against Laguna's body.*

Laguna: Mm! *Kisses back just as hard, running his hand over Squall's chest as he grinds his own hardness into his.*

Squall: (Make this quick...) *He grinds harder against Laguna and wets the blankets with his warm precum.*

Laguna: *Nibbles on Squall's lips as the rocks his hips up against him, his hard cock trapped in it's cloth prison.* (Fuck, I want to take these off, but I don't want to stop him!)

Squall: Do you want me to touch you? *He grinds his cock hard against Laguna's hot length.*

Laguna: Uhh.. If you want, I oh.. I don't want you to do anything your not ready for.. *Groans in pleasure as he grinds up, resting his hands on Squall's hips.*

Squall: *He pulls down the blankets covering Laguna. And rubs Laguna's cock through his pants. He strokes Laguna loyally.*

Laguna: Mmmm! *Moans at the touches, thrusting up into Squall's hand as his eyes roll in pleasure.* Yyou want me to touch you?

Squall: I don't care... *He strokes Laguna harder through his pants.*

Laguna: *Reaches down and strokes expertly strokes Squall's cock, his own precum soaking his pants.* Mm..You feel so good!

Squall: (He feels so good...) *He moans softly as he releases into Laguna's hand.* (Damn...)

Laguna: *Shudders at the sight of Squall release, moans in pleasure as he cums into his pants. Arches his back into Squall.* Fuck.....

Squall: *He rolls off of Laguna and lays quietly on the bed.* I'm...done...

Laguna: I'm sorry if I was to forward.. *Gets up off the bed and takes his pants and boxers off, grabbing a new pair before he climbs back into the bed.*

Squall: No... (Now that it's over, I wanted it to last longer...)

Laguna: Do you want another pair of pants? *Looks over at Squall, still amazed at his beauty.*

Squall: No... *He tucks himself back into his pants.*

Laguna: Alright.. *Moves a bit under the blanket, fluffing the pillow before he turns the TV off.* Are you tired?

Squall: A little... (I released twice...I'm not used to that.)

Laguna: I am, alot has happened today! *Turns the light off on his side.* If you want I have books in here you can read till you fall asleep, don't worry. The light won't bother me!

Squall: *He pulls the blankets up to his neck, ignoring Laguna as he falls asleep unaided.*

Laguna: *Grabs the remote to turn all the lights out before he turns to his side towards Squall, looks at him before he falls asleep. Starts to snore a few minutes into it.*

Later that night, Irvine leaves Selphie's room and heads to Squall's room where Zell is staying. Irvine, a true player, smiles as he tucks in his shirt and fixes his hair. He tips his hat at just the right angle just before he enters Squall's room to see Zell not ten minutes after he slept with Selphie.

Irvine: Hey man, I see you started hthe party without me! *Walks over and grabs a beer.*

Zell: What do you want? *He says with a sharp attitude.*

Irvine: Whoo! What got your panties in a twist? *Opens the beer and takes a drink before he walks over.*

Zell: You...do... *He waves his fist and punches the bed.*

Irvine: What the fuck did I do? I told ya I was going to eat with Laguna and them! You coulda came!

Zell: Yeah, but you slept with Selphie! I...saw you go with her.

Irvine: Yeah, so what? Why were you watchin' me anyway? *Quickly finishes the beer, lets out a belch.*

Zell: Nevermind that, you dick! *He punches the bed again.*

Irvine: What the fuck, Zell? Why you freaking out?! I'm not aloud to have sex anymore?

Zell: No... *He moves to sit on the edge of the bed.*

Irvine: Then what? You said we're just friends with benefits! FRIENDS! So I slept with Selphie!

Zell: Yeah, and you came here to get what she couldn't give ya'! You're a bastard. *He raises his fists in a fighting position and reaches his arm out to slug Irvine.*

Irvine: No, I'm a fucking man! I came here to drink and hang out with you and if that leaded to fuckin' then woohoo! *Grabs Zell's fist and easily twists it around him, pulling Zell back against his body.* What is with you?!

Zell: Man, you're lucky I'm buzzed or you would have a broken nose! You're a bastard and you smell like shit, cowboy!

Irvine: You would have a bullet in your fist! *Smirks, wrapping his arm tighter around Zell.* I smell manly and you like it! I'm not a bastard, you're the one who says he wasn't gay! You didn't want ta be boyfriends!

Zell: Yeah, maybe you've been hangin' around Squall for too long! I'm human and I have feelings too, you dick!

Irvine: You think I don't?! How you think I feel when you say your not gay but love me fuckin' ya? You're the one who didn't want us to be together, Zell! You have only yourself to blame!

Zell: Like hell I do! I'll just go sleep with someone else to get my rocks off! I don't need ya', I hate you!

