Bad Judgement

*Disclaimer* - All charaters are from the game Final Fantasy VII. They do not belong to me (although I would gladly take them...)

Bad Judgement

Cloud ran though the hallway, killing the monsters as they came at him. There’s no way he’s getting away with what he did, Cloud thought, Oimislash coming quickly because of his anger. //My friends, my town, my mother…give them back…//

Ramming his Ultimate Weapon though a Red Dragon, he yelled, “GIVE THEM BACK TO ME!!!” Then, he saw him, about 50 feet away. I can’t reach him, Cloud thought helplessly, blocked off by various burning pieces of rubble from the houses and scattered dead bodies. The other man killed another helpless villager, then slowly slide his sword out of the lifeless body, staring down at it.

Cloud was livid. “SEPHIROTH!!!” he shouted. “Come fight someone that can fight back!!” Sephiroth brought his head up slowly, and an insane smile made its way across his face, teeth not showing. He then turned away and walked through the flames. “SEPHIROTH!!!” Cloud yelled again, running towards the man in question just before the flames engulfed him.

“Hey! Hey buddy, wake up,” a voice called to Cloud out of the darkness. Confused, he opened his eyes. “Gomen nesi, but he’s giving the briefing,” Cloud pulled his hat on his head. Then he looked at the man addressing him, who was SOILDER, FIRST CLASS.

“Thanks, Zack,” he said. Zack smiled and went to the man giving the briefing. Cloud had tried for SOILDER, FIRST CLASS, but didn’t make the cut. His position was like a security guard compared to the FBI. The leader of the group, though, was more like the Secret Service. Top SOILDER, FIRST CLASS, everyone looked up to him. Anyone would be proud to be in the same state, let alone riding in the same truck as him. He was known and feared by all.

“Sep, how long will it take to rid the town of monsters?” Zack asked, bouncing around. He was the closest to Sephiroth then anybody, even the superiors, and the only one who calls Sephiroth Sep. At least, out loud. In his head, only Cloud calls him Sep. Sephiroth had no known of family, so his years before SOILDER are a mystery.

Cloud shuddered at the name. What did my dream mean? he wondered as the great man spoke. Is it a warning? Or am I just nervous about going back to my hometown? It’s been years since he’s been in Nibelheim. He felt like a failure for not making FIRST CLASS. I…I won’t see my mother or Tifa. I…just can’t.

They had been riding in the truck for hours and were weary. Once Sephiroth and Zack had to get out to slay a Red Dragon that was blocking the path. By the time they arrived in Nibelheim, everyone was on edge aside from Sephiroth, who seemed undaunted from the trip. To Cloud’s surprise, his neighbor Tifa came and introduced herself as their guide to Mt. Nibel, explaining that she was the towns’ guide. Cloud kept his back to her and his hat down.

After checking into the hotel, they were allowed to go off on their own. They’d head out early tomorrow, so there was a curfew made. Cloud was trying to figure out what to do when another guard ran up to him. “You Cloud Strife?” the man asked. Cloud nodded. “The boss wants to see you,” he said, pointing to Sephiroth’s room. “Gook luck,” he added grimly before running off.

Cloud was suddenly out of breath. Have I done something wrong? he thought franticly. Not many that have angered Sephiroth lived. Not any, in fact. He took off his hat and ran his and through his spiky blond hair. Please don’t be mad, Cloud prayed silently. Such deadly beauty…

It was true that Sephiroth was a beautiful man. His long, silver hair and Mako-green eyes just seemed to illuminate his natural beauty. Get a grip Cloud kicked himself mentally for his runaway thoughts. These could be my final moments.

He quickly placed his hat back on remembering that anyone could recognize him and tell Tifa or his mother where he was. Starting to think that didn’t seem so bad now, he made his way to the room. Slowly as to stall his fate, but swiftly as not to anger the silver-haired man more than what he might already be.

Coming to a halt in front of the door, he hesitated. Now or never, Cloud told himself, then quickly knocked on the door before his courage fully deserted him. It opened and Cloud found himself staring at black- covered chest. He looked up to stare into Mako green eyes surrounded by silver hair. Being 5’7”, Sephiroth had the height advantage with his 6’1”. He focused on Cloud and smiled.

“Ah, yes Cloud, do come in,” he said, stepping back. The smaller man, dazed, complied. He had never seen Sephiroth smile before and it was breath taking.

The room was pretty simple. A TV on a stand, a nightstand with a lamp by the Queen-sized bed, a bathroom, and a round wooden table also with a lamp with two chairs by it. Sephiroth gestured to one of the chairs for Cloud. “Please, sit down.”

Cloud made his way to the chair and sat down. The other man smirked. “You can relax, you know. We’re all off duty.” There seemed to be a certain air about him that made him seem…Cloud didn’t know. His eyes sparkled and his hair looked softer than he’s ever seen it. What I wouldn’t give to run my fingers through it, Cloud though, his fingers starting to itch. He pulled off his hat and ran his hand through his own hair instead.