Irvine: No you don't, that why you're actin' like a lil' bitch! If you want me to sleep only with you then you should of asked me out! You wanted ta be friends, not lovers!

Zell: Let me go! I'll go find a fuckin' prostitute and I'll flaunt her in front of ya'!

Irvine: Better make sure she doesn't have any STD's and maybe I'll join you with her! I'm always ready to fuck!

Zell: Sure you fuckin' are! That's all I am to ya'. You had sex with me before you even touched Selphie! I don't blame her, I blame you.

Irvine: No, you're more to me then her! You're the one that's so ashamed of your self to admit your fuckin' gay! If you asked me I would only fuck you but no, you said you were straight so now you're being a pussy and drinkin'!

Zell: How am I bein' a pussy? I hate you. *He jerks his arms away from Irvine.* You're the one who's supposed to be good at telling what people's feelings are. You're a dick!

Irvine: You won't admit you gay or hell, even bi! You basically told me you were disgust and only wanted ME for sex! Selphie was only a one time thing and she was nothing compared to you! I want you but you are to scared to say the same!

Zell: It shouldn't matter what I am! Anyone would be hurt from what you did. Gay, bi, or straight, it doesn't matter.

Irvine: What the hell did I do?! You said we were friends; friends don't flip out when you sleep with someone!! *Walks over to Zell, looking down at him.*

Zell: I'm a friend who slept with you. Think about it, you hurt Selphie too. What is she to you, anyway?

Irvine: You said you just wanted to be friends, and she knows what this is! She already told me she doesn't want to be together, just a fling! *Growls, taking his hat off and running his fingers though his hair.* I'm sorry I hurt you so much, but I can't change it!

Zell: Yeah, you better be, you ass hole!

Irvine: *Stares at Zell before he crushes his lips again him in a passionate kiss, pulling at Zell's shirt to get it off.* (God, he got me to hot! I need him now before I burn up!)

Zell: *He pushes Irvine away quickly.* Don't, Irvine. It hurts too much...

Irvine: Please, let me make you feel better the only way I know how.. I..I only want to be with you, Zell! *Covers Zell's face in kisses.*

Zell: You're a fuckin' son of a bitch! *He keeps turning his face away from Irvine.*

Irvine: Please, Zell.. We don't have to have sex! Just please talk to me without yelling, I only want to be with you I promise.. I'll be your boyfriend!

Zell: *He sighs.* You hurt me...

Irvine: *Sighs, resting his forehead against Zell, running his fingers though his hair.* I'm sorry, I really am.. Please, give me another chance, Zell! A real one this time!

Zell: Alright... *He leans against Irvine's chest.*

Irvine: Thank you.. And you'll have to talk to me, baby.. I won't know what you want unless you want.. *Hugs Zell tightly, rubbing his back.*

Zell: (Does he really like me? If he truly has feelings for me, he won't belittle me when I take my pants off...) Irvine, I'll give you another chance with me... How will you make everything up to me?

Irvine: What ever you want me to do, Zell! Tell me what to do and I'll do it.. *Kisses at Zell's cheek.*

Zell: I still want to have sex...again... Will you help me?

Irvine: Yes, anything for you baby! *Kisses down Zell's neck as he moves to unzip Zell's pants, slipping his hand down and softly strokes Zell's cock.* You know.. I love this cock of yours, it's the perfect size... I said those things to hide it..

Zell: Why, were you afraid? *He gently grinds against Irvine's wandering hand.*

Irvine: I've never felt like this before, I've had tons of sex but never felt like it did with you. It did scare me! *Moves down Zell's body, using his other hand to pull down Zell's pants.*

Zell: Where do you want me? I... *He blushes slightly.* can bend over for you...

Irvine: Mmm... That sounds great, baby! However you want it.. *Keeps stroking him as he moves to undo his own pants, kissing Zell's neck lovingly.*

Zell: I'm...Mm...new to this! *He softly kisses Irvine and walks over to the bed and bends over. He presses his chest against the bed and kneels on the floor.*

Irvine: *Pushes his pants down, spits on his fingers before he presses them against Zell's opening.* I know, let me worry about everything, baby!

Zell: I am...make me feel good... I know you can, baby...

Irvine: I will! You'll forget your name cause you'll be in so much pleasure! *Kisses and sucks on Zell's neck as he finishes stretching Zell out, pulls his fingers out and spits on his hand and rubs it into his cock before he
slowly enters Zell.* Mmhh.. God, your so tight!

Zell: Mm! *He grips the blankets as he feels Irvine enter him.* It still...hurts. *He moans softly as he slowly feels the pleasure build in his body.*

Irvine: I know, I sorry.. I'll have to get lube for us! Mm.. Soo good! *Moans softly as he pushing in too his hilt, shudders as he licks at Zell's back.* Tell me when your ready for me ta move..

Zell: Keep...going... Damn, you fill me so good... *He gently begins to clench around Irvine's cock.*

Irvine: Ohh.. Keep clenching like that baby! *Moans as he starts to rock into Zell's stretched anus, nipping at Zell's neck.*

Zell: *He clenches harder as his anus burns from being stretched too far.* This...is harder when you're not drunk off your ass! *He moans as Irvine grazes his prostate.* Damn, Irvine...

Irvine: It'll get better! *Moans in pleasure at the clenches, grabs onto his hips.* There's the bugger! *Thrusts faster into Zell's prostate.*

Zell: Shit...Irvine... *He moans loudly in pleasure.* You...you feel so damn good...

Irvine: Fuck, so do you! Shit, your ass is so hot!! *Groans in pleasure as he thrusts in harder, slapping Zell's ass .*

Zell: Tell...me how damn good it feels. *He moans playfully as he feels his ass being slapped.*

Irvine: So damn good! God, I love your ass!! *Slaps it again, loving how it jiggles. Moans as he slams into Zell's sweetspot, his balls slapping against him.*

Zell: Irvine... Oh shit...you're going to make me cum. Is that what you want? I'll do it how you want it...

Irvine: Yes, god yes! I want to see you cum, feel your ass clench tightly 'round my cock! *Leans down and bites on Zell's ear as he keeps pounding into Zell.*

Zell: *He breathes sharply and moans in pleasure as he releases over the bed. He clenches around Irvine and grinds his ass against Irvine's body.*

Irvine: Hell yeah! *Moans loudly in pleasure as he releases hard into Zell's tight ass, his hips jerking in to make sure he gets it all.* So good, baby...

Zell: Mm... Irvine... I love how good you feel.

Irvine: So do you, I could stay like this forever! *Relaxes on top of Zell's back, panting as he kisses and sucks on Zell's neck.*

Zell: I'm glad I gave you another chance...

Irvine: Me too, I don't want anyone other then you baby! You're amazing! *Slowly pulls out of Zell, putting himself in his pants before he pulls Zell's up.* Lay on the bed with me..

Zell: *He keeps his pants up while he sits on Irvine's chest as he crawls onto the bed.* Do you like me?

Irvine: I do, alot! *Traces Zell's tattoo.* I haven't had a steady girlfriend or boyfriend in years, but you make me want to only be with you!

Zell: Yeah? When I first met you, I thought you were an asshole. *His mouth curls into a playful smile.* I still think you are...

Irvine: But a hot asshole that you can't get enough of! *Chuckles.* I though you were a goof! But you proved me wrong!

Zell: There's nothin' wrong with having a little fun...

Irvine: Nope! And I think we'll be havin' plenty of fun, Zelly! *Nips at Zell's nose.*

Zell: *He leans forward and gently kisses Irvine.* You're damn sexy...

Irvine: Damn right! *Smirks as he kisses Zell back, holding him tightly.*

Zell: Do you think I'm sexy? Mm... *He kisses along Irvine's neck.*

Irvine: Mmm very sexy, baby.. *Moans softly at the kisses, tilting his neck over.*

Zell: So, Jesse James...will you sometime let me take you?

Irvine: Mm.. If you want too! But before you can take me, you'll have ta suck me, Zelly! *Winks at Zell.*

Zell: I've never sucked a man's cock before...

Irvine: I know, don't worry. We can wait, baby! I have a book you can read if you want, it'll tell you all you need to know! *Kisses Zell again.*

Zell: It can't be that difficult... I know how to pleasure myself well enough to figure out how to pleasure you...

Irvine: Yeah, but it's all different when you have a cock in your mouth! *Laughs softly.* And you'll please me very well! I've had bad head before, but your lips.. *Licks at Zell's lips.* They were made for dick suckin'!

Zell: They were? Tell me how these lips would please you, and tell me how they were made to suck you...

Irvine: Yeah, so pink and plump! Mm.. Them wrapped around my hard cock, them being stretched by it.. Mm, I see them movin' up and down it! You're mouth is just the right size for me, it was made to suck me baby! *Lovingly kisses him.*

Zell: Mm... *He yawns into Irvine's kiss.* You'll find out how good they feel...but not tonight... *He lays against Irvine's chest and kisses his collar bone.*

Irvine: *Wraps his arms around Zell, holding him close to his chest..* Mm.. I'm tired too, baby.. Mind if I stay here tonight? *Kisses Zell's forehead.*

Zell: Yeah... I have no idea where the hell Squall is... *He plays with Irvine's flowing hair.*

Irvine: He's a big boy, he'll be fine.. Mm.. I love when you play with my hair.. *Smiles tiredly at Zell, holding his tightly.*

~Thanks to those who reveiwed!^^~