“What are you thinking?”

Cloud’s head snapped up, startled. He hadn’t noticed that the Sep hadn’t sat down until that moment. He was staring down at Cloud intently. “What are you thinking?” he repeated.

Shocked that the other man would ask him anything about himself even of it was a spur-of-the-moment thing, Cloud then grew embarrassed at where his thoughts were. He tried to hide a blush. “No-nothing in particular,” he lied, cursing his stuttering and fair skin. Sep narrowed his eyes. Oh great, I’ve done it now, Cloud thought fearfully.

“Were you thinking bad of me and don’t want to say?” Sephiroth asked, his face stern but his voice with a hint of sadness in it.

Cloud was shocked. Before he could stop himself, the words came spilling out. “No, that’s not it at all, sir! I was thinking about how nice…um, your hair looked, and, um…” Do you WANT to get killed?!? his mind screamed at him. Waiting for the attack that was sure to come, Cloud gasped as a smooth hand touched his cheek instead.

“You’re…different,” Sephiroth purred, brushing his thumb across Cloud’s cheekbone. Cloud shivered, but not from fear. “There’s something about you that stands out. It’s…calling to me. Can you feel it?” Sep asked staring into his eyes intently. All Cloud could feel was his heart pounding in his ears. His body started to react to the gentle caress. “Would you hate me if I kissed you?” Sep asked, sounding like a child ready for disappointment.

Not being able to find his voice, all Cloud could do was shake his head. He absently licked his lips and was shocked at the lustful expression that clouded Sephiroth’s eyes. Sep bent his head, slowly brining their lips together, then came down to claim his mouth.

Sep slid his tongue into the smaller man’s mouth. Cloud gasped, only allowing him further access. Memories from his dream were pushed aside as Sep’s tongue pushed deeper into his mouth, coaxing his tongue. Cloud found himself responding to the kiss, hesitantly exploring the other man’s mouth. He felt as Sep ran one hand through his hair and the other up under his shirt.

He moaned into the taller man’s mouth as his fingers ran across his nipples. Cloud squirmed as Sep brushed feather-light touches over the nubs, his growing erection wanting the same attention. He pulled his mouth away, gasping for air. His head was swimming and he grew dizzy with pleasure as he automatically pushed into the touch. The long haired man sat on Cloud with his thighs at Cloud’s hips, facing each other. Their erections met and both cried out.

“Gomen,” Sephiroth slurred, his breath fanning Cloud’s face. “I only asked for a kiss…”

Cloud shook his head. “Not a problem, sir – ”

“You know my name so use it,” he interrupted, grinding their erections together more forcefully.

“Sephiroth!” Cloud gasped, clutching the back of the man’s cloak. Sep smiled.

“That’s better.” Slowly, Sep climbed off of the other man’s lap who quickly protested. He then shrugged out of his cloak and whipped off his shirt. Making sure Cloud was watching, he unbuttoned his pants and pulled down the fly. They wound up on the floor.

Cloud stared at Sep’s naked body (undies? What undies? ^^) taking in the muscled chest, tight abs, large…

“Strip,” Sep commanded. Cloud blinked at him. Sighing, Sep pulled Cloud out of the chair he was sitting in. “If you won’t take off your clothes, I will.”

He grabbed the hem of Cloud’s shirt and did similar to what he did with his own. His mouth then attacked Cloud’s neck as his hands roamed the man’s chest. Cloud moaned as Sep’s fingers brushed his sensitive buds then nearly fainted from pleasure when they were drawn into his mouth. He was being moved, then felt the bed at the back of his legs. He didn’t protest when he was pushed down, with Sep on top.

Sep soon grew tired of toying with Cloud’s chest and headed lower. He made a beeline of wet kisses down Cloud’s chest and stomach till he got to the button of his pants. He quickly undid it and they were thrown across the room. Sep looked at Cloud, seeing him fully. His fair skin was flushed as he lay under Sep, panting and squirming. Cloud looked at him, pleadingly. “Sephiroth…please…I need…” he didn’t finish.

“What do you need?” Sep asked innocently. He started making circle patters with his fingers on Cloud’s inner thigh. He then brought his head down to swirl his tongue where his fingers had been.

Cloud’s mind became a pleasure-filled haze. What do I want? He should know. Does…he want me to tell him? He vaguely felt Sep’s hands move to his hips. He then felt Sep stop and sit up, hands still on his hips. He was about to protest when he felt the other man’s tongue run over the head of his cock.

“Oh God!!!” Cloud gasped, bucking his hips forward. Sep’s hands held him down and he growled in frustration. “Please,” he breathed, going back to pleading.

“Please what?” Sep asked, enjoying the sounds that Cloud was making. He blew on the moist tip and was rewarded with Cloud’s sharp intake of air.

“I – I want –” Cloud wasn’t able to finish since Sep took that opportunity to swirl tongue on Cloud’s head. Cloud moaned and tried to get the rest of his self the same attention, but wasn’t able to move. His hands tangled in Sephiroth’s hair, trying to push him into the other man's mouth.

“No no, I need to hear what you want.” Sep said, pulling back.

“I want you!” Cloud gasped. Sephiroth smiled. Finally…

Cloud moaned loudly as he took him into his mouth. His head thrashed around as Sep sucked and swirled his tongue on Cloud’s cock. It’s too much… Cloud thought fleetingly. The simple suction on his manhood drove Cloud mad. Sep tortured him with the wet recess of his mouth bobbing his head along the length of Cloud’s arousal. Just as Cloud felt the pressure build up in him, Sep moved away. He protested immediately, but was silenced by Sephiroth’s mouth covering his.

“It won’t be that easy,” Sep commented, positioning himself over Cloud. He parted the smaller man’s legs and held his gaze as he took his finger into him own mouth. Cloud moaned knowing that Sep was doing to his finger was what he had just done to him moments ago. Sep removed his now wet finger and leaned down to kiss the blond. At the same time, he took his moistened finger and pushed it through Cloud’s entrance.

Cloud froze then squirmed, trying not to clench his teeth. Sou…It hurts like hell… he thought, trying to relax to the touch. As Sep pushed deeper, He brushed against a spot that made Cloud gasp and push against his finger forgetting the pain, tearing his mouth from Sephiroth’s and growling in the back of his throat. Sep smiled to himself seeing the lustful look in Cloud’s eyes. He then let out a strangled cry as Cloud reached out and squeezed his own arousal. He looked down at the other man.

“Now.” Cloud breathed, as he started to quickly pump the prize in his hands. Sep growled and stopped his hand, pulling it away. He moved his hands to Cloud’s muscled legs and spread them apart. He positioned himself then pushed in in one quick thrust. Cloud gasped, digging his fingers into Sep’s back. Sep paused, waiting for the other man to adjust. After a while Cloud started to move impatiently against him, signaling for him to begin movement. Sep drew back, and then pushed in smoothly hitting that spot that drove Cloud mad.

So tight…Sep thought, gritting his teeth as Cloud’s body squeezed around him. Feeling his control slip away, he started to quicken his pace. Soon he was slamming into Cloud, repeatedly hitting the man’s sweat spot and making him beg for more. Feeling that he was almost at his braking point, Sep reached between them to stroke Cloud’s neglected erection. Gasping, Cloud lost all control and came, clamping down on Sep's cock and causing him to cum. Drained, Sep collapsed on top of Cloud, both of them breathing heavily.

When their breathing had returned to normal, Sep withdrew himself from in Cloud and lay next to him, throwing an arm around his waist. He looked at Cloud, taking in his flushed checks, wild-looking hair, partly open mouth and closed eyes. As if sensing he was being watched, Cloud opened his eyes and looked Sephiroth. Sep reached up with the hand that was over his waist and ran his fingers through Cloud’s hair.

“You lived here, right?” Sep asked suddenly.

Surprised, Cloud nodded.

“Don’t you want to go and see your family?” Sephiroth wanted to know.

Shaking his head, Cloud said, “I can’t. I left here years ago telling everyone that I was going to come back a SOILDER, FIRST CLASS. That I’d be as great as…you.” He blushed, making his pink checks turn a deeper shade of red. “I…I can’t face them knowing that I failed. The whole town would be ashamed of me.” Cloud downcast his eyes, not wanting to see the disappointment, or worse, pity, in the great man’s eyes.

“It may seem like a bad idea now, but you never know when it’ll be too late to see the ones you love,” Sep said, not looking at Cloud, but seeming to be off in his own world. Cloud looked at him, bewildered. What’s that supposed to mean? he wondered, trying to figure Sephiroth out. Did something happen to someone he cared about? Or does he sense that something is going to happen?

Cloud was deep in thought when Sephiroth abruptly got up. Pulling on his clothes, he turned to the man lying on the bed. “I was told that the mansion near here has a library in it. I’m going to go look around.” He walked to the door, putting his hand on the knob then turned back to Cloud. “You can stay here if you like or go as you please. I will be out most of the night.” Then he left, closing the door behind him.

Cloud stared at the door for a long time before he moved to go put on his uniform. Placing his hat on, he walked out of the room, confused about the whole situation and Sep’s sudden change in attitude. We’re all tense and tired, Cloud reasoned. Things will be better in the morning. He thought about what Sephiroth said and considered going out to find his mother and Tifa, then decided against it. Next time I come I’ll be FIRST CLASS. I can always write if I really need to talk to them. With that, he went off to his room to get some sleep.